worst ones

4.04.2009 @ 9:43 PM♥

As I have promised myself, I'd be writing posts that would summarize this semester's life. First one would be the top worse things that happened to me. Haha. Humanda kayo, baka kasama kayo dito! haha. JOKE:P

The You-know-what
This semester, history repeated itself but not totally in a hundred percent way (kay dili man _________________). At first, I thought I wouldn't be able to survive what's gonna happen next but after a while, I realized that I shouldn't be feeling the feeling that I felt during those times because I wasn't in the right position to do so. So I kept my role as whom I should be and it turned out to be okay after all. [Wala mo nakasabot noh? haha]

Biochemistry
Gawd. This was the first time that I experienced to pray to all the gods ever recognized by man to help me pass CHEM 160. I had a 'relatively' good grade during my first long exam but my 2nd long exam was a HUGE MESS!. I even remembered Ma'am Jen asking me on what happened (the 2nd LE happened during my most insane week for this semester: Joie's Debut, outline defense then the 2nd long, all in four days! I haven't got enough sleep during those days so most probably, no proper information has entered into my brain during those nights, and seriously Carbohydrate metabolism has the most number of pathways to memorize in the entire course.)

Anyway, I passed my 3rd long but it wasn't enough to pull my 2nd long (the average was 59.8). After four long exams, I only have to get 40% to pass the entire course so there, I ended up almost not sleeping the night before the final exam. I was studying from 2 in the afternoon until 2 in the morning the next day. I decided to sleep until 5 something. When I woke up, just a few minutes later, Neil sent me a text message asking if I could call him by 6 am because he's just going to sleep and he might not wake up early. Woah?! Crazy people! Yes, we did all the crazy things just to pass Biochem. And oh Sh*T, I can't believe I just talked about my academics here.

Health
I think I have a serious health problem going on. From time to time, I'd get a cold and it would usually end up giving me bronchitis that would last for 2-3 weeks. I couldn't eat anything too sweet or too cold coz it'll just worsen things up. I wasn't able to eat ice cream for 3 months (go ask Wilson, he's a witness to my first McFlurry in months!).

This semester, I also experienced waking up in the morning just to realize that my body couldn't stand up no matter how hard I try. If I could, I'd only end up falling down back on my bed and my head hurt like HELL. Then the entire day, I was bed-ridden with a fever that never got down until night time.

I again had a flu a week before finals and it was really annoying! It was hard to study with a runny nose and even harder to sleep with a clogged nose. I again got a fever (after I drained myself to some strenuous body exercises) and a couple of muscle cramps! And before my last exam, I again got a flu. Talk about body resistance. Tsk tsk.

Issues
This semester, I know that I behaved more properly than before. I talk less and listen more. I do not judge people on the basis of what I observe. I share my opinion only when I think it's proper. I am avoiding on going to "get-togethers" so that I won't be able to judge people during their craziest moments. But still, no matter how silent I'd try to become, some people wouldn't stop on bringing me into their lives and adding me as a conflict. I had been very busy with my outline and other stuff. I did not anymore pay attention to mistakes that have been repeatedly being done right infront of my face, it was just making me feel very stupid. I payed more attention to people who also cares but then again, there's really something wrong with the world. There's even this one issue that I didn't know on how I gotten myself into but now (I think) it was forgotten but I'm still confused if I should've explained myself. I never got to explain myself most of the time. They've never given me the chance. And I have a feeling that after being able to post this, I'd be getting myself into a bigger troule because some people might think that I am referring to them in this portion of this post. But this time, I really wouldn't mind anymore since I know, this time, I could totally blame myself for getting myself into this mess.

OUTLINE
This one rocked my semester, BIG TIME. Not only that I have to follow the deadlines given to me by Ma'am Ching, NSM 192 has also been pressuring us (me, Daniel and Marianne) to finish our outlines on an earlier date as possible. While writing my outline, I was able to experience sitting infront of my laptop for 9 straight hours and the only programs opened were Adobe Reader and Microsoft Word (and sometimes, Mozilla Firefox). Anyway, for those who haven't done their outline yet, you'll know what I mean in the future. Haha. Welcome to my world!

worst ones

4.04.2009 @ 9:43 PM♥

4.04.2009 @ 9:43 PM♥