i hate looking into caskets T_T

To start if off, wala akong proper na tulog for the past 3 weeks na...

For this week, Monday was the deadliest deadline for my manuscript hard copy. So I had to rush everything on a Sunday..boohooooo :'(

Tuesday, WLDL101 exam. Exam at 1pm, started studying at 10am. Good thing Ma'am Fritz still did her "old style" in the true or false part, ALL ANSWERS ARE TRUE! Say HELLO to my sure 50 points! HAHA :)) Then, at sunset: i haven't got proper sleep na nga, NA-ULANAN PA JUD KO! But the rain was good. I think it kind-a washed away all the bad things in me :) So you people say thank you to the rain, I'm a good girl now. Haha :)) -- But a very sad news came to me as I arrived home. I was soaking wet from the rain when mom told me, "namatay na si Tita Silvia mo kanina :(" Kalami musugod sa ulan para muhilak T_T Pero emo man gud. haha :))

(Sidestory: Tita Silvia had breast cancer. I was expecting her death actually coz for me, it did look that she has no more other way to go...but still, it saddened me. Her having a breast cancer actually was my inspiration to consider oncology as a specialty in the future. Pero I don't know pa. It's actually quite depressing to live your life as a doctor if you know that most of your patients are going to die. Parang wala ka nang ginawang tama.tsk3. But the point is that, in the whole context, you care and I guess, it is in caring where I could find comfort, that I could actually make people feel that they are still important...)

Wednesday, BIO120 Exam, ZOO120 Lab Reporting and as well as the deadline of FOUR HAND-WRITTEN LAB REPORTS! X( I could die, I swear!!! But I guess, the rain did really do something good and perhaps did wash away all the bad vibes in me, so hayun, I had all the positive energies running in and out and thank God, natapos ko naman siya :D

Thursday, MCB150 Lec Exam, THESIS DEFENSE = DEATH DAY! haha. Jowk lang. My defense was suppose to be at 10am. However, due to circumstances, it was moved to 1:30 pm. The defense was actually FUN.Haha :)) Kay na-stuck sila sa isang part ng results and discussions ko. Haha. Pero katawanan ang mga arguments. Kung court trial pa iyon bah, napabalik na to sila sa bench. then nitawag na ang judge ug recess. Haha :)) JOWK LNG :P But I guess, ang highlight ng aking day was during the MCB150 Lec Exam: First time kong mag-take ng exam in 10 minutes! haha :)) then umalis na agad kay mag-prepare kunuhay sa defense na na-postpone diay to 3 hours later :|

Anyway, tomorrow is yet another day. ZOO120 Lab Exam. I shall print the powerpoints pa right after I publish this. Haha :))

Tomorrow night (Friday night), me and my neighbors decided to be at the wake of Tita Silvia until Saturday morning. Kami daw bantay. So again, another sleepless night *yaaaaawwwnn*