:)

2012-01-29T03:24:00.001+08:00

It's a little sad that he couldn't remember what happened. But it's also a good thing that he doesn't have to linger on that moment, or else, worse will come to worst :(

iloilo :(

2011-12-27T23:49:00.002+08:00

I seriously want to go back to Iloilo, A SAP!

At least there, I only have to face two problems:

1. How to get sleep for 4-6 hours a night.

2. How not to flunk the next exam.

Dito sa Davao, andaming kelangan isipin! Nakaka-irita na :(

may secret ako...

2011-11-21T23:10:00.002+08:00

wala naman ata masyadong nakakaalam nitong blog na ito

meron sigurong konte, pero feeling ko nakalimutan na nila..haha

magkukuwento ako ng secret..

pero wag niyo itong ipagkalat ha?hehe

nung unang weekend ko dito sa iloilo, nung pag-2nd sem na, kami ay na-bored..

kasi naman dumating ako ng friday.. pagkatapos wala pa talagang klase pagka-lunes

sabado't linggo kaming na-bored..

pero,

nung linggo ng gabi.. naghahanap ng makakasama sa pagkain ng hapunan ang dalawa kong classmates at former boardmates na sila P at L..

sabi ko, nasa simbahan pa ako.. pero nagutom sila, at na-una na lang kumain

matapos ang misa, tinext ko sila ng "shot na lang daw ta unya, game?"

at hayun, game naman sila!

nag-simula ang gabi na kaunti pa lang kami..

ako, si Pat L, si M at ang roommate ko.

oo nga pala,

si roommate ay nag-promise kay T na hindi na xa iinom ulet..

kasi nung huling dalawang beses na nalasing siya, hindi kanais-nais ang kanyang mga pinanggagawa..

mejo rated R..hehe

hayun,

nag-simula na..

at naubos na namin ang isang bote ng boracay rhum

paalala: hindi ito masarap, o baka depende lang sa panlasa niyo..

syempre, ako iyong tanggera, hindi ako nalasing, sila lang! >:))

bumili kami ulet ng bagong maiinom, at dumating na rin ang dalawa pa naming inaantay.. si R at si J..

si J ay babae naming kaibigan

nung malalim na ang gabi, nalasing na sila ng tuluyan..

at ayaw na nilang umuwi

pero ako, gusto ko.. gusto kong matulog sa aking kama..

si J at si roommate (syempre) ay sumama na sa akin sa pag-uwi

nung nasa kwarto na, gusto nilang tumabi sa akin..

sabi ko naman, ayoko.. dahil lasing sila..

kahit babae sila, natatakot pa rin ako sa mga posibleng nilang gawin sa akin

so nag-latag ako ng banig para maging tatlo na separate na higaan ang nasa kwarto.

nasa kama ko si J..

nasa sahig si roommate..

ako nasa bed ni isa pang roommate..wala pa kasi siya..

mga bandang alas tres y media na kami natulog..

akala ko magiging tuloy2x na ito..

kelangan ko ng tulog dahil may meeting pa kami sa research kinaumagahan..

sa gitna ng pagtulog ko,

ako ay nagising

dahil may naririnig ako ng tawa ng babae.. iyong tipong kinikilig ba..

sabi ko pa, parang si roommate at J pa un ah..

ba't gising pa sila?

so dahan2x kong inikot ang ulo ko sa kama ni J.. (nakatalikod kasi ako sa kanila)

aba, pag-tingin ko..wala nang tao sa kama ko..

so dahan2x ko pang iginalaw ang ulo at katawan ko para tingnan si roommate..

at hayun, andun na si J! magkatabi sila..

naisip ko na, OK, baka nag-uusap lang..

sinubukan kong matulog ulet..

pero maya't-maya..nag-tatawanan na naman sila

tas matatahimik ng matagal..

pagkatapos ay tatawa ulet!

kinabahan ako sa mga pangyayari..

pero gusto kong masigurado..baka kasi kung ano2x lang ang naiisip ko..

at dinahan-dahan ko ulet ang pag-ikot ng ulo at katawan ko..

at HALA, ako'y nagulat sa aking nakita!

si roommate, nakapatong na kay J!

gumagalaw2x pa ang ulo!

di ko nga lang ma-tiyak kung ang ulo ba ni roommate ay nakatapat sa ulo ni J o sa ibang parte na ng katawan.

di ko kinaya ang nakita ko..

nandidiri ako sa kanila

naisip ko nga na iba talaga ang naidudulot ng kalasingan... tsk3.

nag-patuloy ito hanggang sa suminag na ang araw..

at nakapag-pahinga na ako simula nun..

at ilang araw lumipas nung nangyary,

na-kompirma ko na hindi sila lasing

at naalala nila ng maayos ang pangyayari..

hindi ba sila nandidiri sa kanilang ginawa?

kaya ngayon, umiba talaga ang pakikitungo ko kay roommate..

nakilala ko kasi siya bilang masiyahin at inosenteng tao.

mahilig siyang mag-"puppy eyes" pag inaasar

mahilig din siyang magpa-cute paminsan-minsan

bagay naman din sa kanya kasi maliit siya na babae..

pero ngayon, ibang-iba na ang tingin ko sa kanya

nawala na ang respeto ko sa kanya bilang isang tao..

ni ayaw ko na nga siyang makasabay sa paglalakad, sa pagkain o makatabi lang man sa klase..

nandidiri na ako sa kanya..

dahil napaka-pretentious niya..

nagsinungaling pa siya sa akin na matapos nung pangatlong inuman, nag-behave daw siya..

inis na inis talaga ako..

ayoko sa mga taong tulad niya.. sinungaling at mapag-panggap..

balang-araw, sasabihin ko sa kanya ang pangyayaring ito

para malaman niya kung bakit umiba ang pakikitungo ko sa kanya..

p.s.

kung nabasa niyo man ito,

heto na nga katotohanan..

pasenxa na lang...

it's better

2011-11-21T23:02:00.003+08:00

In life, I learned that if you can't say something nice, better not say something at all... tulad kanina:

nagising si roommate no. 2...

si roommate no. 1 ay nag-fefacebook...

ako naman, nagbabasa este minememorize ang notes para sa exam bukas..

bigla silang nagkwentuhan sa tapat nung laptop

tungkol ata sa mga facebook pictures o kung ano pa man un..

hindi tuloy ako makapag-concentrate..

so kesa pagsabihan ko sila na manahimik na lang (at sa ganung paraan ako pa iyong magmumukhang KJ), kinuha ko na lang ang aking notes at nag-walk out..

dun na ako sa labas ng kwarto nag-aral..mas tahimik pa!

pagbalik ko ng kwarto, tulog na ulet si roommate no. 2..

si roommate no. 1 ay nanahimik na ulet.

pero maya't-maya, kakanta..

eh napakatulis ng boses nia.. so talagang nakaka-irita sa tenga

buti na nga lang ay ibang kanta na ang kinakanta niya ngayon

mantakin niyo, simula nung biyernes, firework at waking up in vegas lang iyong kinakanta nia O_o

di ko alam kung na-iinsulto siya sa ginagawa ko..

pero sa tuwing kumakanta siya, nag-eearphones na lang ako..

tas ako naman iyong KAKANTA!

bwahahaha.

pasenxa..

naabot na kasi ata nila threshold ko..

ang konklusyon,

AYOKO NA NG ROOMMATE! :|

Medskul round 1

2011-10-24T12:03:00.000+08:00

If I get to have a free time soon, I'll be sharing to you the things that I learned while studying medschool for half a year :)

Stay tuned!

because I want this :)

2011-07-16T21:45:00.000+08:00

and I'm not giving up :D

Project Medschool Ver 1

2011-05-30T00:02:00.002+08:00

I got this crazy little idea of creating a day-to-day blog of my life as a medical student. And to avoid clutter too, I decided to create a new blog site for this. You may click here to view the page.

I'll be updating it as soon as possible. So, just wait :)

Thank you! :D

reh-mee-nees da meh-moh-rees

2011-05-18T01:48:00.002+08:00

Last night, I wasn't able to finish watching the prom episode of glee because boyfriend called in to tell me that the reason why he called is because I MISS HIM :| bu, ikaw na jud!hahahah =))

True. I do miss him. I was thinking of calling him pero baka kasi maka-distorbo ako. Actually, prior to him calling him, I was looking at his half naked (half nga lang ba?) profile picture in fb, and I was thinking on what to write, then continued thinking more about him, then POOF! Biglang nag-text!hahaha :)) But then, he called :D

We talked for more than an hour. And we reminisced A LOT of things. We thought about the stupid things we did when we were still in our freshmen year. He was able to remember a lot, but my memory seemed to be selective, so I couldn't completely remember all of them!haha. sorae :P

- we used to talk over the phone (landline) for hours! it would start somewhere 10 or 11 in the evening, and end at 1 or 2 OR 3 in the morning.. then we'd play the 21 questions game (which wasn't really limited to 21 questions only) with rules no asking back the same question, no pass, no follow-ups, no yes/no questions :) Honestly, I couldn't anymore remember the questions I asked him in those many nights. But I did learn a lot about him during those moments :)

- we had our little fights. di ko alam kung ano na ang pinag-awayan namin but it ended up that both of us didn't talk for days!haha. di ko na rin alam kung paano kami nag-bati!hahaha.

- on our 100th day together, binigyan ko siya ng list, 100 things I like about him (?) R, FORGIVE ME FOR I THINK I HAVE FORGOTTEN kung iyon ba iyong title! haha. But it was something like that :) I had to start writing it as early as a few days before kasi ang haba kaya nun!hahaha

- nung nagutom ako one time, sinampal ko siya. ewan! don't ask me why, but out-of-the-blue, sinampal ko siya!haha. peace offering? i had to give him a six-petal santan! hahaha. hindi ko alam kung isa lang or baka tatlo?kasi i remembered I had a hard time looking for it! hahaha.

- gusto niyo ikwento ko iyong aming first kiss?nyahahah. AYAW NA! SECRET NA NAMIN IYON!haha. but yeah, he was my first kiss :D

- the first time I remembered talking to him was when he asked me kung ano ba raw ang answer ko sa math na quiz! haha. iyong hinayupak na quiz na pagka-haba2x ng solution tas ang answer kay 1! buwiset! haha. But he claims na ang first conversation daw namin was nung tinanong niya ako kung may malong ba daw ako..haha. I somehow remember someone asked me about the malong, but i couldn't recall well if it was him or not! haha

- At night, after we eat dinner, kahit hindi pa kami, we'd always have this little walk dun sa road sa harap ng dorm. and we'd talk about anything. so yeah, we love to talk and talk and talk a lot! haha =))

- AT MARAMI PANG IBA! :D

Wala lungs, nasiyahan lang akong mag-reminisce ulet. Haha :P Soon, our relatinship will be put to a BIG TEST, ang LDR. But i'll create a separate blog for that :)

It's 2:42am na. I'm gonna put myself to sleep! hahaha. Gudnyt :)

good?

2011-04-09T19:10:00.003+08:00

You help people. You do good to them. But when it's their chance to help you back, they wouldn't. So how do you expect to do good again if in the end, you're the one who gets sooooo fucked up?

Parang ayaw ko na tuloy mag-help. Everyone's being so selfish na :(

make me sleep :)

2011-03-25T02:34:00.002+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage -- coffee..yes, COFFEE. caffeinated to be exact. Yes, caffeinated coffee before sleeping. (no wonder i'm still awake at 2:35am when I have to wake up at 5am)
2. last phone call -- can't remember..either mom or my cousin.
3. last text message -- tita :)
4. last song you listened to -- di man ito song..instrumental lang :) i wouldn't tell you kay masyadong emo and saaaaad :(
5. last time you cried -- kanina?haha. maraming reasons! like napaiyak ako sa glee, na-remember ko lola ko, tas may nabasa akong chuva.haha. all in one night, grabe! na-unsa na man ko?! :( hahaha.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice -- yezz..gusto ka thrice pa?nyahaha.
7. been cheated on -- OO. inamin eh.haha.
8. kissed someone & regretted it -- nope. no. nope :)
9. lost someone special -- oo..willing ka pa kayang bumalik un, as the same 'special' person? hmmm..
10. been depressed -- yezzz. pag nag-pPMS, feeling ko palagi na akong depressed.haha.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. green
13. blue
14. silver..hahaha.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)
15. Made a new friend -- yezzz! haha. si ate from palawan na na-meet ko sa departure area ng DIA, iyong bata sa belt ng NAIA 2, si ate real estate agent ng NAIA 2, si maricel from laguna (originally from batangas), sila shane and kat, and ang pinaka-naging feeling close ko sa lahat ay si bea! haha (hayun, kung di ako lumabas ng davao, wala akong mamimeet na new friends..haha :))
16. Fallen out of love -- how do you fall out of love ba?
17. Laughed until you cried -- with friends, most of the time :))
18. Met someone who changed you -- yeezzzz
19. Found out who your true friends were -- they've always been :)
20. Found out someone was talking about you -- oo! haha. echusera, dinamay-damay pa ako sa depression niya eh ang mundo ko na sa kabilang planeta, na malayo sa planeta niya..haha.
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list -- oo at hindi..haha.

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life -- almost everyone :)
24. Do you have any pets -- as always..ung 2 dogs :)
25. Do you want to change your name -- family name, pwede?haha.
26. What did you do for your last birthday -- nagpa-surprise!hahaha :))
27. What time did you wake up today -- 11:30 am..tas may text message na mag-movie daw..kaloka kayo!haha.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night -- kakatapos lang mag-rarejob?haha.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for -- graduation!!! :) tas pakapin na lang pud ang baguio escapade na i doubt matutuloy..hehe.
30. Last time you saw your Mother -- kanina, before sila matulog..hehe.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life -- right now? iyong sana hindi ako nakagat ng lamok na mukha A. aegypti :( so ngayon kay ginakulbaan na ako na baka kung magka-dengue ako kay hindi ako makapunta sa ilo2x for interview at graduation :((
32. What are you listening to right now-- si rainymood :))
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom -- nope..hehe
34. What's getting on your nerves right now -- that f*ckin' mosquito T_T
35. Most visited webpage -- either fb or tumblr :))
37. Nicknames -- july, jul, ly, danielle and dane :)
38. Relationship Status -- single :D
39. Zodiac sign -- Cancer
40. Male or female? -- female
41. Grade School -- Ateneo de Davao Grade School
42. High School -- Ateneo de Davao High School.hahhaha
43. College -- University of the Philippines Mindanao :)
44. Hair colour -- dark brown :)
45. Long or short-- loooong na..haha :))
46. Height-- 5'2".hahah
47. Do you have a crush on someone?-- maramiiiii..haha.
48: What do you like about yourself? -- ewan..haha. di man ako narcissist.hhahaha.
49. Piercings -- 4 on left ear, 2 on right :D
50. Tattoos -- none.
51. Righty or lefty -- righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery-- not yet :)
53. First piercing -- few months old..
54. First best friend -- si teng2x :)
55. First sport you joined -- volleyball..hahaha. tas ngayon kay hindi na ako marunong mag-volleyball :))
56. First vacation -- can't really remember O_o

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating -- none
60. Drinking -- none
61. I'm about to -- sleep
62. Listening to -- balik2x lagi ang questions? :|
63. Waiting for -- me to get sleepy :(

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? -- ofcorz..spread the genes oi, kay sayang :))
65. Get Married? -- yes and no..haha. ambot, not sure.. i just wanna propagate my genes :D
66. Career? -- DOCTOR!!!

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes -- eyes..weeee :)
68. Hugs or kisses -- mas gusto ko pa rin ang hug :D pede na rin pakapin ang kiss...nyahahha =))
69. Shorter or taller -- taller dapat..hehehe.
70. Older or Younger -- ano yan? hahah. someone to date?hahaha. better kng older..hahaha.
71. Romantic or spontaneous -- SPONTANEOUSLY ROMANTIC..haha. jowk :P
72. Nice stomach or nice arms -- nice arms..weeee :) makahappy man ang flubby na stomach.haha.
73. Sensitive or loud -- sensitive :)
74. Hook-up or relationship -- hook-up=simple, relationships=messy! haha. but i'd go for relationships kay in the long run, hook-ups become messy.
75. Devil or angel ---angel oi... owver ang devil oi.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger - nope
77. Drank hard liquor -- yes. mga one gulp lang.haha.
78. Lost glasses/contacts -- yes..but found it after 2 years O_o
79. Sex on first date -- hui, owver! dili daw oi..
80. Broken someone's heart -- i guess? :(
81. Had your own heart broken -- :(
82. Been arrested -- thank God no!
83. Turned someone down -- yes..you can't always say YES..
84. Cried when someone died --oo naman! owver ang hindi.
85. Fallen for a friend -- it all starts with friendship man..dba?hahaha.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself -- sometimes..haha
87. Miracles -- minsan lang dn..hehe.
88. Love at first sight -- nope..haha.
89. Heaven -- yes, i do :)
90. Santa Claus -- no, duh!?
91. Kiss on the first date -- nope :D
92. Angels -- oo..hahaha.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf? -- not at one time..hahaha.
95. Did you sing today? -- yes..kanina..
96. Ever cheated on somebody? -- hmmm.. psychologically, it's not cheating :P
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? -- April 13, 2010.. ulitin ang summer program..hahaha.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? -- wala akong maisip :|
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? -- nope.. hahaha.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? -- no..haha.sorae :P

plastic, tupperware, ano pa?!

2011-03-24T15:06:00.003+08:00

Haha!

I just remembered an incident wherein my previous course mates created a thread in our group entitled TUPPERWARE (or something like that).

Later did I know that I was the one who they were refferring to as tupperware slash plastic. The Reason? According to them since I transferred to another program, I no longer talk to them.

EHEM. EXCUSE ME?!

I talk to some of my previous coursemates, those who were really friends with me. Pero as for the rest, I didn't talk to you because I DON'T LIKE TO TALK TO YOU.

That. Simple.

So ako pa iyong plastic? Hmmmm..

Get your facts straight guys.

Haha.

Ciao.

:D

2011-02-06T20:31:00.003+08:00

When friends meet up again after a year (or so), give a lot of room for catching up and in the end, you'll realize that everything has change, like A LOT! :))

It was a good 5-hour talk with A @ Blugre, Bajada. Maraming revelations! haha. But it was great kay we've talk things/issues/problems that only the two of us could understand and relate well with. :D

rescue :D

2011-01-17T01:33:00.002+08:00

This is probably one of my most memorable days of 2011:

You see, every Sunday, I usually hear the 5:30pm mass; and the distance from our house to the church is about 5 minutes only, so I usually walk. Yesterday (which was a Saturday), my mom and my two brothers heard the anticipated mass while I on the other hand was lost somewhere in downtown Davao. Therefore, today I had to go to mass alone.

So 5:20, I went out, looked up at the sky and concluded: di man siguro mag-ulan. So I did not bother to get back into the house and get an umbrella. Likewise, I also left my phone in my room because I would not use it while hearing the mass (coz it's improper and rude).

While the priest was finishing his homily, I had a feeling that it is starting to rain. Uh-OH! So I told myself, "mahina lang bitaw, mawala lang lagi yan." But NO! It poured harder and HARDER!!! And I told myself not to panic. Maybe, by the time the mass would end, the rain will be gone. But it DIDN'T.

When the mass ended at 6:30, about 75% of the people who heard the mass (including me), stayed in their seats. Meanwhile, I was walking around, looking at the church's exits, figuring out on how to get home. And I heard people talking, and there were only two reasons on why people can't go home: 1. they did not bring umbrella too and 2. they may have a brought a car, but still no umbrella, so they can't get their asses from the church to their cars. So yeah, we're all stuck inside the church.

6:45pm: I was hoping that the rain will stop by 7 pm. But it DIDN'T. It just got harder T_T

7:00pm: I searched for an empty bench, and tried to sit on it in the most comfortable way as possible. Still, the rain was still hard and I was feeling really sleepy.

7:10: They started a rosary, hoping for the rain to stop.

7:15: I couldn't remember what was I thinking but I started to look around. Then POOF! I saw a person who looks like my brother Pol! Then I stared harder and confirmed if it was really Pol. And it was HIM!!! Hurray!!! I stood up and went near him then he gave me an umbrella.

Me: Nag-motor ka?

Pol: Hindi, nag-drive.

Me: IKAW?!

Pol: Hindi, si Papa.

Anyway, I'm so thankful to the Lord for the help. Though I may not have brought my umbrella and my cellphone, my family was able to sense that I needed some rescuing from the hard rain! haha. Also, I'm so thankful to the Lord for letting me stay calm and worry-free during the whole time. Weeeee! And yes, I survived!

Amen!

screencaps (batch 1)

2011-01-16T20:51:00.001+08:00

click the photos for larger view :D

screencaps are from the tv show private practice and the movie leap year :D

Cancer (the Cutie)

2010-12-28T18:58:00.002+08:00

22nd June – 23rd July

MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer’s Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most are artists and insane respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. (wth?! hmmm...so how often is OFTEN?hahah) Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. (see?! told yah!) hahahaha.

2010-12-27T03:22:00.001+08:00

I love that "in the beginning" feeling where everything is PERFECT.

You like them.

They like you.

Texting twenty four seven. Saying good morning, saying goodnight.

Then you start using cute little pet names.

Then it gets to the awkward stage where you're not sure exactly what you are. Then once you figure it out, it all goes down hill from there.

All the excitement is ~~gone.~~

All the passion is ~~wasted.~~

Everything you once were has just faded to ... (nothing)

2010-12-16T20:10:00.001+08:00

Nalipay ko kay nag-yaw2x jud ko ug todo2x.

Pero na-happy pud ko, slight.

Kay na-realize nako na I don't really deserve you after all :)

anorexism :|

2010-11-30T02:42:00.001+08:00

sana naging super payatot na lang ako, para di mo na ako na-"like"..xet!

impulses

2010-11-30T02:32:00.001+08:00

I HATE MYSELF!!! DID THESE ALL IN ONE DAY!!! HAAAAAY. SIGE LANG, LET'S CELEBRATE LIFE!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)

10 things never to say to a girl.

2010-11-23T09:34:00.003+08:00

She’s just a friend.

Yeah right. If she’s attractive and single, we see her as a threat. If she really is just a friend, let us know the reason why. Is it because she’s not your type, she has a boyfriend, she has an annoying personality? We like to be reassured that you’re not secretly into your “friend”.

(gas2x na ang linya na yan!hahaha. i know someone who use this line often..hmmmm...)

I’ll call you tonight at 8pm.

Do not give a specific time or date of when you will be calling unless you intend to keep your word. If you say you will call tonight, we are expecting a call tonight. Not calling will set off all sorts of alarms that will lead to us not trusting you. If you don’t know when you will call, you can say something like, “I’ll talk to you later.”

(bitaaaaw, dapat walang time thingy kay in my case, i would seriously wait for your call during that particular time you mentioned.)

She’s hot!

We like to think that, at least in your eyes,we are the hottest woman on the planet. Pointing out that someone else is attractive will not earn you any brownie points. We don’t want to know if you think anyone else is hot, so zip it!

(yeah. ZIP IT!)

I don’t use condoms.

That’s nice. We don’t want an STD. Condoms are a fact of life in today’s society, so unless you’ve been tested and plan to be monogamous, get used to them.

(HOI. PAG-SURE!!! hahahaha. i need you to show me a negative result on HIV test..hahaha. but anyway, abstinence man daw ang best way to prevent HIV..haha)

I love you.

If you don’t mean it, you’ll be opening Pandora’s Box. Women do not take this statement lightly. We are waiting for you to say it and when you do, we assume the relationship is moving to the next level. If you’re not ready for that, then don’t utter these three little words until you are.

(oo nga! wag padalos-dalos sa pagbigkas ng mga salitang ito..tsk3.)

Did you gain weight?

Does this one really need an explanation? You shouldn’t even say this jokingly, even if your girlfriend is stick thin. Just as you don’t want to hear anything about your “size”, women don’t want to hear about their weight.

(hahahah. feeling ko, itong linyang ito ang dahilan ng maraming away ng mga couples sa world..hahaha)

My ex always/never/used to…

If your ex is still on your mind so much that you need to constantly bring her up, then why are you dating us? Relationships are difficult enough without the ghost of your ex floating around. Either get back with her or shut up.

(in short, wa ko'y paki sa imong ex! hahaha)

You remind me of my mother.

Do not compare your mother to your girlfriend unless you’ve made it clear that you absolutely adore your mother and think the world of her.

(uhm, WHY? O_o)

Did we have plans?

Oh no you didn’t! If we’ve made plans to get together, we’ve been looking forward to it all day. We’ve been thinking about how to dress and how to do our hair. Don’t rain on our parade by being dumb enough to forget or there will be hell to pay.

(abaaaaaaaaaaa...yeah! there will be hell to pay!)

Keep in touch/Call me.

What the heck is that supposed to mean? That you don’t plan on ever calling us again? That you want us to call you next time? That you’re unsure how we feel about you and you want to see if we’ll call? There’s too much room for misinterpretation here, so just don’t use either of these ambiguous expressions. Your job is to call, our job is to wear the high heels.

(tamaaaaaa!hahahah)

Don't work. Avoid telling the truth. Be hated. Love someone.

2010-11-19T23:41:00.001+08:00

[it's worth the read..promise :)]

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Written by Adrian Tan, author of The Teenage Textbook (1988), was the guest-of-honour at a recent NTU convocation ceremony.

This was his speech to the graduating class of 2008.
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I must say thank you to the faculty and staff of the Wee Kim Wee School of Communication and Information for inviting me to give your convocation address. It’s a wonderful honour and a privilege for me to speak here for ten minutes without fear of contradiction, defamation or retaliation. I say this as a Singaporean and more so as a husband.

My wife is a wonderful person and perfect in every way except one. She is the editor of a magazine. She corrects people for a living. She has honed her expert skills over a quarter of a century, mostly by practising at home during conversations between her and me.

On the other hand, I am a litigator. Essentially, I spend my day telling people how wrong they are. I make my living being disagreeable.

Nevertheless, there is perfect harmony in our matrimonial home. That is because when an editor and a litigator have an argument, the one who triumphs is always the wife.

And so I want to start by giving one piece of advice to the men: when you’ve already won her heart, you don’t need to win every argument.

Marriage is considered one milestone of life. Some of you may already be married. Some of you may never be married. Some of you will be married. Some of you will enjoy the experience so much, you will be married many, many times. Good for you.

The next big milestone in your life is today: your graduation. The end of education. You’re done learning.

You’ve probably been told the big lie that “Learning is a lifelong process” and that therefore you will continue studying and taking masters’ degrees and doctorates and professorships and so on. You know the sort of people who tell you that? Teachers. Don’t you think there is some measure of conflict of interest? They are in the business of learning, after all. Where would they be without you? They need you to be repeat customers.

The good news is that they’re wrong.

The bad news is that you don’t need further education because your entire life is over. It is gone. That may come as a shock to some of you. You’re in your teens or early twenties. People may tell you that you will live to be 70, 80, 90 years old. That is your life expectancy.

I love that term: life expectancy. We all understand the term to mean the average life span of a group of people. But I’m here to talk about a bigger idea, which is what you expect from your life.

You may be very happy to know that Singapore is currently ranked as the country with the third highest life expectancy. We are behind Andorra and Japan, and tied with San Marino. It seems quite clear why people in those countries, and ours, live so long. We share one thing in common: our football teams are all hopeless. There’s very little danger of any of our citizens having their pulses raised by watching us play in the World Cup. Spectators are more likely to be lulled into a gentle and restful nap.

Singaporeans have a life expectancy of 81.8 years. Singapore men live to an average of 79.21 years, while Singapore women live more than five years longer, probably to take into account the additional time they need to spend in the bathroom.

So here you are, in your twenties, thinking that you’ll have another 40 years to go. Four decades in which to live long and prosper.

Bad news. Read the papers. There are people dropping dead when they’re 50, 40, 30 years old. Or quite possibly just after finishing their convocation. They would be very disappointed that they didn’t meet their life expectancy.

I’m here to tell you this. Forget about your life expectancy.

After all, it’s calculated based on an average. And you never, ever want to expect being average.

Revisit those expectations. You might be looking forward to working, falling in love, marrying, raising a family. You are told that, as graduates, you should expect to find a job paying so much, where your hours are so much, where your responsibilities are so much.

That is what is expected of you. And if you live up to it, it will be an awful waste.

If you expect that, you will be limiting yourself. You will be living your life according to boundaries set by average people. I have nothing against average people. But no one should aspire to be them. And you don’t need years of education by the best minds in Singapore to prepare you to be average.

What you should prepare for is mess. Life’s a mess. You are not entitled to expect anything from it. Life is not fair. Everything does not balance out in the end. Life happens, and you have no control over it. Good and bad things happen to you day by day, hour by hour, moment by moment. Your degree is a poor armour against fate.

Don’t expect anything. Erase all life expectancies. Just live. Your life is over as of today. At this point in time, you have grown as tall as you will ever be, you are physically the fittest you will ever be in your entire life and you are probably looking the best that you will ever look. This is as good as it gets. It is all downhill from here. Or up. No one knows.

What does this mean for you? It is good that your life is over.

Since your life is over, you are free. Let me tell you the many wonderful things that you can do when you are free.

The most important is this: do not work.

Work is anything that you are compelled to do. By its very nature, it is undesirable.

Work kills. The Japanese have a term “Karoshi”, which means death from overwork. That’s the most dramatic form of how work can kill. But it can also kill you in more subtle ways. If you work, then day by day, bit by bit, your soul is chipped away, disintegrating until there’s nothing left. A rock has been ground into sand and dust.

There’s a common misconception that work is necessary. You will meet people working at miserable jobs. They tell you they are “making a living”. No, they’re not. They’re dying, frittering away their fast-extinguishing lives doing things which are, at best, meaningless and, at worst, harmful.

People will tell you that work ennobles you, that work lends you a certain dignity. Work makes you free. The slogan “Arbeit macht frei” was placed at the entrances to a number of Nazi concentration camps. Utter nonsense.

Do not waste the vast majority of your life doing something you hate so that you can spend the small remainder sliver of your life in modest comfort. You may never reach that end anyway.

Resist the temptation to get a job. Instead, play. Find something you enjoy doing. Do it. Over and over again. You will become good at it for two reasons: you like it, and you do it often. Soon, that will have value in itself.

I like arguing, and I love language. So, I became a litigator. I enjoy it and I would do it for free. If I didn’t do that, I would’ve been in some other type of work that still involved writing fiction – probably a sports journalist.

So what should you do? You will find your own niche. I don’t imagine you will need to look very hard. By this time in your life, you will have a very good idea of what you will want to do. In fact, I’ll go further and say the ideal situation would be that you will not be able to stop yourself pursuing your passions. By this time you should know what your obsessions are. If you enjoy showing off your knowledge and feeling superior, you might become a teacher.

Find that pursuit that will energise you, consume you, become an obsession. Each day, you must rise with a restless enthusiasm. If you don’t, you are working.

Most of you will end up in activities which involve communication. To those of you I have a second message: be wary of the truth. I’m not asking you to speak it, or write it, for there are times when it is dangerous or impossible to do those things. The truth has a great capacity to offend and injure, and you will find that the closer you are to someone, the more care you must take to disguise or even conceal the truth. Often, there is great virtue in being evasive, or equivocating. There is also great skill. Any child can blurt out the truth, without thought to the consequences. It takes great maturity to appreciate the value of silence.

In order to be wary of the truth, you must first know it. That requires great frankness to yourself. Never fool the person in the mirror.

I have told you that your life is over, that you should not work, and that you should avoid telling the truth. I now say this to you: be hated.

It’s not as easy as it sounds. Do you know anyone who hates you? Yet every great figure who has contributed to the human race has been hated, not just by one person, but often by a great many. That hatred is so strong it has caused those great figures to be shunned, abused, murdered and in one famous instance, nailed to a cross.

One does not have to be evil to be hated. In fact, it’s often the case that one is hated precisely because one is trying to do right by one’s own convictions. It is far too easy to be liked, one merely has to be accommodating and hold no strong convictions. Then one will gravitate towards the centre and settle into the average. That cannot be your role. There are a great many bad people in the world, and if you are not offending them, you must be bad yourself. Popularity is a sure sign that you are doing something wrong.

The other side of the coin is this: fall in love.

I didn’t say “be loved”. That requires too much compromise. If one changes one’s looks, personality and values, one can be loved by anyone.

Rather, I exhort you to love another human being. It may seem odd for me to tell you this. You may expect it to happen naturally, without deliberation. That is false. Modern society is anti-love. We’ve taken a microscope to everyone to bring out their flaws and shortcomings. It far easier to find a reason not to love someone, than otherwise. Rejection requires only one reason. Love requires complete acceptance. It is hard work – the only kind of work that I find palatable.

Loving someone has great benefits. There is admiration, learning, attraction and something which, for the want of a better word, we call happiness. In loving someone, we become inspired to better ourselves in every way. We learn the truth worthlessness of material things. We celebrate being human. Loving is good for the soul.

Loving someone is therefore very important, and it is also important to choose the right person. Despite popular culture, love doesn’t happen by chance, at first sight, across a crowded dance floor. It grows slowly, sinking roots first before branching and blossoming. It is not a silly weed, but a mighty tree that weathers every storm.
You will find, that when you have someone to love, that the face is less important than the brain, and the body is less important than the heart.

You will also find that it is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated. You are not doing it to be loved back. Its value is to inspire you.

Finally, you will find that there is no half-measure when it comes to loving someone. You either don’t, or you do with every cell in your body, completely and utterly, without reservation or apology. It consumes you, and you are reborn, all the better for it.

Don’t work. Avoid telling the truth. Be hated. Love someone.

:(

2010-11-06T18:43:00.001+08:00

I should know better man jud ba :( XET! T_T

AIDS

2010-10-25T22:14:00.001+08:00

A friendly reminder from your little miss HIV advocate :)

strong foundation

2010-08-18T09:34:00.002+08:00

My PSY101 Professor once said that if you have a great understanding of a certain situation (e.g. its Pros and Cons), then it is most likely that you know how to decide really well for yourself and that temptations would not mislead when the time comes you have to face the diverging roads :)

PSY101-PSYCHO!

2010-08-15T20:37:00.002+08:00

Apparently, this is the second time my PSY101 Professor gave me a "special assignment". WOW! In the first place, I thought PSY101 was supposed to be on behavioral studies of human beings and not entirely BIOLOGY base. At first, I had to talk about the human brain. It was kinda exciting though to share the things I know about the human brain, which I just learned in my House MD marathons. Hahahaha :))

When they talked about the Hormones, I decided to ditch my class because I was seriously damn sick during that time. Anyway, I'm not really an expert on hormones so I guess it was a good thing I wasn't there :D

And the second reporting was about PILLS, a.k.a. BIRTH CONTROL PILLS! When my Prof told me that the next meeting, I'll be talking about PILLS, I was seriously dumbfounded! HELLO!? Murag naga-promote ko ug safe pre-marital sex among my classmates! Waaaaa. Anyway, thanks to some person out there, you know who you are *wink wink* hahahha, I had a hinch of what I was going to present. Also, my Prof asked me to bring a picture of the male reproductive system because she lost hers :|

But I won't talk about pills, instead I'm gonna share something that I've discovered. It's called the Cervical Mucus Method, they say it is more effective than the Calendar Method because you don't have to have a regular menstruation period for you to employ this, but you just have to check your cervical mucus everyday, and below are the interpretation:

Dry or Slightly Moist – At this time you are most likely Infertile. This time will start after menses has ended until approximately 4 days later. You will have a dry feeling.
Sticky – At this time you are most likely Infertile. At this time your CM may be sticky for approximately 3 days. It may feel gummy, sticky or crumble when you rub it between your fingers. You will still have a dry feeling.
Creamy – At this time you are most likely Fertile. You may notice a creamy, milky, lotiony, whitish or slightly yellow abundant amount of CM. You will have a wet sensation.
Egg White – At this time you are most likely Very Fertile. This is the most fertile time of the month for women. It usually lasts about 2 days but can be anywhere from 1 to 5 days. This Cervical Mucus will look similar to raw egg whites. It will be slippery and clear or opalescent. It will generally stretch anywhere from 1 to 10 inches. You will feel very wet. It is sometimes easy to mix up egg white CM with seminal fluid or with arousal fluid. To determine, the egg white CM will not dissolve if you place it in a cup of water while seminal fluid or arousal fluid will. The egg white CM will usually form a ball and sink to the bottom. Also, the egg white CM does not dry up quickly whereas the seminal fluid or arousal fluid will dry up quickly when rubbed between your fingers.
Dry, Slightly Moist, or Sticky – At this time you are most likely Infertile. Because of the quick change in hormones after ovulation, you will quickly go from having the egg white CM and wet feeling to being rather dry, slightly moist or sticky.

So girls (and probably, you should tell your boyfriend about this one too), if you are sexually active and you don't want to engage in early parenthood, read and memorize this BY HEART! hahaha :)) But of course, as an HIV Advocate, I would highly recommend that abstinence is the best way to avoid sexually transmitted infections :)

kuripot!

2010-08-15T20:34:00.002+08:00

We both know that you have the cash! Why are you being so kuripot with me?! I believe that I do deserve some of the things I ask from you. Haaay. Pero okay na rin, at least pumayag. HAHAHAHAHA =)) See, told yah! :P Now, I have some shopping to do :D Weeeeeee :)

Dear Little Thing.

2010-08-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

Yes, YOU, Little thing.

Thanks for stressing me out for the past four days. Though I can't sleep soundly tonight, at least tomorrow morning, I won't be too stressed out because of you.

Thank you!

Maybe soon, you'll stress me out once again, Little thing :)

miss independent

2010-07-31T20:12:00.002+08:00

Last Wednesday night, I came home around 11:30 in the evening already and mom was hysterical on why I haven't sent her a message about me coming home very late. Anyway, along with it, she told me that our housemaid was already thrown away and that starting the next day, I should start washing my own clothes. Well, she thought that it would take my great mood away, but it did not :D Being able to have no housemaid meant great news for me because I would finally learn on how to become independent :D :D :D Weeeeeee :) So I hurriedly went up to my room and took time to think over the schedule of my labada days :) So I slept soundly that night na coz I can't wait for the next day :D

The next morning, I woke up really late for my class so I had no time to fix my room and all other things. For the next 16 hours, I was too busy to care about everything else coz we were busily preparing for the freshmen night. The night ended around 12:30 am and we went home from school around 1 am already. When I got into my room, I was shocked to see that my room was CLEAN. ?.? Then, I figured, they got a new housemaid. Tsk3.

Anyway, so much for miss independent. Sa med school na lang siguro. hahaha :))

crossing lines

2010-07-25T21:26:00.003+08:00

Reminiscing on what happened on my first PSY101, I realized that there really is a border line between biologists and non-biologists. In one of the questions, it was asked in the examination to draw/illustrate the nervous system. So normally, as a biologist, I drew the brain (and its freakin' parts - ang dami kaya nun!!!) and then the peripheral areas. So I went out of the room, contented with what I did with the brain drawing and stuff when later on, I suddenly realized that I should have drawn the organization chart of the nervous system kay iyon iyong pinag-usapan namin sa class :| Haaaay. Ma'am A., if your question stated otherwise as "draw/illustrate the organization of the nervous system" I would have drawn the flowchart you gave us :| Pagka na lang, i-specify unta ang question kay out of the 16 students in class, naay isa ka 4th yr bio. kei? hahaha.

And one more thing, it was also asked in the exam to draw a neuron! Pagka na lang, sa tanang basic unit sa body, ang neuron jud ang wala'y klaro ang structure for me. Tas nakalimutan ko pa talaga ang basic parts - got confused with the dendrites and axon - hahahah. Kaulaw oi! Alangan, ako lang gud ang bio sa class then neuron lang, dili pa jud nako ma-draw ug tarong, pagka! tugsh. Anyway, I remembered some parts like node of ranvier and the nissle bodies, tas iyon man ang maalala ko na sure ako, so I wrote it down on my labels :P Pero ang tanong, alam kaya ni mam kung ano ang mga ito? basig maka-explain ko ug pinakalit ani.hahhah :)) But anyway, when I came home, I took the courage and energy to open my brother's psychology book and YEAH! I got the parts of the neurons right! :D

weeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

manila, next time ka na! :D

2010-07-24T09:42:00.002+08:00

Remember about the blogpost about my adviser telling me that I have to go to MSU-IIT in Iligan for the verification of my thesis study? It was suppose to happen but then, there were changes and she said that I have to go to Manila na lang, sa National Museum. Kei. I'm gonna die na talaga in 3-2-1. tugsh! X(

Anyway, I just learned about this Manila thing during the second or third week of June and it was a really big problem for me 'coz I don't know where in my fuckin' schedule that I should insert my trip to the Museum. F*ck! haha :))

Me: Ma'am, ano pala mangyayari kung di ko mapa-hard bound ang aking manuscript this sem?

Adviser: Hindi ko ma-dedeclare na October graduate.

Me: O_o *thinking twice* Haaay. sige na nga, pa-hard bound ko na dapat ngayong sem :|

BUT THEN...

Last Wednesday afternoon, I made a long distance call sa Zoology Department ng National Museum and told them about my plans, then the girl on the other line said na pwede naman sa BFAR na lang. So Friday morning, I called BFAR-NSAP, and said, "sige, dalahin mo lang ang mga samples mo dito, then i-identify natin..." WEEEEEEEEEE!!! PEDE MA-SUPER HAPPY?! HINDI NA AKO PUPUNTA NG MANILA!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

Salamat Lord! :D Maka-focus na jud ko sa akong acads :D

Go thesis, dapat ma-hard bound ka na! :D

good girl

2010-07-18T10:12:00.002+08:00

I've been trying my best to become a good girl and I'm doing very well for about a month now. Yay! :) Basta remember, A-B-C-D-E! hahahaha :))

that's right B :)

2010-07-18T09:19:00.000+08:00

I suddenly realised that the way to get over you wasn’t by hooking up with some random guy, or pretending like we didn’t happen. You and i loved each other… and then you broke my heart. I’ve been doing everything possible not to face that fact. I’m going to kiss somebody someday, and when i do, it’ll be for me.

Blair Waldorf, Gossip Girl

adjust :)

2010-07-07T09:28:00.002+08:00

Finally, after a month of thinking and thinking and much more thinking, I am finally back on the road. Weeeeeeee :D I really had to adjust A LOT because I really have to focus on my studies (most especially it's my last semester in the University). But now, guess what?! I already finished fixing all that needs to be fixed and placed things in their proper places :) I hope things will run smoothly in the next few months. Please, please, please! PRETTY PLEASE! :D

Universe, please cooperate with me this time. Thank you! :)

21 things I did during my 21st bday :)

2010-07-03T21:24:00.003+08:00

1. Hindi Pumasok :) - I literally meant this! haha. Di kasi naniwala sa akin sila Sheng nung sinabi ko ito sa kanila and some others din, hahaha :) But seriously, I really did not plan to go to school. HOWEVER, since umulan ng pagka-lakas2x, hinatid ako ni papa sa school, so sa forum na lang ako nagpunta at nung mag-stop na ang rain, umalis na ako ng school.

2. Bought a gift for myself - Yay! :) Something to remember that day..weeeee :)

3. Dimsum Diner for Lunch - Yes. Kasi di ako pwedeng samahan nung isa diyan for lunch..tsk3. buti naman ate Honey was at Gmall din so siya kasama ko nag-lunch.

4. Orbitz - I really can't explain pero there's something in that stall kung bakit ako mahilig bumalik-balik dun. Yeah! haha :))

5. FRIENDSHIP - Prolly one of the best gifts the world could give to me :D Yey, wala nang away ha?heheh :)

6. Bonding with Agdao Friends - Yay. Kahit di kumpleto, nagpakita at nag-greet pa rin iyong iba. weeee :)

7. Potato Corner - I've been craving their fries for a time now. So I grabbed the opportunity to buy a big one and ate it :D

8. Cry - Both tears of Joy and tears of Sadness :D Sa tears of Joy, kelangan ko pa bang i-explain?hahah. Nakaka-iyak ang mga greetings ng ibang tao..hahaha :)) Sa tears of Sadness - kasi naman, may isa diyan, inaway ako sa eksaktong alas dose ng hating gabi :| pero sige lang, nabawi bitaw..hahaha

9. Surprised - Haha! BIO FRIENDS! Kamo na jud!!! Super thank you sa surprise at sa pag-invade ng bahay. Salamat din sa cake at candiessss.hahaha :)

10. Cleaned the House - Since nilagnat iyong katulong namin, ako tuloy ang pinahugas ng mga plato, baso, spoon and fork. Hay na lang :| Pero buti na lang at tinulungan ako ng kapatid ko. hahaha

11. Went to Church - of course, to Pray and Give Thanks :D weeee :)

12. Lola's Greeting - O_o pwede ma-shock sa FB?hahaha. it was my cousin pala..they made a facebook account for my late grand mother, tas gi-greet ako sa fb..hahaha. makatakot oi. haha. wala lang :) but i know, that somewhere out there, my lola wanted to greet me a happy birthday :D

13. Maraming nag-greet - It took me to say thank you to all those na nag-greet sa fb ng 1 and a half hours! And I was damn sleepy and tired. Pero sige lang, they made my day bitaw and it is just rightful to give thanks to them :)

14. THANK YOU - Yes, one and a half hour to say thank you to all of them. Weeee. THANKS :)

15. Nabasa sa Ulan - Ito ang tinatawag nilang, shower of blessings! hahaha

16. Rain - Every time birthday ko, I always wanted it to rain kasi I believe that went it rains, the heavens is showering you with lots of blessings. Pero owver iyong ulan ha, BAGYO na man ata iyon. Pero okay na okay na iyon, blessings din iyon! hehehe

17. Stars and Moon - and of course, the night sky was all great and wonderful that night. Though there were a few stars, the moon shone brightly naman. :)

18. Family - Yey. Complete kami :) and other relatives as well where here to greet me :) weeee :) And thanks to them, I had a small but meaningful dinner party :)

19. 2 Cakes - All throughout the day, I thought that I wouldn't have a cake kasi nga we planned a small dinner lang. Pero thanks kay Jopet (my cousin) and the bio pipz for the cakes they bought and gave to me. SALAMAT! Super :)

20. Blew 3 sets of candles - The two sets were from the 2 cakes. weeee :) the 3rd one kay dun sa san pedro church..haha :)) I bought 21 candles (kasi i really want to know the feeling ng mag-blow ng maraming candles! hahaha) lighted it and blew it, tas lighted it again.hahaha :)) buti na lang ako lang ang tao dun sa candle lighting area. hahahaha

21. Jap - After a couple of failed dates and promised, finally, nagkita na jud ta!!! hahaha :)) I really thought na di ka na makasibat from your classes but still, you made sure na magkita tayo. Haha :)) Salamat ng super duper Jap. You know why :)

3-month rule

2010-06-30T18:46:00.000+08:00

I'd like to remind you 'bout this, kei? :)

Why?!

2010-06-27T08:24:00.000+08:00

I just want to make friends with you para wala nang gulo, but why do you reject me? O_o I'm gonna do you a favor so stop meddling with it. It's for your own good, dear.

watakwestyon

2010-06-24T20:18:00.002+08:00

Friend 1: Alam mo ba iyong feeling ng ma-heart broken?
Me: O_o
Friend 1: Di kasi dapat ipinagsasama ang fling at true love ba...
Me: ?_? huh? pano ipagsama ang fling at true love?
Friend 1: kunwari, iyong sa isa, para sa kanya, fling2x lang..pero para sa isa, true love na pala iyon :(
Me: T_T (ba't ba ako nadadawit sa mga ganitong tanong???)

another one...

Friend 2: hi july!
Me: hello din! :)
Friend 2: musta love life?
Me: O_o char! watakwestyon! hahaha. HAPPY :)
Friend 2: haha. oo nga, char pala talaga question ko.haha. happy? single or in a relationship?
Me: happy na single.hehe. (oh dba, pwede naman maging happy kahit single..pero dili gud.char! haha)

I don't know with these people..ba't kaya nila ako naisipang tanungin ng mga ganitong tanong? hmmmm... mukha ba akong love guru?hahaha.

huwaw

2010-06-14T23:32:00.002+08:00

THIS HAS BEEN, BY FAR, MY MOST ADVENTUROUS WEEKEND..EVER!!!!

wohoooo. maturity level, up a gazillion notches!!!hahaha

SALAMAT SA EXPERIENCE :D

lucky

2010-06-13T10:39:00.000+08:00

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 20 friends (make me #21 so I can see your results).
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

**********
*inserted iPod Video on iTunes*

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
- alone - glee (no, i'm not alone..i'm not emo! nooooo! haha :)) i have people who love me..hahah. abnormal playlist, function well,kk?)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
- sugar sugar (i have this song in my playlist?! the hell?!hahaha. sweet diay ko? chaaaar! hahaha)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- i know you want me by pitbull.. (haha. if the guy likes me, i like him too? haha. meh ganun!? hahah )

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- fresh feelin' by eels (why not dba?hahaha. fresh talaga.kse bagong ligo eh..hahah. weeeeeee)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- midnight bottle by colbie cailat (unsa daw? nocturnal creature na ko?hahahah. midnight bottle so mag-inom2x ko pag-midnight?hahaha. adik!)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
- falling in love at a coffee shop (kelangan pa ba ng coffee shop para lang ma-inlove? chaaaar! hahaha)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- at the cross (chaaaar. unsa ko, savior nila?hahaha.ka-lingaw)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- ironic :| salamat ha!

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- the search is over (hahaha. nakitan na jud nako siya? finally? tinuod ni??haha. jowk lang)

WHAT IS 2+2?
- breathe by taylor swift (oo..breathe jud kay gihatagan ta ug pinakalit ug mathematical problem.hahaha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- defying gravity by glee (MO LANG!hahaha :)) trying the extremes man gud ni akong mga bestfriends.haha)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- i'm yours (hahaha. chaaar man ni oi.haha)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- Gravity by sarah bareilles (haha. unsa ko, taga-pull down sa mga tao? no way! haha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON
YOU LIKE?
- i gotta feeling by BEP (haha. oo nga naman! hahaha. playlist, I SOOOO LOVE YOU! hahah)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- halo by beyonce (hoi..pag-sure! pro y not?haha. mejo heavenly bitaw iyahang melody.haha)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- no air by boyceavenue (hahaha. maninuod man ni akong playlist oi..haha. malamang, patay na..NO AIR na jud!hahaha)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- insensitive by jann arden (haha. interesado diay ko sa mga insensitive or hobby diay nako ni?haha. y not rin?!hahaha)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- solo by iyaz (aawwwww. i don't want to walk agdao if i gotta do it solo..haha. ikaw daw baktas2x sa agdao beh, tanawon nato kung dili ka madunggaban ug pinakalit..haha. FEAR JUD SIYA OI. hahah)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- ring of fire by adam lambert (hala..ano kaya ang ring of fire na iyan?hahaha)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
- your guardian angel (awwww. nasaan ka na nga ba??haha)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- thinking of you (haha. hala sige, let's think of each other.haha)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- lucky..haha. (oo..lucky talaga dahil mabait aking playlist ngayon.haha)

sayang

2010-05-30T20:56:00.004+08:00

May 30, 2010

Sunday Morning

july: anong oras ka umuwi kagabi?
pol: 4
july: kaninang umaga?!
pol: oo
july: pinagalitan ka?
pol: wala pa man.haha
july: san pala kayo galing?
pol: c5, kami ni dan at bryan
july: sabi nila jeo nasa rizal daw kayo kagabi
pol: o, pero naglipat kami sa c5
july: kasama ko gud si jap at tin sa mall, then gihatid ako ni jap sa rizal
pol: O_o sayanga ui..wala na lang sana kami nag-alis ng rizal!
july: lagi, marami sana tayo sa team agdao. tsk3.
pol: kasama mo si jap?!
july: oo lagi!
pol: nagsama pala siya sa inyo?
july: nagsunod lang siya sa mall..then sinamahan niya ako sa Rizal.. tas nung pag-alis niya, dun ko pa nakita ang ibang advocates.haha.

tsss. sayanga oi. night out sana with team agdao! tsk3.

nocturnal

2010-05-25T19:00:00.001+08:00

Di pa nga nag-start ang classes, I feel so stressed na!

Guys, no luck sa aking sweldo..you won't get any libre (as of now) dahil lahat ay napunta sa pag-bayad ng mga laboratory materials!!!

Plus pinabayad pa ako ni mama ng bill sa Sky Cable (as if naman nanonood ako ng TV) tsk3.

Dapat laging may load aking phone kasi I have to update everyone and reply to all texts here and there.

OH GAWD. Please, EXTEEEEEND SUMMER VACATION T_T

MD, MA & PhD

2010-05-18T08:07:00.002+08:00

If the human lifespan would only reach age 100...

If menopause is around the age of 60...

and if normal marrying year range is between 40-50...

I would really go for these initials:

MD - Doctor of Medicine

MA in Biology - Masters of Arts in Biology (or whatever specialty in Bio)

PhD - Doctor of Philosophy in Biology (or whatever specialty in Bio)

Sounds cool, ayt? :)

confused to the 3rd power!!!

2010-05-03T21:44:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time, my mom and I were discussing about my future medical school. I told her, anywhere lang basta hindi sa DMSF (no offense). Her first option to me was the Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila but then I said no kasi one of my Titas told me na binabaha daw dun. Then that one Tita told me to go for UP Manila instead and she'll find a way kahit di pang CL ang aking grade (but I wouldn't want that, it's cheating!). Next on my list, I recommended mom about Silliman University then she thought about it and will inquire if Pinoy MD can subsidize it for me. Then after a few weeks, sabi niya, DMSF na lang daw ulit! So I blurted out, "kung Xavier U na lang kaya?" out of the blue then she replied, "okay kaya dun? check mo raw, kay kung ok, sige dun ka na lang..." Then I thought, "ngek, na-unsa na! napadpad tuloy ako sa Xavier U..haha. sige lang, andun bitaw sila Daniel at Modda..." then sige, go for Xavier. Yeah! \m/ But then, tonight, sabi niya, "alam mo, maganda raw iyong sa Iligan, ung MSU!"

Oh c'mon mom! Asa ba jud ko!? T_T

Life as an Advocate

2010-04-27T20:26:00.002+08:00

Just when I was about to give up on finding activities to make my summer quite meaningful and not boring, my mom gave me a call one afternoon and asked if I'd be doing anything over the entire summer vacation 'coz if I weren't, she'd sign me up on a summer job in her office. So I said YES! I really need to do something (at least) and the money offer was really $_$! hahaha =))

During our first meeting, I was mesmerized with what was written on our welcome banner: ...Summer Internship Program for Young Advocates on HIV and AIDS. Okaaaay, our mentor told us that we call ourselves "interns". Yes, INTERNS! This is SWEEEEEET!!!! Haha. So during the first week we had the training but aside from learning lots of stuff about HIV and AIDS in the Philippines, we also had a leadership training and improvement of communication skills which consisted mainly of GAMES then a reflection on how we could relate the games that we did with our lives. Oh dba, CHAR! Plus, tinuruan pa kami kung paano gamitin at suotin ang condom properly! hahaha. Likewise, during the 5-day training, we had lots of FREE FOOD! Free morning snacks, free lunch and free afternoon snacks! Owyeah! \m/ We also got free t-shirts! hahaha =)) But in the end, what I got was a 2-kilogram increase in my weight! DAMMIT!

Second week, our team (composed of ten members or should I emphasize, INTERNS) got to meet our DOCTORS :D Get it? We're interns and we have our own Doctors, RESIDENT DOCTORS! Haha =)) It's so surreal! It's soooo GREY'S ANATOMY! Haha :)) In the middle of this, I even told Lyle, "bakit parang naga-OJT na rin tayo? I LOVE THIS!" haha :))

Okay, so our job was to basically find 100 peers, ages 15-24 in our assigned area to educate about HIV/AIDS. We had to complete this before June 5, 2010. To summarize everything, here are the highlights of our work so far:

1. MAINIT - Imagine, our work time is from 8am to 5pm and we had to go to communities/squatters area to find the youth. No wonder nangitim na ako.
2. RIOT - it's squatters area right? So yes, we almost lost our lives one time :| Talk about 10-11 budots guys with pamalo on their hands :s
3. SICKNESS - cough, flu, fever, headache, tummy ache, name it, OUR TEAM HAS IT!
4. CENTIPEDE - I officially hate centipedes!!! Until now, my neck is still sore and has lots of red spots all over it :|
5. 2 KILOS OFF - My favorite part of the entire thing. After one week of walking everywhere and advocating, I LOST TWO KILOS!!! HAHAHA :)) This program is 8 weeks long and I still have 6 more weeks to go so, hopefully, that's gonna be 12 KILOS OFF TO GO! hahahaha =))

Just today, I realized na hindi pala madali ang mag-trabaho at maghanap ng pera for real. But being an advocate for a certain cause is fulfilling though because you know that you get to help and to impart your knowledge to those who need it the most. and make the world a better and safe place to live in. Like what I always say to those I get to meet:

July: kung makadawat ka ug HIV, ma-chaka jud ang imong life teh!
Peer: huh? ngano diay? wala diay na'y tambal?
July: naa gud. naa'y antiretrovirus - ang iyahang himuon kay padugayon lang ang imong life. ikaw, gusto ka ipadugay ang imong suffering?
Peer: dili ko oi!
July: oh, pag-condom lagi!
Peer: ay, wala ma'y lami ang mag-condom teh.
July: pili ka, dili ka malamian kung makipanghilawas ka o magka-AIDS ka ug ma-chaka imong life?

CHAR! haha :)) [magaling na ako mag-bisaya! haha. kasama iyan sa training, BISAYA101 - how to talk to bisaya people fluently.. and seriously, they won't understand you very well if you speak Tagalog or English - mao nang naningkamot jud ko teh! and gay lingo adds more life to the conversation! hahaha.]

and to note: as summer interns of the DOH, by emphasizing the use of condoms, we do not mean that you can have sex anytime you want as long as you are using condoms..we want to clear out that the use of condoms during sexual intercourse is plainly for PREVENTION OF HIV TRANSMISSION and PREVENTION OF AIDS ONLY.

paramdam :)

2010-04-18T22:35:00.005+08:00

I know exactly what I will buy for on my first paycheck:

yes, yes, YES!!! I will be supporting my ever dearest anak on his journey to STARDOM!!! :D :D :D Tama lagi prophecy ko ba na in the future, you will be one of the country's promising stars and I'm sure you're getting there :D Weeeee. Maka-happy :)

Once I get a copy of your album, I'll bring it everywhere para the next time na magkita tayo, makapa-sign ako sa inyo. hahahah :)) The last time I saw Pao was sa SM and it was just like any other casual meet up: "hi pao..*hug* happy easter..may kukunin lng ako dun eh tas uuwi na.. bye" oh dba? haha. tas a week after that, I saw your music video sa myx! weeeee. Happiness!!!

P.S. Pao, I took pictures pala from your FB :) I know you won't mind. haha. thanks :D Love, your mom :)

trying to compose my words

2010-04-04T21:35:00.002+08:00

I actually have lots of things in mind but I'm having a hard time putting them together. A lot has happened and I really really reallyyyyyyy want to blog it all, pero let's compose my thoughts. KK? Read this survey na lng muna before I get back to everything:

Was your last kiss, standing up, sitting down, or laying down?

standing up..haha. friendly kisses to friends bah.haha.

What are you listening to right now?

nothing..i like everything to be quiet as it is :)

Do you ever wonder if the person standing next to you is a virgin or not?

whattaquestion?! NO ui.

Did you know anybody that has committed suicide?

nope.. but the sister of someone i knew did

Five hours ago, were you touching a person of the opposite sex?

yeah, my brothers.. sa MASS!

Is there anyone you wish you could be spending time with right now?

yes, super yes :(

do you like mustard?

not much

What's the last letter of your middle name?

What kind of tea do you like the most?

ICED.haha.

What would you do if you found out the person you liked had a girlfriend/boyfriend?

DEADma!haha. (owws?!?)

Are you "with" the very last person you kissed?

they were my friends.haha:)) but if the kiss you mean is something else, then the answer is NO :D

Your ex says they love you, what do you say?

... *crickets* :P

Do you think you’re a good friend?

depende sa friend.haha.

Do you like when people call you babe?

depende kng sino ang nag-tawag, pero generally, NO!

Have you held hands with anyone in the past 36 hours?

i think, no? haha.

Have you ever given up on someone, but then went back?

give up, go back..then give up again, then go back ulit.. you know, the usual..until there's no reason to go back to na.haha.

Who's bed were you on last besides yours?

can't really remember.haha. basta, isa sa mga bed ng taga-silva.haha.

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

si fino.haha:))

Does anyone have feelings for you?

maybe :D

Are you single?

but my heart is taken.haha :)) palusot :P

What were you doing last night at midnight?

talking.. blah blah blah

If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?

ngek.si angelica man un! haha.

Do you want your life to stay the way it is right now forever?

partly...but we should always move forward :)

Do you want to get married someday?

Yes, of course :D must spread the genes :D

Do you have a friend named Ashley?

Yes..but she's somewhere not in the country ata.hehe.

Do you play with dead bugs?

once.. ung mga dead bugs ng entom pipz.

What did you do on the 4th of July?

nag-rest?haha. ambot. weekend man un.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now?

nasa earth :D

Name the first person you can think of that you know that has a tattoo?

ate aiea! :D HAKUNA MATATA :D

How are you feeling at this exact moment in time?

sleepy.. and having a bad headache :( just waiting for GA to buffer for a while, then i'm gonna watch it :)

Are you currently frustrated with anyone or anything?

frustrations: ANONG GAGAWIN KO FOR SUMMER?!

Have you lost a best friend in the past year?

nope:D

Are you wearing something you borrowed from someone?

wala.haha :D these are all mine :D

Are you in a relationship?

friendly relationship.haha:D

Will you be in a relationship in the next month?

i don't know.haha.

Do you plan on moving within the next year?

oooh. if my parents would allow me not to study in dms, I would be :)

Is there someone you can't stop thinking about?

always? haha. jowk :P

Will tomorrow be better then today?

i don't know.. tomorrow is a day of goodbyes for some, and a day of errands for me T_T, so it's gonna be HELL!

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?

nope.haha. i think?

Have you ever seen your best friend cry?

yes :)

Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?

no, never :D

Were you single last summer?

yes :) but heart is taken! haha :))

If you had to live anywhere besides the US, where would you live?

London :)

Would you ever get a tattoo/belly ring?

tattoo na lng :)

Last place you went besides your house?

church

Ever kissed someone that was in a relationship?

no..even I won't kiss anyone if I'm not in a relationship with that person..

Who is the last text in your inbox from?

angelica (smart) and jopet (sun)

Does anyone know your Myspace password?:

kahit ako, nakalimutan ko na.haha.

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?

yesssss!

Would you rather pierce your tongue or lip?:

tongue.para pede pa ako mag-jigglypuff look.haha.

Are you counting down for anything?

YES. the END OF SUMMER, END OF THE SEM, GRADUATION DAY! nyahaha :))

What is the color of your bedroom?

it's pale orange and light pink, tas white stuff.

Who was present when you last cried?

Who's hoody did you wear last?

mine.

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?

sometimes, NO :))

bad romance

2010-03-21T00:51:00.002+08:00

I heard this sa taxi kanina while going to ________. Then I have been bothered forever until now. Haha. Nice version, maka-relax.haha. and, read on. haha.

Without naming any names, say something to somebody:
- i miss you like crazzzzzyyyyyy! haha.
.
Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
- mom. haha.
.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
- uhm, now? haha. we should like everyone (para walang away) but love only ONE :D
.
Where is your phone?
- far from me.haha. andun sa table :)
.
Last time you felt bad about someone/something
- after ng bio120 exam? haha. jowk lng :P
.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- hoping.haha :)) kahit tulog na, pede naman sa dreams dba? haha
.
Are you happy with the way things are going?
- in some ways, YES.
.
Would you ever get a tattoo?
- temporary, YES.
.
Honestly, do you hate the last girl you were talking to in person?
- nope.tita ko un.haha.
.
Have you ever made someone so mad that they broke something?
- none that i know of.haha. pro punched something, Oo. kawawang door. O_o

Where is the person you miss the most right now?
- sa bahay nila? haha.
.
When you are home alone do you still close the door when you shower?
- oo ui. haha.
.
What was the last thing you drank?
- water
.
What time did you go to bed last night?
- wala ko sa bed natulog last night..sa floor, in d middle of the lab. haha.
.
What plans do you have for tomorrow?
- mag-start na study.haha. tsaka gawa ng revisions for thesis.:)
.
In the last 24 hours have you done anything you regret?
- nope.haha.
.
Do you have a best friend that is a boy?
- OO! haha.
.
What did you do today?
- kng mag-sisimula tayo sa 12am of this day, ganito un: naglaro ng soccer, nag-cover ng aquarium, nangaway kay kyle, tinulungan si ate faith na ilipat ang mga kuto ng mano sa vial, naglakad hanggang sa may bauzon (from csm), nag-HH papuntang mintal, tas wala na palang pagkain sa minute burger, pumunta ng panadero para bumili ng 100-peso worth ng pandesal, pagdating sa convenience ay 2am na pala so di na pedeng bumili ng drinks, naglakad papuntang holy spirit at nakabili dn ng drinks, dumaan ng silva para kumuha ng stuff, nagkanluran, nag-MUGshot (hahaha), uminom ng chocolate drink at kumain ng oatmeal cookie, nakatulog, gumising para i-transfer ang speakers, natulog ulit, nagising kay sagpaon daw ko ni kuya weller, nagulat kay na-set-up na ang wldl lab, nag-tanga kadali, naghelp sa entom, umuwi ng bahay, natulog ulit, nag-net, nag-tv, nag-net, nag-SM, dinner (first meal of the day.haha), nanood ng movie :), umuwi, nag-trabaho, nag-net, nag-blog *whew* yan ang sinasabi nilang 24 HOURS. haha.
.
Do you hate anyone?
- no..annoyed siguro.haha.
.
Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not?
- mabuti naman at wala.haha.
.
Can you watch scary movies?
- pag may kasama.haha.
.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
- ewan.haha. basta nasa kanluran ako.haha.
.
Do you have any plans for the weekend?
- patapos na ang weekend.haha. pro mag-aaral ako :P
.
Do you believe in soul mates?
- depende sa mood.haha.
.
Do you know anyone named AMANDA?
- si amanda bynes.haha.
.
Name ONE thing you love about winter?
- wala pa ko naka-experience ng winter.haha.

Have you ever cut your own hair?
- once and never again.haha.

Is your best friend single?
- ung iba.haha.
.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- ung mga tao na nasa necrological services.haha.
.
Does it take a lot to make you cry?
- depende.haha.
.
What do you want for your next birthday?
- ewan.di ko pa alam.haha.
.
Do you have a secret that you've never told anyone?
- oo.haha.
.
What is something you disliked about your day?
- nothing. haha.
.
How's your heart lately?
- it's in good hands <3

One More Chance in 2D

2010-03-18T19:24:00.001+08:00

If this movie was shown in 2D, maiiyak ka pa ba? :D

♥♡♥

2010-03-16T16:39:00.001+08:00

Guys, let's learn from this ♥♡♥

what hurts the most

2010-03-14T23:51:00.003+08:00

EVERY TIME I hear this song in my playlist, it would always remind me of the pain I felt way back then. Even though the song before this could be as alive and as happy as 3 by B. Spears, my heart won't miss to skip a beat (or tw0) once the chorus of this song would begin to play.

"When you can't remember why you're hurt, that's the time you're already healed." -from a friend.

I know what hurt me but I can't seem to remember the exact reason why. All I could remember is a particular situation, but not a particular reason. I might be healed (and I think I really am) already but that doesn't stop me from remembering the pain I felt during that time. Probably, it was one of the worst I have ever felt and swear, I never want to feel it again THAT WORSE because pain, like any other feelings, is inevitable. Even in its simplest form, we always feel pain. I guess it would all depend on how you handle it. Some people handle it well while some people handle it badly. And of course, we want to handle it well, right?

Pano na lang kung, "never knowin', what could've been and not seein' that lovin' you...is what I was tryin' to do.."??? Haaaaayyy. Maka-hurt isipin. Tsk3. Makawala talaga ng mood ang song na ito, my heart would skip a beat, then speeds up, then I could remember how the pain felt and it would make me feel bad and sad for a moment or so, tas I'd need something to make me happy again..at home, i'd look for movies, movies where people's lives are more messed up than mine para lang marealize ko that my experience wasn't so bad at all, i'd watch lots of movies until I would fall asleep while the movie is still playing..see? so exhausting! di na ako maka-concentrate with the people around me, di pa talaga ako maka-perform ng academic stuff well. tsk3. So dear little heart, the next time you hear this song, please ignore na lang ha? makulbaan man gud ko ug samot kung mukalit lang ka stop ug beat..dugay pa jud ka mu-stop ug palpitate. Basta heart, remember, the next time, increase dopamine levels lng ha kay dili na ko gusto i-remember ang feeling.

raises right hand up

2010-03-14T22:53:00.002+08:00

"I promise not to talk about him anymore. SWEAR!"

Iligan, anyone???

2010-03-10T20:48:00.002+08:00

JUST THIS AFTERNOON:

Ma'am Ching: Tama pala, may kailangan akong sabihin sa inyo ni Idzel.

*me and ate idzel listening carefully*

Ma'am Ching: ay first, para sayo [July], nakalimutan kita sabihan. gawa ka ng formal letter addressed to the dean na nag-change ka ng thesis title. tas ipa-approve mo lang sa panelist mo.

July: aw. okay. sige ma'am, try ko bigay tomorrow.

Ma'am Ching: tapos, para sa inyong dalawa, remember mo Idzel iyong sabi ko sayo na si Galicia? and someone? ung sa MSU?

Ate: Oo ma'am, hanapin ko pa contacts nun.

Ma'am Ching: Oo, hanapin niyo contacts nila kay magpa-confirm kayo ng result niyo.

July: aah. kung national museum pala ma'am?

Ma'am Ching: matatagalan ata tayo dun. sa MSU na lang.

July: saan na MSU ma'am?

Ma'am Ching: sa ILIGAN.

July: O.O Kelan ma'am?

Ma'am Ching: as soon as possible.

...and today ended my life T_T

Sana sumama na lang ako sa field trip T_T hay naku. On the brighter side, baka pwede kong madaanan iyong resort kung asan nila naiwan iyong tray for MCB150. Hahahaha :))

Pero kahit na, a trip to Iligan before March 24?! Are you kidding?!

i hate looking into caskets T_T

2010-03-04T20:10:00.003+08:00

Just had the longest day of the month (kay bago lang pala nag-start ang March noh? haha)

To start if off, wala akong proper na tulog for the past 3 weeks na...

For this week, Monday was the deadliest deadline for my manuscript hard copy. So I had to rush everything on a Sunday..boohooooo :'(

Tuesday, WLDL101 exam. Exam at 1pm, started studying at 10am. Good thing Ma'am Fritz still did her "old style" in the true or false part, ALL ANSWERS ARE TRUE! Say HELLO to my sure 50 points! HAHA :)) Then, at sunset: i haven't got proper sleep na nga, NA-ULANAN PA JUD KO! But the rain was good. I think it kind-a washed away all the bad things in me :) So you people say thank you to the rain, I'm a good girl now. Haha :)) -- But a very sad news came to me as I arrived home. I was soaking wet from the rain when mom told me, "namatay na si Tita Silvia mo kanina :(" Kalami musugod sa ulan para muhilak T_T Pero emo man gud. haha :))

(Sidestory: Tita Silvia had breast cancer. I was expecting her death actually coz for me, it did look that she has no more other way to go...but still, it saddened me. Her having a breast cancer actually was my inspiration to consider oncology as a specialty in the future. Pero I don't know pa. It's actually quite depressing to live your life as a doctor if you know that most of your patients are going to die. Parang wala ka nang ginawang tama.tsk3. But the point is that, in the whole context, you care and I guess, it is in caring where I could find comfort, that I could actually make people feel that they are still important...)

Wednesday, BIO120 Exam, ZOO120 Lab Reporting and as well as the deadline of FOUR HAND-WRITTEN LAB REPORTS! X( I could die, I swear!!! But I guess, the rain did really do something good and perhaps did wash away all the bad vibes in me, so hayun, I had all the positive energies running in and out and thank God, natapos ko naman siya :D

Thursday, MCB150 Lec Exam, THESIS DEFENSE = DEATH DAY! haha. Jowk lang. My defense was suppose to be at 10am. However, due to circumstances, it was moved to 1:30 pm. The defense was actually FUN.Haha :)) Kay na-stuck sila sa isang part ng results and discussions ko. Haha. Pero katawanan ang mga arguments. Kung court trial pa iyon bah, napabalik na to sila sa bench. then nitawag na ang judge ug recess. Haha :)) JOWK LNG :P But I guess, ang highlight ng aking day was during the MCB150 Lec Exam: First time kong mag-take ng exam in 10 minutes! haha :)) then umalis na agad kay mag-prepare kunuhay sa defense na na-postpone diay to 3 hours later :|

Anyway, tomorrow is yet another day. ZOO120 Lab Exam. I shall print the powerpoints pa right after I publish this. Haha :))

Tomorrow night (Friday night), me and my neighbors decided to be at the wake of Tita Silvia until Saturday morning. Kami daw bantay. So again, another sleepless night *yaaaaawwwnn*

manuscript defense!!!

2010-03-03T22:26:00.002+08:00

What the hell is happening to me???

Kanina (during MCB150 Lab), I told Art na "bat parang di ako kinakabahan mag-defend ng manuscript?" Tas sabi niya, "na-try mo na kasi sa bio199b..." tas sabi ko, "o baka takot lang ako kay Ma'am Novero..." haha :))

Still, I was chill-ax until 7 this evening. I had a little TV (haven't done this for 2 weeks na..pisti!) and a little chit-chat with my cousin.

Then, kanina, I told myself to cry the nervousness out.. And I did, forcefully. And it felt good afterwards :) But now, every time I think about my upcoming manuscript defense, KAHILAKON NA KAAYO KO! LITERALLY!!! As in, totoong iyak na :((

I can do this!

I can super do this!

So help me God!

how can anyone be afraid of love?

2010-03-03T22:17:00.000+08:00

Kat

How can anyone be afraid of love?

Acheron

How can they not? When you love someone… truly love them, friend or lover, you lay your heart open to them. You give them a part of yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt--you literally hand them the razor with a map of where to cut deepest and most painfully on your heart and soul. And when they do strike, it’s crippling-like having your heart carved out. It leaves you naked and exposed, wondering what you did to make them want to hurt you so badly when all you did was love them. What is so wrong with you that no one can keep faith with you? That no one can love you? To have it happen once is bad enough… but to have it repeated? Who in their right mind would not be terrified of that?

Devil May Cry: From Sherrilyn Kenyon’s Dark - Hunter series

2010-03-03T20:23:00.002+08:00

New Achievement:

Kagaling ko lagi mag-pretend na naga-iyak :)) Muntik na tuloy akong nag-hyperventilate..tsk3.

Sabi kasi sakin:

"if sad ka, ilabas mo lang lahat, i-iyak mo lang...
if galit ka, ilabas mo lang through iyak...
kung GINAKULBAAN KA KAY BASIG MALI ANG IMONG DATA NA IMONG GI-BUTANG SA IMONG MANUSCRIPT THEN NAKA-PRINT NA KA UG THREE COPIES UG NAHATAG NA NIMO SA IMONG MGA PANELISTS,

IIYAK MO NA LANG...

then i-continue mo lang ang pag-gawa ng iyong powerpoint for defense..haha"

piste! sa dihang, gi-try nako ang hilak2x para 'confident' daw ako kunwari sa gawin kong powerpoint, WALA NA HINUON NAG-STOP UG TULO ANG AKONG MGA TEARS.. T_T.

nabara pa jud akong ilong :| ug hapit pa jud ko na-hyperventilate.. haha.

then nabisaya ug kalit ang akong blog post..haha :))

tas wala pa akong biographical sketch.haha :)) sana pwede iyong,

Her name is Danielle Julie Marie V. Crumb. She was born in Digos, Davao del Sur and she was BORN FOR _____________. Nyahahaha! Kirig jud ang akong panelists ani! haha:))

Sige na ui. Seriously kelangan ko gawin biographical sketch ko at acknowledgment.haha :))

on soulmates :)

2010-03-02T02:45:00.000+08:00

A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.

it's OWVER! :D

2010-03-01T00:25:00.003+08:00

Finally, after more than one year of struggle for this study, I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED MANUSCRIPT!!! Ilang linggo rin akong hindi nakakatulog ng maayos sa kakaisip tungkol dito. But now, IT'S FINALLY DONE! haha :))

Marami akong gustong pasalamatan, pero dun ko na lang kayo ilalagay sa aking Acknowledgement. Haha :D

Finally, maka-focus na rin ako sa aking acads.

Finally, makakatulog na rin ako ng mahimbing.

At Finally, makakakain na rin ako ng 3 meals a day (instead of 1 meal lang). Haha.

Biruin mo, nakakalimutan kong kumain ng lunch kahit nasa canteen na ako?! HAHA :D Nag-change bigla ang priorities. Haha. Bahala nang hindi makapag-lunch, basta siguradong natapos na lang ang thesis. NGEK. haha :))

my bed (super gulo, i know!) see those green folders? hayun na ang freshly printed manuscript; purple folders? outline ko! the rest, is just kaguluhan! haha.

laptop area.haha :)) see?! papers are everywhere! haha:))

and of course, ME. after a hard-day's work :)

Have to sleep guys, I feel quite dizzy na.haha.

ang LANCET bow

2010-02-19T23:07:00.005+08:00

the TRUTH is...

that I've always wanted to prick you since you told me na ayaw mong makakita ng blood na lumalabas from a person's skin..i thought you were just scared of the blood..i never thought na pati sa pag-prick, takot ka rin pala..haha :)) and it took me almost five minutes to finally prick you. haha. >:) eeeviwwL >:)

(all photo credits go to Neil Ramos -- at Congratulations sa LENTE! hahahaha )

background story: bat kasi nagpakita sa lobby at nag-benta2x nung sago-pancake-thingy-na-mahaba-ang-name.. hayun tuloy, na-drag sa zoo120 lab exhibit at napag-diskitahang magpa-blood test..haha. automatic patient ka na tuloy.haha :))

trial 1 - di pala na-charge ng maayos ang lancet.haha. :)) nabitin tuloy sa excitement.hahahah =))

trial 2: ready na jud! haha. THIS IS REALLY IS IT!!!

sakit jud kuya perv? aw. sori gud! >:)

yey! na-prick na! FINALLY!

for hematocrit...

naningkamot jud ko..ayaw ata lumabas ng blood..camera shy siguro :))

oh? masakit pa?

hayan. back to his normal self na..haha. pose2x with attitude na ulet.hahahaha :))

so yes, MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! hahahahahah =))

P.S.
Sorry for hurting your finger O_o

manuscript days

2010-02-19T02:08:00.002+08:00

Finally, for the first time in months, I finally said the words, "pwede di na lang ako pumasok? GUSTO ko gumawa ng manuscript ko..."

Thesis sa umaga.

Thesis sa tanghali.

Thesis sa gabi.

Thesis na lang palagi.

Baka naman may mag-selos niyan?

Haha.

I will always have time (for you) -- naks!

P.S.: Had a FUN night :D SUPER!!!

donuts :)

2010-02-16T22:18:00.004+08:00

Thanks for this :)
THANK YOU SUPER!!!
xoxo
hvdkp lalalaLOVE :)

hey YOU read THIS :D

2010-02-11T01:07:00.002+08:00

ALL GIRLS WOULD SURELY AGREE TO THESE

1. Don’t think that just because you didn’t tell us we are never going to find out.

2. Our friends know EVERYTHING about us.

3. EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Guaranteed.

4. No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend.

5. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven’t.

6. The fact you might leave us for another girl keeps us up at night. (nyahahaha! sapul!)

7. When we’re not talking to you on YM, we’re actually waiting for you to talk to us -- In a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us.

8. When we act sad, we want you to hug us. (awww. yesssss!)

9. Our favourite part of the YM convo is at the end when you say good bye, because that’s the part you say you love us. (hahahaha:)) yessss to that too!)

10. We actually freak out on what to do during holidays like Valentines Day. (hahaha! Lake Agco is the place to be this 2010 V-day! waaaaa! hinayupak na field trip, pandamay! tsk3.)

11. We don’t care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.

12. Yes, you might be the reason we failed that Math test.

13. We are very, very scared of scaring you away.

14. We don’t care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes.

15. Of course, we do believe the crap we read in magazines.

16. We have mood swings. Get over it.

17. We don’t want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbour/best gal friend is.

18. Movies like ‘He’s Just Not That Into You’ depress us. (di ko pa na-watch.haha. will you watch it with me???)

19. We will move mountains on our timetable IF IT MEANS SEEING YOU. (AGREEEEEE!!! hahahahaha)

20. We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best.

21. We hate it when you go to discos/bars without us.

22. We hate the feeling as if we are like any other girl.

23. Don’t brag about other girls liking you, it just makes us insecure.

24. When we say everything is ‘fine’, it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces.

25. Don’t just say ‘ok’ when we say we don’t want to talk about it. (unsa diay ang dapat nila i-ingon? wala pud ko kabalo :| )

26. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.

27. We think you are the best guy in the world.

28.We.Will.Kill.You.If.We.See.You.Slow.Dancing.With.Another.Girl.

29. We really do want you to stick up for us.

30. Compliments. We love them.

31. Be on time. We will think you don’t care if you’re not on time at a certain place.

32. We don’t care if you couldn’t come on that date because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don’t lie to us.

33. We like cuddling up to you so let us.

34. Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG. (how do you do 'evil looks'? nyahhaha.)

35. You will be classed in our ‘Hate’ list if you forget our birthday. (oh my.mag-patay jud tang duha! hahahha)

36. Do not ask what’s wrong. We’ll never tell you, we just want you to cuddle us.

37. You need to tell us what you think of us, we don’t make assumptions

38. Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS.

39. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously.

40. If you do end up doing Number 39, you just have to hope we aren’t in a bad mood.

41. Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook. — DON’T SAY IT, DO IT!!! (OO!!! as in! haha)

42. We never forget things. Ever. (dili gud. makalimutin gud talaga ako minsan, PROMISE!)

43. We over-analyze everything. (i don't ui. i'd like to keep it simple.)

44. We over-react to everything. (OA ka na! di nga ako naga-over2x ng mga bagay!)

45. When we are mad at you, we aren’t actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again.

46. Please don’t stand 384931491329403 feet away from us. Even if we are scary.

47. Please acknowledge that when we are online when you sign in, we probably have waited ages for you to come online so please make it worthwhile.

48. We do not care if 50,000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters.

49. We don’t like being used.

50. We like it when you do unexpected nice things. :D :D :D

51. We usually don’t let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damnnn you must have done something bad.

52. We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special. (super!!!)

53. Unless she is a moronic idiot, a girl who truly loves you will love you for a long, long time.

54. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time there we were probably thinking about you. A lot. (and during those 'awesome' times, i was probably wishing you were there with me.)

55. And please for the love of God shut up about how sexy & fit other girls are. You know we like you and the fact you do this despite you knowing how we feel is just evil.

haha! nakita ko lang kasi sa fb.. now i have to go back and do those powerpoints for tomorrow's presentationssssss... nyt2x :D

i vow thee

2010-02-07T18:50:00.002+08:00

You can bet on this: FEBRUARY 6, 2010 has been so far the CRAZIEST DAY ever invented on the year 2010!!! LOL. :P

It started when I woke up around 8:30 am then I felt hungry so I ate breakfast. Then I went back into my room, stay numb for a couple of minutes. By somewhere almost 10, I decided to play lots of music while having my headphones on. So for an hour, it was all, LA LA LA LA LA!

It was almost eleven o'clock so I checked my phone. "No space for new messages." WHAT THE!? Okay, so. PANIC! haha :D So I had to be at SM during that moment and I still haven't taken a bath. So hayun, naay nag-panic while taking a bath.

Around 12 noon, I went out of the house. I called an HH driver for a ride going to bangkal. (tas na-amaze ko kadali kay neon green na shiny2x ang iyahang HH.haha). A few meters pa lang, he stopped and shouted ROY!!! XET KUYA! NABUNGOL KO ATO BA! He dropped me off and asked me to transfer to a new HH. Unya, ngano gipasakay pa ko nimo?! Haaaai. Sige lang. Forgivable. Maski late na ko! Ugh.

Next: Sa jeep going to SM. It was quite masikip so I wasn't able to sit properly and fully. And I was bored so I looked down to my feet. When I looked to the person-beside-me's feet, it had SIX TOES!!! KA-COOL! Like, pwede picturan?! Hahahaha =)) Pero obvious man kaayo ko, so never mind :P

Next: Matina Crossing, a girl said para to the jeepney driver and handed down to the conductor a one hundred-peso bill. Nagyawyaw si kuya kay ngano karon lang daw!!! Then sabi ni ate, "sorry gud, nanglisod ko diri, kakita ka na naa koy dalang bata." Then the kuya conductor made everything worse by not helping the lady assist her kid down the vehicle then ni-siyagit pa jud! Pagka! Na-irita jud ang nerves ni ate! Nag-siyagitanay hinuon sila sa Highway. Haha :)) Then, kuya konduktor made paatik pa na wala siyang coins, so he tried to reach a metal "coin" container under the seats, kay naa daw iyahang extra coins didto. Then pag-open, wala man to'y sulod! hahahaha =)) Kasi naman kuya, kung magpapalusot ka, ayus-ayusin mo :P Pero wala gihapon si Ate, sige pa rin siya sigaw ng "BULLSHIT" sa manong conductor. So hayun, eksena kaayo! Haha :))

Next: upon arriving at SM. Guess who ang sumalubong sa akin?! ANG MASCOT NG PIZZA HUT! Salamat ha! hahahaha :))

Next: Neil and I were looking for Sir Jong somewhere. And when we found him, he doesn't want us to come near him because he looked Mintal-ish daw. :| He bought a polo shirt but accidentally broke one of the buttons. So he went around the mall to buy a sewing kit and later, we found ourselves looking at him sewing back that one single button he broke. hahahahaha =))

Last: Sa jeep pauwi. So after the mall (G-mall), Neil and I went to get a jeep to NCCC Mall. Jong was left in the mall because he has to buy slippers pa raw. So there, sa jeep, Neil sat behind the driver and beside him was a girl in her nursing uniform and she was with her boyfriend most probably. I on the other hand, sat in front of the nursing girl. When we reached Ateneo Jacinto area, I heard a sob from the girl. I looked at her and I saw that she was crying and the guy beside her wasn't comforting her. I didn't know if Neil noticed it too so I sent him a message instead (kay alangan mag-storyahanay mi didto sa jeep, duh?!) asking if umiiyak ba iyong girl. Then Neil said, oo daw. haha. EKSENA KAAYO SILA! hahaha =)) Nakikipag-break ata iyong guy sa girl (based on our observations). The girl seated on my left and I looked at each other knowing that we had the same reaction towards the couple. Also, sabi ni Neil, he heard the girl saying, "wag na lang pls..." but most of the parts, he couldn't understand because the girl had a handkerchief on her mouth. Naa pa jud super bonus: ang kanta sa jeep, ALL OUT OF LOVE! XET! Manong driver, ikaw na jud! hahahaha =)) Then later on, I saw that the guy na naman iyong naga-cry T_T. Hay na lang jud, kung baga ko ug nawong, gi-kasuk-an na nako ang lalake kung ngano niya gipahilak ang babae. Tsk3. Sassy girl much? Hahaha =))

Anyway, so that ends my day. Funny and crazy jud xa. Hope I have more days na ganito ka-crazy so that at the end of the day, I have something to laugh about. Nyahahahaha =))

the who?

2010-02-06T11:08:00.003+08:00

I found this out last Tuesday afternoon while having our PI100 class:

ma-klaro niyo?

Who the hell writes my name on a chair? haha :D ayiheeee!
pero bitaw :| (or basig obsess lang xa sa month na "July"???)

cold brrrr

2010-02-04T03:51:00.003+08:00

I now know why in the past few months, I stopped waking up very early in the morning either to study or finish a paper/lab report. Wanna know why? IT'S FREAKIN' COLD! Temperature check: It's 23 degrees celsius outside! Mas malamig pa sa aircon!!!

Current activity:
- just finished doing WLDL101 Birds Powerpoint Report
- will do one-page summary in a while (after I get a jacket coz I'm really shivering na - at nagawa ko pang mag-blog.haha)
- will finish zoo120 lab report :D

tagam :P

2010-02-03T11:46:00.002+08:00

Sukol? hahaha :D

Talking about suitors, the best line I've ever heard so far was:

Boy: Say yes to me now then I'll court you forever :D

longest two weeks ever!

2010-02-02T19:54:00.002+08:00

I'm sensing that this month, February, will be the most killing moment of my life. It's suppose to be love and romance month but what the hell? murag dili palabot ani ang acads! xet! In the next ten days, I will be having two long examinations (so far), four class reportings, two thesis days and 1 partial manuscript defense. After all these, I have to start writing my manuscript because I plan to have my real manuscript defense on the third week of February!

Aside from these nerve-wracking activities, naa pa jud nagpa-dungag sa akong AGONY. Say hello to my diet which doesn't involve real solid foods for a week or so. In short, di na nga ako maka-tulog sa sobrang dami ng gagawin, di pa ako makakain ng tama. So Mom, prepare me a hundred-tablet jar of Iron supplement! I don't want to be rushed into the hospital because of some anemia-related disease :P

Anyway, I have to do this. I have no choice but to face all of these or else, consequences would be worse. I know I'm not alone (marami kami! nyahahaha) and they say that medical school is something like this. So if I really want to go to medical school, dapat sa ganitong situations pa lang, I'm not giving up na. I know I can do this. Ako pa?! I was born to be wild! Nyahahaha :)) But seriously, I have to do this. I MUST DO THIS!

AJA!

heaven or hell?

2010-02-01T17:42:00.002+08:00

Agenda:

- BIO120 Cellular Respiration Lab Report

- BIO120 Lecture 2nd Long Exam

- ZOO120 Lab Reportssssss

- MCB150 Media Prep and material prep for fieldtrip

- Thesis Round 2

All these are gonna happen between February 2-4, 2010!!!

I know that this week is gonna be hell but I know that somewhere in between, it's gonna feel like heaven :D

Anyway, it's February. Let's celebrate life and most especially, let's celebrate LOVE. Tama na iyang emo2x diyan.haha :))

new friends

2010-01-30T18:54:00.002+08:00

Since Gossip Girl, 90210 and Glee won't be coming into the tube real soon, I found new TV series to mesmerize me for a while.

kay vampire2x man.haha :) so far, so good :) I'm still at episode 3 and things are looking pretty well :D

coz Dr. Addison Montgomery ROCKS! \m/

hungry and in pain T_T

2010-01-30T16:08:00.004+08:00

Last Wednesday night, I told my mom that my tooth is aching again and it's giving me a bad headache which leads me to sleep rather than studying (buti na lang na-cancel ang bio120 exam). So she told me that on Saturday morning, I have to go to the dentist. Yay! Finally! It's gonna end my suffering :D

Saturday morning. I was so full of excitement! I really wanted to end this and I have to put an end to this. We got at the dentist at 8:30 in the morning. She called me in. Gave her the x-ray that I had last December and then she took a look in my mouth and suddenly blurted "Ay, kailangan tanggalin ito." WHAT THE HELL!? DILI KO PREPARED T_T

So there, I gave up one tooth. And after that she said, "ay, kailangan din tanggalin ang iyong 3rd molar" HOI! PAANO AKO MAG-CHEW?! Waaaa :(( Anyway, so I had to say goodbye to tooth no. 31 and 32 T_T Kumpleto pa naman sana ngipin ko. Maypa nagpa-braces na lang pud ko ug apil.tsk3.

But anyway, it was hell of fun. It was my first time to try anaesthesia and it really made my mouth NUMB for 4 hours!!! Then nagpalpitate ang aking heart, may nalulon daw ata akong anaesthesia ^_^ But after a while, anaesthesia wasn't fun na :( I don't like feeling numb. It's, uhm, NUMB :(

So after 6 effin' hours, the empty area still hurts (uy, emo much?). I couldn't eat anything solid. After the "mini surgery" (nyahahaha), all I have been eating were ice cream and oats, and I swear, I FEEL SO HUNGRY RIGHT NOW! T_T I eat for the sake of being able to drink my pain relievers and antibiotics :( I could hardly reach up to 5 spoons of the oats and less than 10 spoons from the ice cream. XET! WHAT A LIFE?!Mamayat man pud ko ani oi (uyyy. PWEDE! hahaha :D) YES! Haha:] )

And before I left the dentist, I asked if I could keep my teeth but mom doesn't like the idea :| SO I just took a picture of those na lang.haha :))

L: tooth no. 31; R: tooth no. 32.

Sayang bah. Pwede yan gawing PENDANT! hahaha =))

and the rest of the tools that were used :|

katakot iyong mukhang pliers.haha :))

dentist: wag kang mag-freak out sa mga sounds na marinig mo ha?

me thinking: cool man yan. mag-freak out ako pag may ma-feel akong pain. (nyahaha. emo na pud?)

(going home) waaaa. i felt really weak :(

baby mice

2010-01-27T06:54:00.002+08:00

baby mice :) they look like gummy bears with tails to me! B)

she's being very overprotective already :(

Why on earth did you give birth? You could just have waited for day 20 to come :|

banat on the run :)

2010-01-24T20:03:00.002+08:00

Last Friday afternoon-night @ Silva, Mark's Room. We (me, Joie and Kyle) were trying to see if we could disturb the people playing DOTA (George, Yuri and Daniel).

Banat 1:

July: George, UNGGOY ka ba?

George: ha? bkt? *pero bumalik agad sa paglalaro ng dota*

July: Kasi inakyat mo ang isipan ko, sumabit ka pa sa puso ko!!!

George: NR

pero si Daniel...

Daniel: Aw. Hahaha =)) GEORGE, UNGGOY KA NA LANG GEORGE!!!

George: Ha? Aww.

Mission Accomplished 1: Nagulo namin si Daniel.haha :))

Banat 2:

July: George, ano height mo?

George: 6.

July: Pano ka nag-kasya sa puso ko?!

Mission Accomplished: Natigil si George sa kakalaro ng Dota for a while at nasira pa ang mukha!haha :))

Banat 3:

July: Payat, alam mo bang na-hospital ako???

Yuri: Bakit? *pero ang expression sa kanyang face kay naga-expect na ng banat line*

July: Hindi kasi kinaya ng puso ko ang pagmamahal sayo!

Yuri: SAMUKA OI! :))

Missiom Accomplised: yeah!haha :)) nagulo na namin si Yuri.haha :))

Bonus:

Nasa bed ni Mark si Daniel nung sinabi ko kay Yuri ang Banat no. 3 at nung pina-ulit niya, siya nanaman ang nag-ligid2x sa bed!hahahaha :))

2010-01-24T15:39:00.001+08:00

I wish my coffees were designed this way. At least naman, before ko iinumin, gising na gising na ako sa kakatawa! hahaha =))

q & a

2010-01-24T11:58:00.002+08:00

So I finally decided to change my blogger lay-out. After almost a year, I've gotten it a new look :) Hope she likes it :) And so with change, I decided to answer this super long survey of about just anything under the sun :D It'll be a challenge to read it but I hope you do :)

I. Just Anything :)

What time is it?

- 12:01 pm (just ate lunch)

Who was your first celbrity crush?

- I dunno, I can't remember.haha:))

Have you ever been in love?

- Love comes in many forms, and so I say YES :)

If you could be with someone right now who would it be?

- him :)

What do you like about them?

- Who 'them'? haha :))

What timezone are you in?

- Joie, anong time zone na tayo?haha :)) For all I know, Mark's place belongs to Kuala Lumpur :|

What is your favorite song?

- I have a lot of faves.haha :)) but I'm currently listenint to Boyce Avenue :D Their voices make me drool :P

What is your favorite artist?

- what? dili who?hahaha.

Do you like fried chicken?

- yes! of course! Just ate it for lunch. and yesterday's lunch too.haha

Who is your best friend?

- I've got lots of bestfriends :D

Do you have your own place?

- Nope. it's my parents' :)

What state do you live in?

- State of Calamity.haha :)) corny :P Davao ui. :P It's not a state :|

Do you like to fly in airplanes?

- YES! YES! YES! Please? :D :D :D

Do you like snakes?

- When alive? NO!

What is the best thing about the opposite sex?

- I dunno.haha. you tell me :P

Do you know anyone who attracts you in every way?

- YES :D

Do you smoke?

- NO :) I'm a good girl :)

Do you drink?

- Once in a while.

Rate your intelligence (1-dumbass, 10-Genious)

- I wouldn't.haha :)) You spelled genius wrong :|

Do you know anyone in a bad relationship?

- Baaaad Romaaaaans :D none :)

What time is it now?

- 12:06 :)

II. Seriously :|

What is our purpose here on earth?

- to find my purpose in living :P

If you were in a Japanese cartoon, who would you be and why?

- Sakura?haha. I think she's the only Japanese cartoon I know.haha.

Have you ever tried on under garments of the opposite genders?

- NO WAY!hahha

Why is it that evil dictators always have cool uniforms?

- because they need to have the attitude :)

Which evil dictator do you think had the best uniform?

- i don't know :|

Which best signifies oppression? A Hitler mustache or your mother’s stainless steal frying pan?

- Hitler's mustache went from signs of oppression to a cartoon character's trademark, so I guess it's mothers stainless steal frying pan for me :)

What is the first thing that comes to your mind when I say “war”?

- art :) art of war, dba?

Do humans carry souls?

- at night B) According to TIMES Mag, people might weigh twice their original weight at night for souls might be riding on their backs :D :D :D

Fill in the blank: “___ makes me happy!”

- HE

In the case of homosexuality, do you believe it's sin?

- no. it's genetic. it's main root lies under the very composition of the person's genes and everything beyond that.

If you could teach your mate to do one thing, what would it be?

- mate? classmate? haha. I'll teach them how to do the "owl" sound with their clasped hands :D

Do you have any secret strange fetishes?

- no. i guess.haha.

As of right now, do you feel loved?

- yes. super ♥

Have you ever been in love?

- again, love comes in many forms. YES :D

Condoms. Yes or No?

- hui, ano man to?! haha. I don't know :|

Paper or plastic?

- paper. stop global warming.

If you had a chance, would you ever wear nipple tassels?

- unsa na?

Have you ever gone streaking?

- streaking? streak plating?hahaha :)) ambot ui.

Do you have any special talents?

- How special is 'special'?haha.

Do you care about the people you have romantic relationships with?

- of course :)

Do you consider yourself cruel?

- yes under certain VALID circumstances.

Who is your favorite Disney character? Why?

- tinkerbelle :) Kasi green ang kanyang costume :D

What language do you wish you could speak/understand?

- German :D love your roots!

Do you have more than one cell phone?

- yes.haha.

Medium rare or well done?

- well done. Medium rare might donate a colony of verms in your body. yuck.

Do you have any phobias?

- none so far.

If a hobo jumped you and took your wallet, what would you do?

- stay still until he goes away.

Have you ever cheated on anyone?

- my teacher. sa test.duh!haha.

Are these relationship questions annoying you?

- oh. relatinoship questions pala ito?hahahaha.

How often do you bathe?

- twice a day.

Are you scared to be alone?

- depende kung which place do i be alone.

Are you a People Person?

- depends on the people.haha.

What always seems to leave you paralyzed?

- his gaze :D CHAR! haha.

Who did you last get angry at?

- ay. ayaw na to.haha.

Are you REALLY comfortable with your body?

- NO.haha :)) I wish it was, uhm, better.haha.

What’s your best physical feature?

- ambot.haha.

What’s your quirkiest habit?

- what's quirky?haha.

Is it a bad habit?

- ano nga ang quirky?haha.

Do you have any piercings?

- yes. one on each ear.

What’s your favorite kindergarten memory?

- iyong alligator game.haha.

What do you plan on doing career wise?

- be a rocker doctor!haha. :))

III. Lasts and Have you Evers :)

Last dollar spent: 2 packs of flat tops :D

Last cigarette: never.

Last beverage: zesto twist thingy..ung green.haha.

Last movie: The Art of Seduction :|

Last phone call: Mom

Last song played: Mr. Brightside cover by Boyce Avenue :)

Last bubble bath: sa marco?haha. no tubs at home eh.

Last time you cried: last week, while watching Sad Movie.

Last thing you ate: Brownies Unlimited :D

8 HAVE YOU EVERS:

Have you ever dated a best friend: oooooohh :) *wink wink*

Have you ever skinny dipped: no :D

Have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: nope :)

Have you ever lost someone you loved: yes :(

Have you ever been dumped: the kelangan-ko-ng-space blahs... yeah :c

Have you ever been drunk and threw up: thank God, no!

Have you ever ran away: yes.haha. nung bata pa ako, every time pinapagalitan ako ni mama, mag-layas2x daw ako pero dun lang pala sa bahay ng tita ko pupunta - katabi lng ng bahay namin.haha. na nasa isang compound pa lang jud.haha.

Have you ever wanted someone u thought u couldnt have then found out they liked you: YES! YES! SUPER YES!

7 states you've been to: wala lagi'y states diri.haha

6 things you've done today:

1. ate KK

2. ate BU

3. work

4. went to cousin to tell him that the frog is ready

5. downloaded songs

6. went to the bathroom

5 of your favorite things in no order.

5. bed

4. wallet

3. phone

2. laptop

1. organizer - dili jud ni pede mawala.kay mawala pud ko ug apil.haha.

4 people you can tell [almost] anything to in no order:

- aw.. secret ko na ito.haha.

3 things that make you smile.

- ang mga _-____-___ niya :D

- smiles ng ibang tao :)

- the thought that everything's fine :)

2 things you want to do before you die.

- donate blood

- save a life :D

1 one thing you can't live with out

- my heart. hahaha :)) alangan oi.

exactly!

2010-01-20T02:15:00.000+08:00

Since I learned about "hearts" and the like, I've been wonderin' on why the 'imposter' heart is shaped as such :P

stop starin'

2010-01-19T19:03:00.001+08:00

Right now, I get the stares. Lot's of 'em! But I'd like people to keep on staring until they could figure out the mystery behind these all *wink wink*

oh.

2010-01-17T19:20:00.000+08:00

hate me?

2010-01-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

Can't Cry Hard Enough

2010-01-16T09:02:00.001+08:00

Weeee. Movies to wait for:

February 5, 2010

February 12, 2010

They said it's really a SAD movie..I'm wondering on how could this movie be :D :D :D
I'd let you know :)

And sana kung puwede, hindi ito ang LSS ko for the rest of my week..so sadness :(

2010-01-15T02:51:00.000+08:00

one afternoon sa PI100 class...

Daniel saw a hairpin in my bag..

Daniel: nganu naay giring2x ang hair pin? ngano dili pede na straight na lang siya?
July: *thinking super hard* (after a few seconds) ambot lang.. basig mas dali xa isuot that way..
Daniel: pero bitaw?
July: ay, kabalo na ko..para siguro mas daghan xa na hair na maipit :D
Daniel: HALA OI! DAKO KAAYO TA UG PROBLEMA BAH!

tas during the reporting...

Por-Yooou: blah blah blah kay LOVE IS JUST A CONCEPT.

..then naay July na gikuha ang cellphone para i-text ang friends about sa gi-ingon ni KP. :|

bulletin

2010-01-09T16:49:00.000+08:00

1. How long has it been since you kissed someone?

long time agooo :) but i got lots of hugs and kisses over the xmas break :D

2. Did something amusing happen today?

nothing..i just woke up :P

3. Have you ever liked the same person as your friend?

yes:D

4. What is your favorite line from the last book you read?

sorry, i can't remember the last book i've read.haha.

5. What are you listening to?

steep by nina :)

6. Have you ever truly thought you knew who you were going to marry?

yes.haha. but that was a long stupid time ago..but i'm hoping that the next one after that would truly be the one :)

7. Say something nice about your sibling/s

they're good companies when you wanna play prank >:))

8. What is your favorite name?

mine :D

9. If you could be any age, how old would you be?

stay 18 forever!haha.

10. What is the stupidest thing you've ever done?

a lot already! haha.

11. What made you angry today?

nothing yet..and i have no plans of becoming angry.hehe.

12. What made you happy today?

just the thought of ♥♥♥♥♥♥ :)

13. What was the last compliment you received?

i have good eyes daw.haha.

14. What was the last thing you and your mom talked about?

ink for the printer :D

15. Who is your oldest friend(age-wise)?

my neighbor, teng2x :D

16. Who is your youngest friend?

my neighbor's little brother, still 3 yrs old :D

17. What made you smile today?

ung text ni mam anna with the U na may umlaot.haha:))

18. I say boys, you say?

my if poor.hahaha.

19. Name something you dislike about the day you're having?

the weather! it makes me want to sleep again!!!

20. Is it cute when guys/girls kiss you on your forehead?

YES. i sooo love it :D ♥

21. Are you happy right now?

yes :D

22. What are you sitting on right now?

chair.haha.

23. Does anyone regularly - other than family - tell you they love you?

♥♥♥

24. If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?

autumn :D

25. Could you go out in public looking like you do now?

no.hahah.

26. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

yes :)

27. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

NO!haha.

28. Where was the last place you went besides your house?

SM.. had pizza with Joie, Cha, Ralph, Neil, Mon, Kyle and Mikko.. it was really a great!!! hahahaha.

29. Have you ever been rude to someone without even realizing it?

yes..a lot of times :(

30. How is you hair right now?

i tied up it..it was quite magulo kanina eh..

31. What annoys you?

annoying people?haha.

32. Can your best friend be replaced?

NO! NEVER!!!

33. Last person you were on the phone with for more than 20 minutes?

♥♥♥♥♥♥ :D :D :D you know who you are.haha.

34. Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?

NO!

35. Do you flirt a lot?

no..they flirt with me :P

36. Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party?

crazy PIZZA party.haha.

37. Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over?

nope :) they tend to become a better person than the previous one :P

38. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

nope..

39. Ever kissed a green eyed person?

nope.. but i wish!haha. (D. Radcliffe)

40. Is there anyone you want to come see you?

YES! kung pwede everyday jud!haha.

41. Do you think that crying is a form of weakness?

nope..it's the easiest (and safest) way to keep in touch with your emotions :)

42. What were you doing at 12:00am last night?

asleep :) got tired of laughing too much :D

43. Do you miss someone right now?

YES! sooo much!

44. Why did your last kiss occur?

i don't know :|

45. In the next 48 hours will you hang out with a girl?

wildlife101 classmates :D

46. Would you rather go back a week or forward?

forward! needs to go forward!!!haha.

47. Looking back now, did you ever waste too much time on someone that treated you badly?

nope..never had those regrets:)

48. Have you broken the law in the past 5 days?

yes :D in front of a police pa :)

49. Did you do something mean to someone today?

yes. haha.

50. When was the last time you saw someone attractive?

just now. myself. in the mirror!hahahah:))

51. What did you do today?

lunch. sleep. chat. cook. eat. answering this.

52. Do you go by your first or middle name?

nickname :)

53. Have you told anybody you loved them today?

not yet. haha:)

54. I bet your favorite color is black?

no..it's green :D

55. Think back three months ago, were you single?

3 months ago, YES :D hahahhaha

56. Have you ever found it hard to get over someone?

yes :(

57. Is the person you last texted single?

yes.

58. How many different drinks have you had today?

59. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?

it depends kung sino si someone else :)

60. Who was the last person you saw that wasn't family?

Kyle and Joie.

61. Have you ever kissed anyone with a tongue ring?

NO! NEVER!!! haha.

62. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?

i can't remember.haha.

63. Do you believe your ex cares about you?

ambot! haha.

64. What's the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?

TRUST, coz this is usually the reason of most fights. Anyway, Love is already inherent, so I'm going for TRUST :)

65. Who were you last in a car with?

Mon and Mikko..sa taxi!haha.

66. What time did you get up this morning and why?

10 am. haha.

67. Has anyone made you upset lately?

nope.

68. Do you miss your past?

no. i love my present so much :D

69. What is the last thing you said out loud?

"ito na lang sa'yo o, kay cute.haha." - to king, while I was giving him a little bowl of the food that I cooked.hehe.

70. Name something exciting you are doing tomorrow?

uhhhh...

71. Does any part of your body hurt right now?

my head!

72. Can you recall the last time you really liked someone?

YES!

73. What happened at 9:00 am today?

i woke up.haha.

74. Do you tend to waste a lot of money?

sometimes.haha. but now, i have to save :D

75. Do you have trust issues?

sometimes..depends on the person.

76. Do you think this year will be better than the last?

i am hoping so! :D ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

77. Do you think age matters in relationships?

mental age siguro, OO!haha.

78. When was the last time you got a haircut?

november.

79. Did you sing at all today?

nope.

80. Are your lips chapped at the moment?

nope :)

2010-01-06T19:47:00.000+08:00

Just proven this:

1. Got myself feel very happy one night *wink wink*

2. A few minutes ago, I found something that put me in pain. *sob*

But this is really freakin' TRUE!

This morning...
July: gi-try ko ito one time bah, and it WORKED! naghanap ako ng something na makapa-super happy sa akin..tas sa right talaga siya nag-tulo.
friend: oh? totoo talaga?
July: So far. Pero maghanap muna ako ng something na maka-feel ako ng pain para ma-confirm talaga.

new year, new hobby

2010-01-02T15:25:00.000+08:00

Meet my new BEST FRIEND :D

I didn't know what got into me, but one night, while I was just staring at the monitor, I decided to get Pol's guitar and take it to a little play.

I wanted to play REALLY LOUD music that night but I could because I just polished my nails (see, it's BLUE) and I don't have any plans of ruining it :) So the next morning, I went to SM to buy myself a guitar pick :D

Yeah! and it's PINK :P Haha.

Since then on, the guitar stays in my room. :) Happy GUITAR-ing to me :D owyeah! \m/

P.S. Talking about NEW things for NEW year, I got my self a new dream. Last Jan 1 noon, I suddenly thought na gusto ko maging Oncologist. Haha :) Diba??Haha. Kasi if I COULD be a really good oncologist, diba it would be really cool if I could save a lot of people from dying too early? haha :D

hello 2010

2010-01-02T01:10:00.000+08:00

Oh dear. What a FUN way to start 2010! Promise, I just got brainwashed. :P THANKS :D

Since it's new year, so I guess I must also have a new life (but do we always have to wait for new year before we pursue changes?) Anyway, so I also have my own list of resolutions but I wouldn't want you guys to know what are those but what is important is that I must be able to fulfill these, not only for 2010, but also for the many years to come :D Then I also found this short prayer that I believe is wonderful and I'd have this as my guide when things aren't going well. So here it is:

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, to change the things I can and the knowledge to know the difference. Amen.

Hope this would help you too :)

So, for the FUN part! :D Found these quotes over the internet and I'd be glad to share them to you :D Ito lang muna, the rest shall come out in other blog posts :D

And lastly, here's a song. I've been playing this sa guitar since last week pa (since the piano is too heavy to be brought up here, so guitar na lang, at least para rin daw hindi ma-lost ang skills -- CHAR!) haha :D Aside from my playlist, my room would sometimes be noisy of guitar music. Weeeee :) ENJOY! :D

P.S. Just so you know :) HAPPY NEW YEAR :D

4 years later :)

2009-12-31T11:38:00.000+08:00

Look who I found at SM City Davao yesterday (December 30, 2009)!!!

I've been missing him soooo much since the day he graduated but I never knew that I would stumble over him one of these days :D And yes, it has been over FOUR FREAKIN' YEARS since we last saw each other. Kaya naman super smiles kami when we saw and spoke to each other :D Weeeeee.

Why Shield 2005 Photographers? In Shield 2005, I was the ONLY Associate Editor (poor me) so my task was to be the assistant of every editor in all five departments (Art, Business, Comp/Text, Lay-out and Photo) plus, I also had to be the assistant of the Editor-in-Chief and Managing Editor. In short, isa akong dakilang assistant! Anyway, among the 5 different departments, it was the Photo who really needs super help. Plus, Ian's staff are very rare. You'd be lucky to find one of them walking around *wink wink*. So, Ma'am Amy kept on asking for my help to assist Ian in his coverages and the like. And it ended up to the point that I was working for his department na lang. So there, we got very close and spent almost every afternoon together. He was like my 'kuya' and bestfriend at that time. So when he graduated, I was really saddened tas nag-AdMU pa jud siya. Tsk3. So so far away :(

Anyway, the point is, we saw each other yesterday and had a little chit-chat and that's very enough to complete my 2009.

So yes guys, LET'S CALL IT A YEAR :D

ASSume

2009-12-27T01:05:00.000+08:00

It was never my intention to hurt anyone and yes girl, that includes you. I thought this issue was way over between the two of us. But now, you are putting it back on. And seriously, you scare the hell out of me every time I see you walking down the hallway.

And once again, you being hurt is not my fault. No guilts here. Swear. I gave you the chance. I let go. Then I hoped that he'd come to you and live happier in your presence. You were happy and the thought made me feel satisfied and happy.

But then again, it was mostly a lie. And again, no guilts here. I had nothing to do on how he feels about you (or me). And for the past month, I DID NOT CARE AT ALL. I was all happy and jolly and joyful with the people who made me feel happy and jolly and joyful. And I did great. And I was hoping you were doing great too. But no...

Two things:

1. I never took him away from you if he's the one who came to me ~~and said that he misses me a lot~~.

2. Never ASSume again. Please. It's for your own sake. Try Bob Ong's quotes. It bull's-eyed you, right?

Lastly,

I think, under certain possibilities, I'm not the one who makes his heart skip a beat. But what I am certain, that it is not YOU. I'm really sorry.

Shoutout:

"So, wala na talaga? XD" - I don't think we were destined to understand each other. Seriously. :|

monkey :|

2009-12-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

Joie, why have you given me a George? XD

Haha. Merry Christmas Friends! :D

human blood O.o

2009-12-12T00:09:00.001+08:00

Last Friday afternoon, for the sake of our laboratory experiment in MCB150, we had to collect about 54mL (more or less) of human blood (na-chaka kasi iyong sheep blood..anyway, don't ask :|)... So I had to find 5 people who have O as their blood type and are willing to donate 10-12 mL of their blood :) So I got me, neil, george, anj and aidz.

The blood extraction started around 1pm and I asked if I could go first because I had a class by 1:30. Since George wanted to come with me, he had to go second.

Anyway, there we were, walking along the corridor after the seminar ended. Kuya Weller and his friends saw us and were wondering why we have those small plaster things on our elbow joint:

Kuya Weller: *puzzled face* unsa na? na-unsa mo?

July: *smiles* nag-ano ka... (wasn't able to finish what I said kay nisingit si George)

George: nagpa-HIV test *big smile*

July: *shocked face* O.o

Kuya Weller: *shocked and puzzled face* ngano? nag-unsa diay mong duha???

July: (thinking) that didn't sound good.. O_o

And I think we never got to say the real reason to Kuya Weller and his friends..tsk3. George man gud ba.haha :D

free hugs :)

2009-12-10T22:35:00.001+08:00

I'm not here to fall in love, I'm here to have fun! :D

Deviance Day = Mafia Wars + Free HUGS (and more hugs) = SUPER FUN! :)

The FUN-ness is just enough to sustain me a whole night of studying and lab reporting :D

"I needed you to help me decide but it turned out that you became the decision."

OWYEAH!

THIS IS VERY FUN! :D

"today, i got hurt counts fingers six times"

2009-12-05T20:22:00.000+08:00

So far in my existence as a Biology student, this has been the busiest semester ever! The lecture classes, even though they are only offered as a one-hour class per meeting, the lessons that were discussed would take ages to decipher and analyze :( Laboratory classes that go far beyond the class schedule. Lunch-less days. Free time spent by reading materials for PI 100 class. And nights being spent answering guide questions.

Seriously, I NEED A BREAK! It has only been 3 or 4 weeks but everything's a living HELL!

Okay, so here are some little updates:

THESIS

My adviser told me to study for my upcoming NMAT instead of getting too pre-occupied with my thesis work because she has to use the laboratory for her research for a while. But as promised, I have to work on it after NMAT. Besides, I have to spend the entire Christmas vacation writing my manuscript because on January or so, I have to present my manuscript in a mock defense for the bio199b class which be held in Lorenzo Hall early next year.

PSALM Inc.

It has really been a while since I attended the regular Thursday night fellowship and it was really good to be back and see my old friends again. There were a lot of new faces in the crowd and some of the second years and third years are becoming active with the org already so we won't have to worry about on who's going to manage the org once we graduate :) Last Thursday, they asked me to give out my testimonies and it really felt good to be able to say out the things that I wasn't able to blurt out for the past months :)

BLOOD TEST

So far, this laboratory exercise in ZOO120 has been so far the highlight of my semester. I wasn't only able to learn the physiochemical reactions in our bodies but it also gave me life lessons as well :) In this class, it was my first time to make a cut through the human skin and my first patient was Aidz. It took me three tries to make the cut and after doing it successfully, I realized that the human skin is really THICK!

During the actual Blood Test Laboratory Exercise, me and my groupmates gathered enough strength to prick our own fingers by ourselves and I swear, it wasn't easy. After our first try (except for Ralph who never got the courage to do it himself), Mikko and I were like trembling and felt really cold afterwards. The pain was really throbbing and we kept on saying that we should do all the tests that needed our blood so that we no longer have to prick ourselves again. Unfortunately, we clot really fast and had to prick ourselves over and over again. Ralph got about a total of 4 or 5 pricks, I got 6 and Mikko, for the win, got a total of 8 :D

Now, for the *EMO* part, here are the things that I personally learned and I learned from others:

The first shot was the most painful one and getting over it took a long time. -me

No pain, no gain. -Ralph Basmayor

Mabuti pang i-prick ang sarili, alam ko kung kelan ako masasaktan. -Ma'am Marie

The unforgettable pain made me bleed. but i have to get through it. -Joie Sheen Bastian

Nasaan na ba ang crush ko? I need to see him para maraming blood na ma-pump out! -me again :P

Seriously, the first prick I made to myself was really the most painful. But the succeeding ones were not painful enough but still, pain was felt. And the rest of the pricks were nothing to me. Also, every time I used my ring finger as the source of blood, it bled the most amount of blood. So is it true than that the ring finger has a vein that is directly connected to the heart? Haha. I think so... :)

Finally, here's a song I'd like to offer to that one person out there:

free time

2009-11-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

Since my student told me that he had to miss my lesson for tonight due to some valid reasons, I decided to update you guys with my life instead :)

The first week of classes had just passed and it seemed like a long week to me. When people had to spend boring, never-ending-spending-on-food in canteens or just simply to lay down on top of the table counters in the Wildlife Laboratory, I on the other hand had to spend HOURS in the Eco-Physio Laboratory for my thesis cold and alone (char! emo? haha). And the worst part of my week, you might want to ask? Last Friday afternoon, it was our first meeting for Bio199b, and to our surprise, it wasn't Ma'am Gamby that got into our room but it was her bestfriend, Ma'am ANNA! You should have seen all our faces, we were ALL SMILING :D Anyway, back to my thesis, horror struck my face when she said,

"since you were able to present your outlines to your classmates in bio199a, this time, you have to present to me your MANUSCRIPTS..."

Ma'am, this isn't COOL!

If I could melt myself at that moment, I SWEAR, I REALLY WOULD!!! I have defended my outline in front of more than 20 people already and do I have to do it with my manuscript too? Oh good Lord, why are you doing this to me?! haha. Just kidding :) I actually made plans already that only me, my advisers and panelists would be the only people present in my manuscript defense. But I guess, it would no longer be happening :(

Right now, I'm currently juggling my manuscript, NMAT, job and academics all in one night until December 13. And After Dec 13, I have to spend my Christmas vacation drafting my manuscript.

So guys, I have explained myself already. So don't wonder on why I will be missing MORE events in the future T_T. But of course, I wouldn't miss out the 9 mornings. It's my only chance to WISH that I won't be a walking zombie by the beginning of 2010.

"wish for you on a fallin' star, wonderin' where you are? do i ever cross your mind on a warm sunshine?"

another [PHOTO]blog

2009-11-03T19:20:00.000+08:00

Up to this moment, I still feel very happy upon knowing that I passed BIO151. For days and weeks, I had already conditioned myself to accept the thought that there is a greater probability that I might be getting a 5.0 (or 4.0) grade for this subject. But thank GOD! I PASSED! weeeeeee :)

Thank you Ma'am :) This was actually the only thing that has been bugging me over the sembreak. I couldn't do a lot of happy things because every time I do, I'd always remember BIO151. Haha :) It has really been haunting me for the past two or three weeks. But now, I'm FREEEEEEEE! Thank you Lord :)

One thing I realized that over the sembreak, there was never a day that I stayed all day at home :| And I really wanted to but plans, invites and errands and THESIS would always come around pull me out of my couch. Gusto ko pa naman sana matapos ang House Season 5. :( Pfffft. Sadness T_T Wala man lang kahit one day of relaxation?

There was a week that I'd spent whole days in the lab just to try and finish some things and swear for over a week, I never ate fish! Haha :) I was only able to eat one when we had dinner (Sir Jong, Neil and I) at Rai Rai Ken one Thursday night, tas raw fish pa jud! haha :) TAGAM na ko sa FISH :P Pero sige lang, my labgown looks good bitaw, so maka-motivate mag-work sa lab.haha :P

One thing I also realized, KAPOY PALA MAG-PHOTOSHOOT! Haha :) John and I decided to have two packages for the group shots of Shield. XET, KAKAPOI! Haha :) We were not yet done with the first package, we already started to feel very tired.haha :) We had the photoshoot on a Saturday, then by Tuesday we had another one! Haha :)

these are just SOME of the photos :P

Another thing that I had fun doing: my NAILS! :D

this is the first Nail Art I've done :)

BOOKS: My Tita gave me ALL THESE! Well except for Dr. Feynman's book which was from Sir Jong. :) I'm not a bookworm but they told me that these are great books :) Anyway, natapos na lang ang sembreak and not one of them was I able to finish reading :P

And look who I stumbled into at SM one Tuesday afternoon:
I was texting Jesse that time tas we were at McDonald's. One of my friends was waiting in line to order a Sundae. Jesse was also texting too tas later on, he bumped into me (literally) by accident! haha :D we were both really shocked to see one another dun! haha :)

Haha! Tama pala! the GROUP DATE! Courtesty of Kuya Domz :) Saag ang aking date :P

And while typing this blog, I realized one thing :) After ng aking manuscript defense, I plan to buy myself a new phone as a gift to myself :) Which do you think is better? Hmmm... help me choose :D

an LG KS360 phone, Php 8,900 (as of November 3, 2009)

myPhone Q21, Php 4950 (as of November 3, 2009)

Weeee. Di pa ako tapos nakapag-enroll but I'm so excited for the 2nd semester to start. Then it'll be followed by 1st semester next year and then HELLO MEDICAL SCHOOL! Weeeeeee :)

LG KS360

2009-11-02T14:32:00.000+08:00

You will soon be mine :)

lovely...

2009-10-20T14:43:00.000+08:00

Peace everyone :)

And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Cuz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And desire and love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

And it's someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child that saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this endless fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

sembreak naaaaaa

2009-10-17T10:25:00.000+08:00

I just came to realize that we only have a 2-week semestral break plus 1 week for enrollment. Anyway, I'm making the most out of it. :D My first week of sembreak is already fully loaded, parties here and reunions there, I know it's gonna be fun :P However, the 2nd week is quite empty and boring, so I decided to delve into TV series all week long ^_^.

And so, the following:

Gossip Girl Season 3

I'm soooooo in love with New York already!

90210 Season 2

This series is a bit shallow but it sure takes my mind off the deepest things ^_^

Grey's Anatomy Season 6

Drama, romance and comedy all packed in one great series! And don't forget that their surgeons too :)

House MD Season 4

I'm soooooo excited to start this! The first three seasons were really great! If you want to be a doctor in the future, House MD is the show that would really inspire you to do better next time :)

Glee Season 1

Sir Jong recommended me to watch this and some of my friends said that it's really great. And yes, I'll watch this. I just have to find a link to episode 1 first O_o

It Started with A Kiss

I forgot if this was Japanese or Chinese, I think it's a Chinese Show.haha :) Anyway, I have been watching this since summer but I never got to finish it. I think I have 7 or 8 episodes more to finish this one. Anyway, I know it's mababaw but sometimes, these kind of shows are really fun and entertaining to watch.

is that so?

2009-10-13T19:19:00.000+08:00

One afternoon in my mom's office:

Tita Lorena: may boyfriend ka ngayon ly?
July: Wala *smiles*
Tita Lorena: bakit man?
July: busy *smiles more*
Tita Lorena: baka makalimutan mo na mag-asawa niyan ha.
July: oo nga noh.

WOW Tita, may point ka. Haha :) Actually, for the past few months, all I had been thinking about my future is to go to medical school and become a good doctor :D Anyway, the future can wait and so is my future husband and kids. But if that couldn't wait, I have always considered adoption as an option even with our without a father for the child :P

Haha. Sige oi, mag-study na ako ng BIO101. Damn articles, you gave me lots of headaches! T_T

sad

2009-10-07T19:35:00.000+08:00

hindi mo na kailangan pang.ito'y sabihin pa.na mayroong nagbago sa loob ng puso mo. wala akong magagawa.kundi palayain ka.kaya't pinilit kong huwag aminin sa iyo. kung alam mo lang kaya.ang tunay na nadarama.nanaisin mo pa bang lumayo sa piling ko. at kung alam mo lang sana.kailan ma'y di mawawala.ang pag-ibig ko sa 'yo.laging nasa puso ko. akala ko ay kaya na.ngayong wala ka na.nguni't hindi pala.limutin ka'y di magawa. palagi kong tinatanong.sa sarili ko ito.ikaw ba'y lalayo 'pag lahat ay inamin ko. kung alam mo lang kaya.ang tunay na nadarama.nanaisin mo pa bang lumayo sa piling ko. at kung alam mo lang sana.kailan ma'y di mawawala.ang pag-ibig ko sa 'yo.laging nasa puso ko. pipilitin kong itago ang lahat na 'to. ngunit patuloy ko tanong.kailan kaya magwawakas, o, ito! kung alam mo lang kaya.ang tunay na nadarama. nanaisin mo pa bang lumayo sa piling ko. at kung alam mo lang sana.kailan ma'y di mawawala.ang pag-ibig ko sa 'yo.laging nasa puso ko. kung alam mo lang kaya.ang tunay na nadarama. nanaisin mo pa bang lumayo sa piling ko.

i'm not hungry, just sick and sad.

"if i haven't prioritized my emotions first, I should be graduating this march :( Honestly, I can't wait to graduate."

it was all good :)

2009-10-04T08:28:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, I was trying to find a way on how to make my day any better. But it seemed that as the day went on, I got madder and madder every minute. People around me keeps on triggering my do-not-push button! Urgh! HATE YOU PEOPLE! I had to deal with the madness for about half a day until a random person along the street smiles at me and say THANK YOU because of something I did good.

"Kung sino pa iyong di mo kilala, sila pa iyong nagpapasaya ng araw mo..."

That's why I sent a text message to some of my friends asking on who is willing to become my punching bag. :P Anyway, I decide to buy myself a pack of Skittles Tropical and a Kitkat Chunky to help ease my day. But then again, as I was reading my BIO101 article, I felt that stupid headache again that Biogesic couldn't cure :( So I had to suffer the whole night with a headache because of the stupid mad thing I felt (and yeah, the journal article too). Good thing that the Wizards of Waverly Place the Movie that I was downloading was already finished so I watched the movie until I fell asleep (pero natapos ko siya ui).

So sa dream, it was all worth it! My friends gave me the permission to punch them around (in my dreams lang) but yeah, I got to punch them real hard. I punched them for eating my chocolates. I punched them for tickling me. I punched them for teasing me. I punched them for taking pictures of me. I punched them for calling my name. So ano? Gusto niyo pa magpa-punch? Haha.

Anyway, it was all good :D I woke up with a good mood, headache-free. It was as if that my dream made me release all the bad energies that I had the night before. And seriously, it was all good! :D (except for the morning greeting I got). Anyway, I have come into a conclusion: if your sad, SLEEP. if you're mad, SLEEP. It's better that way. :D :D :D

I'd like to extend my gratitude to the following:

i know it's a mababaw movie to watch but mababaw movies make me feel a lot better :) you should watch it if you're a fan of selena gomez :)

luod ang lasa nung pineapple thingy.

of course, food for the heart ;)

let's do this

2009-10-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

So two more weeks before sembreak and I really can't wait to get out of UP Mindanao's premises just for once! But before that, I still have the following list:

1. BIO101 Molecular Advancement Report
2. ZOO 113 Lab Circulatory and Urogenital Systems Long Exam
3. ZOO 113 Lec and Lab Projects
4. And oh, btw, kelan ang exam sa ZOO 113 lec?
5. BOT 150 Portfolio slash Scrapbook
6. BIO101 3rd Long during the finals week
7. BIO 151 din (bestfriends talaga kayong dalawa ma'am)
8. THESIS! And I think this will require me to have a night or two of overnight session in CSM (damn!)

And yeah, I CAN'T WAIT TO PLAY DEAD FOR THE SEMBREAK!

Hopes for:
1. A granted permission for Marbel
2. A granted permission for Bukidnon for PLTI.
3. A Mt. Apo climb.
4. Money?!

HELP!!!

I'm currently watching 90210, Gossip Girl, Grey's Anatomy and House MD. Tonight, I'm gonna try my best to sleep soundly and by tomorrow, my whole world will start to collapse. And that reminds me, I HAVE NO BALLPEN pala! I have been subsidizing on pencil for the past few days so I'm gonna by me a new one tomorrow.

I'm gonna finish one more Gossip Girl Episode and two more House Episodes and I'm DONE!

NOT Sincerely,

Me :|

:)