wrong

5.11.2008 @ 2:50 PM♥

It's 2:42 am na pero gising pa rin ako. I can't sleep right now so I decided to write something. And if you would ask, why I haven't just gone online and spend my insomniac nights there, well, I'd say that multiply tonight is quiet, friendster got boring and my YM buddies are all asleep. Plus, if I'd talk with my friends through YM, they would just get bored because I'd be talking about the same story to them again and again.

I know it's not me so you don't have to worry, okay?

I'd really want to say this line to some person right now for this person makes me feel that my heart is being crushed and squeezed just enough to make me not breathe.

Honestly, I'd want to be not the girl that he was talking about but the thought that there is a different girl whom he is referring to, it just feels so different and difficult. It's very hard to breathe properly when he is around. I'd always need water to sustain my body fluids when he is beside me.

Having to be able to feel this difficulty is really not good. I shouldn't be feeling this type of emotion with him in the first place. It is totally wrong. And I guess, also, by assuming that he was really talking about me, is another wrong thing.

How many wrong things should I be doing just to prove that everything that is happening right now is really wrong. Statistically speaking, 3 samples/observations would not count on this phenomenon. Everything is just so wrong.

wrong

5.11.2008 @ 2:50 PM♥

5.11.2008 @ 2:50 PM♥