blown away by three and a two
6.15.2008 @ 12:13 AM♥
Right now, I'm in the hype of desperately bursting out my feelings, all my rants and yaw yaw to anyone! Jesse, I kind-a need you right now! I sooooo miss you!
Anyway, I'm currently loaded up with annoying people. I have nothing against them but they always come out of the blue and most of the time, succeeds in pissing out my day.
Here's what they've done and what they made me feel:
isolation - it doesn't mean that because I don't like to have that object near me, you have to totally take it away from me! damn it! I know to handle that object myself and it really doesn't mean that you too would be making 'gulo2x' in the middle of this idiosyncrasy. You make me feel hopeless and I feel like a JERK. dammit!
own - hey, it's for everyone! you do not have to take it then name it as your own! stupid o!
out - Sense of belongingness? I guess I'm out. I may be a jealous person when it comes to these things so please do not ever test me. please!
to my friends who might read this, I know that someday, you'd talk about this post full of blind items. but still i'm not telling you. sorry.
Jesse, I still need you! It's different when you get to speak it out loud.
T_T