YOU

11.20.2008 @ 5:15 AM♥

Since people get tired of listening to my rants (haha, I KNOW), some people simply couldn't relate to me and while some people just can't keep their words (haha! :P), I decided to post this whatever-ness here in this blog (I don't even care who gets to read this, you won't understand it anyway, haha!) For the past few days, I realized that I am the only one who could understand myself BEST, and no other person else. So whatever I feel right now, well its best to talk it out myself first! :P

Well, this is simply IT! Before, I got used to the phenomenon that when people talk something about me behind my back, I simply DID NOT CARE coz I always thought "WHY SHOULD I BE BOTHERED BY THE THINGS THAT PEOPLE THINK ABOUT ME???" And since then, I never cared. But this time, it really caught my attention because this "thing" a certain person thinks about me is REALLY UNINTELLIGIBLE. I don't know where he/she gets his/her logic else, does he/she have a fully-functional logical brain at all.

Can't you get it? Even if how many times that you explain to me that all I've been thinking about you thinking it about me wasn't true, just THINK MORE. Just really really really THINK MORE, MORE and MORE, maybe you'll be able to think on why I have thought of that in the first place. Oh, crap! I haven't told you yet? You are no good at all at hiding your own feelings, no goot at all...

tsk tsk tsk

Furthermore, I have quite a few persons in mind whom I'm getting to hate so much:
- those who are pretentious
- those who can't keep their words
- those who feel that they could conquer the world by talking

I might be one (or more) of the types I've mention above, but I don't really care because I'd rather hate my self at the very highest level than to hold a grudge on other person's crap. I'm sorry, I just can't help it because it's you yourself that's making me feel MAD about you, so blame yourself if you're being intimidated with what I have coz after all, it just begun with YOU>

YOU

11.20.2008 @ 5:15 AM♥

11.20.2008 @ 5:15 AM♥