risk

12.13.2008 @ 2:51 PM♥

Juliet:
Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
You knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said

Romeo:
Marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talk to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just yes

"I now allow you to hurt me over and over again, if that's the best thing to do. I'd want to love you, then hurt me, love you again, then hurt me again until my heart would feel numb and I'd feel it's as if I've never loved you at all."

Emo moments -- I love having these times in some portions of my life (but not always) because it makes me realize of the things that I really want in life. It's Christmas break and I've been thinking a lot about stuffs for the past few hours (and not thinking about my outline would really kill me by Monday). Right now, my mind is so clouded with thoughts, feelings of happiness, sorrows and confusions. My hands are trembling at this very moment as I am typing this sentence. My stomache, it lurches up and down everytime I hear this melody, I just wanted to cry my heart out but I couldn't (because mom is just outside my window and she might wonder on what's happening in my room) and also, I am still having problems in breathing so if I cry, I might end up having a panic attack -- swear, I don't want to go back to the hospital again, that place sucks.

Not so long ago, I've decided to let my self free and venture into the wild on my own. I promised myself to take all the opportunities and the risks that I have to encounter and in the end, I don't have to regret with whatever choice that I would choose. (Now, even if the song has changed to the tune of the Lion Sleeps Tonight by N'sync, my hands are still trembling).

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