of dreams and nightmares

4.09.2009 @ 10:21 PM♥

I've always loved to sleep. In fact, I've been craving to sleep for more than 4 hours each night since January of this year and it really felt good when I was able to do so since April started. At first, I have been dealing with the headaches that I get for oversleeping each day. I've also given up eating breakfast each morning since I already wake up at eleven in the morning as its earliest :) And I thought my next problem would be skipping lunch because for the past two mornings, I started waking up at one or two in the afternoon already!

However, missing my lunch wasn't the next problem that I thought I should be dealing with but sweet dreams turning into NIGHTMARES!

Last summer, I dreamt of getting married. What's wrong with it was that as I was walking down the aisle, I encountered the person whom I love along the way and he told me, "good luck!" What the hell was that? I know that dreams aren't literal but why was I getting married to the wrong person? The person at the end of the line wasn't the man whom I wanted to my husband-to-be. Anyway, after that dream, I don't think I'd still want to get marry someday. Haha! Kidding!

So last night, I slept and my dream was that me and some of my friends were task to do a special project which required us to be flown to another "magical" place (e.g. the MOON--yah, I know. weird). I sat beside my friend inside the "magical flying vehicle" a.k.a. airplane. During the trip, this was what our conversation was about:

me: I'm getting sleepy. I'll sleep muna ha?
him: oo, pero wait, sa 10 ha? or 11 ba un?
me: huh?
him: iyong sagot mo.
me: ay oo! hala sorry! i forgot! makalimutin baya ako sa mga dates. wait i'll get my calendar (na nasa phone and he got his phone to check the calendar also)
him: ay, 14 pala.
me: hmmm..sa 14. okay, okay. Ay, ano nga ang mangyayari sa 14?
him: iyong sagot mo nga.
me: oo nga! sabi ko nga, dba?

*he took something out of his pocket*

him: dalahin mo ito ha.

I held it on the palm of my hands and I noticed that it was glittering. It was glittering in blue and silver. It was really beautiful! Anyway, the conversation was about him asking me to be his girlfriend. After that, I woke up and I was a little bit upset, maybe because of two probable reasons: one, dreams usually means the opposite of reality (so maybe he'll never ask me that question in real life) or two, he might ask me but will I be happy about it? I want to be happy and I know I'd be really happy if it does come true. I know I'd be very happy even if it would take us a longer time to get there.

I've been wanting a necklace with this pendant on since I saw it on JP's (from the Another Cinderella Story movie) neck. And guess what? This was the blue and silver glittery thing that he gave to me in my dream. Weird huh?

of dreams and nightmares

4.09.2009 @ 10:21 PM♥

4.09.2009 @ 10:21 PM♥