wat d HELL?

2.20.2009 @ 9:02 PM♥

For this semester, this must have been my most exhausting and depressing week the most! Since Sunday night until Friday afternoon, all the things that happened had been putting me DOWN! Everyday, I faced a series of "challenges" that drained both my PHYSICAL and MENTAL (pede pud PSYCHOLOGICAL) energies. Defense + exams + sleepless nights and days = MURDER of my inner peace and happiness :(

But nonetheless, I had survived (though I wasn't 'that' satisfied with the outcome of some), the point is, I got through this week without thinking of getting a suicidal act (but I did end up walking along the CSM corridors this Friday afternoon saying, "gusto nako mandunggab ug tao! maski kinsa pede!" and I even told Daniel N. "Dan, kng may dying sa med mission, pede nako siya dunggabon? gusto jud nako mandunggab ug tao karon," Haha. Yeah. How horrifying it is to think about that kind of thought.

Anyway, just to clear everything, no one got stabbed, okay?

I also decided to listen to Sir Jong's Chem 17 class last Friday, uhm, night. Chem 17 lessons do really make me happy! Among the Chem courses, this is my favorite course the most. So there, I was in my happy place for an hour (or so) and yeah, some of my depressions disappeared (yay!).

And oh, another thing. I gave myself a 24-hour call of no-academic-related activities. I need to relax my right side of the brain. It had been dying to be used the entire week, so I'm using it for the next 24 hours and that is through sleeping. Haha.

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