i'm going to the place where love and feeling good don't ever cost a thing
3.07.2009 @ 7:14 AM♥
and the pain you feel is a different kind of pain...This must have been the greatest challenge that we all have to go through: dealing with pain. I'm not referring to any particular person since this is applicable to almost everyone including myself.
Oh yeah. It hurts but not that intense anymore. I tried to deal with it for the past few weeks and I'm glad to say that I had improvements. I don't feel the pain anymore, neither the happiness. I think I'm getting to become numb to both situations. I feel so numb that I could no longer fake my smiles. So the next you see me not smiling, it's not because I'm mad at you but it would simply mean that I couldn't smile for you anymore. Kei?
But I am hoping that it wouldn't reach to that point. I don't want to and I'm still trying my best to smile very often.
Honestly, right now, I have no f*cking idea on how to patch things up. I don't know where to start nor even I do not know if I should be patching things up. I think it's all up to fate to do this and all I could ever do is to wait. Yes, wait more and wait again. T_T
By the way, as I promised one student, here it is:
His name is Tack and he's occupation is a web designer. I asked him if I could see one of the websites that he had designed, and he was generous enough to show me one and mind to tell you, it was really cool and amazing, simple yet flashy! Here's a screenshot of it:
If you want to see the whole page, you could check this site:
http://www.quilt-cube.com
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1,2,3,4 || LOVE knows no boundaries... || wat d HELL? || Lub-Dub, Lub-Dub, Lub-Dub || i want... || warped || before getting serious with a guy... || month(s) || bye social life || i never thought they existed ||
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