Unhappy

I just realized that it's also healthy to get mad sometimes. For the past few hours, I ended up wrestling with my pillows. I have punched them several times until I get really tired. I tried to cry but then, I realized that wrestling is a way better option :D But now, I could feel my heart burn :( It really hurts and I'm still wondering why I can't explain the reason for such T_T

Haaaaaiiii... I never knew what happened to us. If only the world could give us a chance to talk about it in the future, I am very willing! I may not anymore feel anything "special" for you right now thus I guess it'll be okay to open up the things we never closed and then patch them up again.

I know that you now love her and I don't give a damn about it. You're happy with her, and that's all I need to see. You've loved me before and it was really one of the feelings that I would never want to forget. It was so "magical" as what you have put it. But I have let it go now and I know that you did too. Things between us were very uncertain but at least, you assured me even if we were not bound by a certain string of commitment. Thank you so much for everything. I appreciate it a lot! :)