1.29.2012 @ 3:24 AM♥

It's a little sad that he couldn't remember what happened. But it's also a good thing that he doesn't have to linger on that moment, or else, worse will come to worst :(

iloilo :(

12.27.2011 @ 11:49 PM♥

I seriously want to go back to Iloilo, A SAP!

At least there, I only have to face two problems:

1. How to get sleep for 4-6 hours a night.

2. How not to flunk the next exam.

Dito sa Davao, andaming kelangan isipin! Nakaka-irita na :(

may secret ako...

11.21.2011 @ 11:10 PM♥

wala naman ata masyadong nakakaalam nitong blog na ito

meron sigurong konte, pero feeling ko nakalimutan na nila..haha

magkukuwento ako ng secret..

pero wag niyo itong ipagkalat ha?hehe

nung unang weekend ko dito sa iloilo, nung pag-2nd sem na, kami ay na-bored..

kasi naman dumating ako ng friday.. pagkatapos wala pa talagang klase pagka-lunes

sabado't linggo kaming na-bored..

pero,

nung linggo ng gabi.. naghahanap ng makakasama sa pagkain ng hapunan ang dalawa kong classmates at former boardmates na sila P at L..

sabi ko, nasa simbahan pa ako.. pero nagutom sila, at na-una na lang kumain

matapos ang misa, tinext ko sila ng "shot na lang daw ta unya, game?"

at hayun, game naman sila!

nag-simula ang gabi na kaunti pa lang kami..

ako, si Pat L, si M at ang roommate ko.

oo nga pala,

si roommate ay nag-promise kay T na hindi na xa iinom ulet..

kasi nung huling dalawang beses na nalasing siya, hindi kanais-nais ang kanyang mga pinanggagawa..

mejo rated R..hehe

hayun,

nag-simula na..

at naubos na namin ang isang bote ng boracay rhum

paalala: hindi ito masarap, o baka depende lang sa panlasa niyo..

syempre, ako iyong tanggera, hindi ako nalasing, sila lang! >:))

bumili kami ulet ng bagong maiinom, at dumating na rin ang dalawa pa naming inaantay.. si R at si J..

si J ay babae naming kaibigan

nung malalim na ang gabi, nalasing na sila ng tuluyan..

at ayaw na nilang umuwi

pero ako, gusto ko.. gusto kong matulog sa aking kama..

si J at si roommate (syempre) ay sumama na sa akin sa pag-uwi

nung nasa kwarto na, gusto nilang tumabi sa akin..

sabi ko naman, ayoko.. dahil lasing sila..

kahit babae sila, natatakot pa rin ako sa mga posibleng nilang gawin sa akin

so nag-latag ako ng banig para maging tatlo na separate na higaan ang nasa kwarto.

nasa kama ko si J..

nasa sahig si roommate..

ako nasa bed ni isa pang roommate..wala pa kasi siya..

mga bandang alas tres y media na kami natulog..

akala ko magiging tuloy2x na ito..

kelangan ko ng tulog dahil may meeting pa kami sa research kinaumagahan..

sa gitna ng pagtulog ko,

ako ay nagising

dahil may naririnig ako ng tawa ng babae.. iyong tipong kinikilig ba..

sabi ko pa, parang si roommate at J pa un ah..

ba't gising pa sila?

so dahan2x kong inikot ang ulo ko sa kama ni J.. (nakatalikod kasi ako sa kanila)

aba, pag-tingin ko..wala nang tao sa kama ko..

so dahan2x ko pang iginalaw ang ulo at katawan ko para tingnan si roommate..

at hayun, andun na si J! magkatabi sila..

naisip ko na, OK, baka nag-uusap lang..

sinubukan kong matulog ulet..

pero maya't-maya..nag-tatawanan na naman sila

tas matatahimik ng matagal..

pagkatapos ay tatawa ulet!

kinabahan ako sa mga pangyayari..

pero gusto kong masigurado..baka kasi kung ano2x lang ang naiisip ko..

at dinahan-dahan ko ulet ang pag-ikot ng ulo at katawan ko..

at HALA, ako'y nagulat sa aking nakita!

si roommate, nakapatong na kay J!

gumagalaw2x pa ang ulo!

di ko nga lang ma-tiyak kung ang ulo ba ni roommate ay nakatapat sa ulo ni J o sa ibang parte na ng katawan.

di ko kinaya ang nakita ko..

nandidiri ako sa kanila

naisip ko nga na iba talaga ang naidudulot ng kalasingan... tsk3.

nag-patuloy ito hanggang sa suminag na ang araw..

at nakapag-pahinga na ako simula nun..

at ilang araw lumipas nung nangyary,

na-kompirma ko na hindi sila lasing

at naalala nila ng maayos ang pangyayari..

hindi ba sila nandidiri sa kanilang ginawa?

kaya ngayon, umiba talaga ang pakikitungo ko kay roommate..

nakilala ko kasi siya bilang masiyahin at inosenteng tao.

mahilig siyang mag-"puppy eyes" pag inaasar

mahilig din siyang magpa-cute paminsan-minsan

bagay naman din sa kanya kasi maliit siya na babae..

pero ngayon, ibang-iba na ang tingin ko sa kanya

nawala na ang respeto ko sa kanya bilang isang tao..

ni ayaw ko na nga siyang makasabay sa paglalakad, sa pagkain o makatabi lang man sa klase..

nandidiri na ako sa kanya..

dahil napaka-pretentious niya..

nagsinungaling pa siya sa akin na matapos nung pangatlong inuman, nag-behave daw siya..

inis na inis talaga ako..

ayoko sa mga taong tulad niya.. sinungaling at mapag-panggap..

balang-araw, sasabihin ko sa kanya ang pangyayaring ito

para malaman niya kung bakit umiba ang pakikitungo ko sa kanya..

p.s.

kung nabasa niyo man ito,

heto na nga katotohanan..

pasenxa na lang...

it's better

11:02 PM♥

In life, I learned that if you can't say something nice, better not say something at all... tulad kanina:

nagising si roommate no. 2...

si roommate no. 1 ay nag-fefacebook...

ako naman, nagbabasa este minememorize ang notes para sa exam bukas..

bigla silang nagkwentuhan sa tapat nung laptop

tungkol ata sa mga facebook pictures o kung ano pa man un..

hindi tuloy ako makapag-concentrate..

so kesa pagsabihan ko sila na manahimik na lang (at sa ganung paraan ako pa iyong magmumukhang KJ), kinuha ko na lang ang aking notes at nag-walk out..

dun na ako sa labas ng kwarto nag-aral..mas tahimik pa!

pagbalik ko ng kwarto, tulog na ulet si roommate no. 2..

si roommate no. 1 ay nanahimik na ulet.

pero maya't-maya, kakanta..

eh napakatulis ng boses nia.. so talagang nakaka-irita sa tenga

buti na nga lang ay ibang kanta na ang kinakanta niya ngayon

mantakin niyo, simula nung biyernes, firework at waking up in vegas lang iyong kinakanta nia O_o

di ko alam kung na-iinsulto siya sa ginagawa ko..

pero sa tuwing kumakanta siya, nag-eearphones na lang ako..

tas ako naman iyong KAKANTA!

bwahahaha.

pasenxa..

naabot na kasi ata nila threshold ko..

ang konklusyon,

AYOKO NA NG ROOMMATE! :|

Medskul round 1

10.24.2011 @ 12:03 PM♥

If I get to have a free time soon, I'll be sharing to you the things that I learned while studying medschool for half a year :)

Stay tuned!

because I want this :)

7.16.2011 @ 9:45 PM♥

and I'm not giving up :D

Project Medschool Ver 1

5.30.2011 @ 12:02 AM♥

I got this crazy little idea of creating a day-to-day blog of my life as a medical student. And to avoid clutter too, I decided to create a new blog site for this. You may click here to view the page.

I'll be updating it as soon as possible. So, just wait :)

Thank you! :D

reh-mee-nees da meh-moh-rees

5.18.2011 @ 1:48 AM♥

Last night, I wasn't able to finish watching the prom episode of glee because boyfriend called in to tell me that the reason why he called is because I MISS HIM :| bu, ikaw na jud!hahahah =))

True. I do miss him. I was thinking of calling him pero baka kasi maka-distorbo ako. Actually, prior to him calling him, I was looking at his half naked (half nga lang ba?) profile picture in fb, and I was thinking on what to write, then continued thinking more about him, then POOF! Biglang nag-text!hahaha :)) But then, he called :D

We talked for more than an hour. And we reminisced A LOT of things. We thought about the stupid things we did when we were still in our freshmen year. He was able to remember a lot, but my memory seemed to be selective, so I couldn't completely remember all of them!haha. sorae :P

- we used to talk over the phone (landline) for hours! it would start somewhere 10 or 11 in the evening, and end at 1 or 2 OR 3 in the morning.. then we'd play the 21 questions game (which wasn't really limited to 21 questions only) with rules no asking back the same question, no pass, no follow-ups, no yes/no questions :) Honestly, I couldn't anymore remember the questions I asked him in those many nights. But I did learn a lot about him during those moments :)

- we had our little fights. di ko alam kung ano na ang pinag-awayan namin but it ended up that both of us didn't talk for days!haha. di ko na rin alam kung paano kami nag-bati!hahaha.

- on our 100th day together, binigyan ko siya ng list, 100 things I like about him (?) R, FORGIVE ME FOR I THINK I HAVE FORGOTTEN kung iyon ba iyong title! haha. But it was something like that :) I had to start writing it as early as a few days before kasi ang haba kaya nun!hahaha

- nung nagutom ako one time, sinampal ko siya. ewan! don't ask me why, but out-of-the-blue, sinampal ko siya!haha. peace offering? i had to give him a six-petal santan! hahaha. hindi ko alam kung isa lang or baka tatlo?kasi i remembered I had a hard time looking for it! hahaha.

- gusto niyo ikwento ko iyong aming first kiss?nyahahah. AYAW NA! SECRET NA NAMIN IYON!haha. but yeah, he was my first kiss :D

- the first time I remembered talking to him was when he asked me kung ano ba raw ang answer ko sa math na quiz! haha. iyong hinayupak na quiz na pagka-haba2x ng solution tas ang answer kay 1! buwiset! haha. But he claims na ang first conversation daw namin was nung tinanong niya ako kung may malong ba daw ako..haha. I somehow remember someone asked me about the malong, but i couldn't recall well if it was him or not! haha

- At night, after we eat dinner, kahit hindi pa kami, we'd always have this little walk dun sa road sa harap ng dorm. and we'd talk about anything. so yeah, we love to talk and talk and talk a lot! haha =))

- AT MARAMI PANG IBA! :D

Wala lungs, nasiyahan lang akong mag-reminisce ulet. Haha :P Soon, our relatinship will be put to a BIG TEST, ang LDR. But i'll create a separate blog for that :)

It's 2:42am na. I'm gonna put myself to sleep! hahaha. Gudnyt :)

good?

4.09.2011 @ 7:10 PM♥

You help people. You do good to them. But when it's their chance to help you back, they wouldn't. So how do you expect to do good again if in the end, you're the one who gets sooooo fucked up?

Parang ayaw ko na tuloy mag-help. Everyone's being so selfish na :(

make me sleep :)

3.25.2011 @ 2:34 AM♥

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage -- coffee..yes, COFFEE. caffeinated to be exact. Yes, caffeinated coffee before sleeping. (no wonder i'm still awake at 2:35am when I have to wake up at 5am)
2. last phone call -- can't remember..either mom or my cousin.
3. last text message -- tita :)
4. last song you listened to -- di man ito song..instrumental lang :) i wouldn't tell you kay masyadong emo and saaaaad :(
5. last time you cried -- kanina?haha. maraming reasons! like napaiyak ako sa glee, na-remember ko lola ko, tas may nabasa akong chuva.haha. all in one night, grabe! na-unsa na man ko?! :( hahaha.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice -- yezz..gusto ka thrice pa?nyahaha.
7. been cheated on -- OO. inamin eh.haha.
8. kissed someone & regretted it -- nope. no. nope :)
9. lost someone special -- oo..willing ka pa kayang bumalik un, as the same 'special' person? hmmm..
10. been depressed -- yezzz. pag nag-pPMS, feeling ko palagi na akong depressed.haha.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. green
13. blue
14. silver..hahaha.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2011)
15. Made a new friend -- yezzz! haha. si ate from palawan na na-meet ko sa departure area ng DIA, iyong bata sa belt ng NAIA 2, si ate real estate agent ng NAIA 2, si maricel from laguna (originally from batangas), sila shane and kat, and ang pinaka-naging feeling close ko sa lahat ay si bea! haha (hayun, kung di ako lumabas ng davao, wala akong mamimeet na new friends..haha :))
16. Fallen out of love -- how do you fall out of love ba?
17. Laughed until you cried -- with friends, most of the time :))
18. Met someone who changed you -- yeezzzz
19. Found out who your true friends were -- they've always been :)
20. Found out someone was talking about you -- oo! haha. echusera, dinamay-damay pa ako sa depression niya eh ang mundo ko na sa kabilang planeta, na malayo sa planeta niya..haha.
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list -- oo at hindi..haha.

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life -- almost everyone :)
24. Do you have any pets -- as always..ung 2 dogs :)
25. Do you want to change your name -- family name, pwede?haha.
26. What did you do for your last birthday -- nagpa-surprise!hahaha :))
27. What time did you wake up today -- 11:30 am..tas may text message na mag-movie daw..kaloka kayo!haha.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night -- kakatapos lang mag-rarejob?haha.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for -- graduation!!! :) tas pakapin na lang pud ang baguio escapade na i doubt matutuloy..hehe.
30. Last time you saw your Mother -- kanina, before sila matulog..hehe.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life -- right now? iyong sana hindi ako nakagat ng lamok na mukha A. aegypti :( so ngayon kay ginakulbaan na ako na baka kung magka-dengue ako kay hindi ako makapunta sa ilo2x for interview at graduation :((
32. What are you listening to right now-- si rainymood :))
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom -- nope..hehe
34. What's getting on your nerves right now -- that f*ckin' mosquito T_T
35. Most visited webpage -- either fb or tumblr :))
37. Nicknames -- july, jul, ly, danielle and dane :)
38. Relationship Status -- single :D
39. Zodiac sign -- Cancer
40. Male or female? -- female
41. Grade School -- Ateneo de Davao Grade School
42. High School -- Ateneo de Davao High School.hahhaha
43. College -- University of the Philippines Mindanao :)
44. Hair colour -- dark brown :)
45. Long or short-- loooong na..haha :))
46. Height-- 5'2".hahah
47. Do you have a crush on someone?-- maramiiiii..haha.
48: What do you like about yourself? -- ewan..haha. di man ako narcissist.hhahaha.
49. Piercings -- 4 on left ear, 2 on right :D
50. Tattoos -- none.
51. Righty or lefty -- righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery-- not yet :)
53. First piercing -- few months old..
54. First best friend -- si teng2x :)
55. First sport you joined -- volleyball..hahaha. tas ngayon kay hindi na ako marunong mag-volleyball :))
56. First vacation -- can't really remember O_o

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating -- none
60. Drinking -- none
61. I'm about to -- sleep
62. Listening to -- balik2x lagi ang questions? :|
63. Waiting for -- me to get sleepy :(

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? -- ofcorz..spread the genes oi, kay sayang :))
65. Get Married? -- yes and no..haha. ambot, not sure.. i just wanna propagate my genes :D
66. Career? -- DOCTOR!!!

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes -- eyes..weeee :)
68. Hugs or kisses -- mas gusto ko pa rin ang hug :D pede na rin pakapin ang kiss...nyahahha =))
69. Shorter or taller -- taller dapat..hehehe.
70. Older or Younger -- ano yan? hahah. someone to date?hahaha. better kng older..hahaha.
71. Romantic or spontaneous -- SPONTANEOUSLY ROMANTIC..haha. jowk :P
72. Nice stomach or nice arms -- nice arms..weeee :) makahappy man ang flubby na stomach.haha.
73. Sensitive or loud -- sensitive :)
74. Hook-up or relationship -- hook-up=simple, relationships=messy! haha. but i'd go for relationships kay in the long run, hook-ups become messy.
75. Devil or angel ---angel oi... owver ang devil oi.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger - nope
77. Drank hard liquor -- yes. mga one gulp lang.haha.
78. Lost glasses/contacts -- yes..but found it after 2 years O_o
79. Sex on first date -- hui, owver! dili daw oi..
80. Broken someone's heart -- i guess? :(
81. Had your own heart broken -- :(
82. Been arrested -- thank God no!
83. Turned someone down -- yes..you can't always say YES..
84. Cried when someone died --oo naman! owver ang hindi.
85. Fallen for a friend -- it all starts with friendship man..dba?hahaha.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself -- sometimes..haha
87. Miracles -- minsan lang dn..hehe.
88. Love at first sight -- nope..haha.
89. Heaven -- yes, i do :)
90. Santa Claus -- no, duh!?
91. Kiss on the first date -- nope :D
92. Angels -- oo..hahaha.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf? -- not at one time..hahaha.
95. Did you sing today? -- yes..kanina..
96. Ever cheated on somebody? -- hmmm.. psychologically, it's not cheating :P
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? -- April 13, 2010.. ulitin ang summer program..hahaha.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? -- wala akong maisip :|
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? -- nope.. hahaha.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? -- no..haha.sorae :P