7.30.2008 @ 7:08 PM♥

if we could sleep again,

would you still sleep with me?

missin' you too much..but soon, it's gonna be over...

so please, stop rockin' my crazy world
it had been crazy enough even before you came
and making it crazier than before would do nothing better

so please, stop
i know it hurts
it will hurt
i'm so sorry. :(

wapeee burrrppdeeeiii

7.26.2008 @ 9:23 AM♥

I'm freakin'ly feeling high and happy right now!  It's his birthday! DOC!

It is with DOC that I share my sentiments with.

When I'm done, DOC would always be there, ready to listen to me.

DOC would offer a lot of things just to cheer me up.

When I'm really down, DOC would bring me to the comfort of my peers and of my loved ones.

Well, who would have known that for the past year, DOC had never grown tired of doing these things for me.  Okay, okay, DOC might have collapsed twice the past year, but who cares, DOC is still back in full action.

To Doc: Happy happy birthday!:) It's your first year of existence in my life and I am so happy and will be very happy and not to mention PROUD if I could have you for many more years to come!

And, who is DOC by the way, you might ask?

DOC by the way is my Aspire 5570ANWXCi laptop! I gave him a name to personalize it more. ^_^

DOC, there's another person who wants to greet you a happy birthday!:)

it's MIA!:)


7.21.2008 @ 12:28 AM♥

You’re very initimidating, very snobbish, too quiet and too objective. You’re very nice, very gentle, too kind and too smart.  Yet, I am, by the way, who am I to you?  As what my geology teacher told us, in this universe, each one of us is smaller than a spec of dust but to you, you made me feel that I am the most special and most unique spec of dust you now.

For the time we’ve known each other, I always have this feeling of easiness when you’re around.  We smile together and laugh together.  We even sometimes think of the same thing together.  We talk a lot and we share our ideas a lot.  Who could ever think that this kind of affection we’d have for one another would reach this point.

Only a few people close to us know how we truly feel for one another, a few people who know what is really going on between us.  How many or how few, I don’t really care and I won’t really care. 

Honestly, right now, I couldn’t find more words, more phrases and more paragraphs to fit what I really want to tell you.  I can’t think of any more adjectival phrases to describe this oh-so weird feeling.  Maybe, a mere set of thank you’s and sorry’s and I-hope’s might help.

Thank you.  Thank you for being there, for being a friend and for being the person whom I want to be.  Thank you for your patience and for your understanding.

Sorry.  Sorry for the times I hurt you.  Sorry for the times that I acted so selfish and so childish.  I can’t promise I won’t do those again thus I would want to say sorry in advance.
I hope. I hope that in the future, whomever person we may become, wherever in the world we are and whoever are the persons we are dealing with, we would continue to be the ‘us’ we are today.  Things may change, circumstances may change, everything might change, I do hope you’d still be the person who I know and I would still be the person whom you have cherished.

After everything, all I ask you is to promise me one thing and that is, whatever I have written in the paragraph before this, you would fulfill.  No matter how long it’ll take, no matter how hard it may be, for we know that the only constant thing in this world is change (quote and quote), you’d still do this, for me, please.

To a very special friend I know (whom others have no idea on who your real identity is): I may not be with you everyday, we barely see each other and we barely talk to one another in school, we may not have hanged out for months, I still do hope that you’re happy with me and continue to be happy for as long as your heart can keep up with the blood pumping thing.

R, I can't believe that after all the things we've been through, we still remained friends, GOOD FRIENDS to be more specific, than ever before.

another from Henjie

7.20.2008 @ 9:35 AM♥

maybe at times, like now
you feel i'm a million footsteps
away from you.

thinking i don't even bother leaping
closer and closer unto you.

that i don't even realize
even a quiver on your phone might at least
lend me few steaps nearer.

but truth is, i do the
"feeling", "thinking", and "realizing"
and more truth is that - i'm quite surprised you had -
yoU also do the "feeling", "thinking", and realizing too

yet not to me,a
not to me, so i rephrase.

maybe at times, like now
i sometimes feel you're feeling i'm too far
away from you.

thinking you're thinking i don't bother
closing the distance a bit.

and i realize that..
    you're not realizing me at all. are a damn good writer!


7.19.2008 @ 9:43 AM♥


What you are supposed to do… and please don’t spoil the fun… Click copy/paste, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 4 people in your lists!

(A) Four places I go over and over:
- school
- house
- malls
- bahay nila mon! :P

(B) Four people who e-mail me regularly:
- multiply updates
- friendster updates
- spammers
- yahoogroups uploaded files:)

(C) Four of my favorite places to eat?
- house
- mcdonalds
- chippens
- penongs

(D) Four places I’d rather be?
- house
- room
- school
- anywhere near my friends

E) Four people I think will respond:
- ewan
- don't know
- meron ba?
- waaaa

buy it

7.14.2008 @ 10:54 AM♥

I'm buying my way in into writing my 100th post here in twinklecloud. I need five more sensible blogs to go para maging 100 na. Pero kapoy man.

I told myself kanina upon waking up, mag-net for a while, about an hour only. But oh come on, I'm facing this liquefied crystal display for three hours now! Freak! I actually planned on uploading Wilson's bday pictures in multiply but then I realized, baka di pala pede. Waaaa!

Wilson, you have to check the album pa and let me know if I could post it for everyone. But if you want, you could grab all the pictures and post it in YOUR multiply account. Pero gamay lang man ang pics nimo didto. Ngano man gud nag-date2x ba. tsk tsk tsk.

Haaay. You are now a legal P****** (counted the asterisk pa rin to make sure) and I hope you are so happy na. You can do more of your P things.haha:)


Waaaa. Can't think of anything to talk about.

"Will your conversation with [name] make [pronoun] happy or sad? And did it make [pronoun] happy or sad?"

It will definitely make [pronoun] happy, but it made [pronoun] confused.

xet! nabuang na.

maligo na lang ko!


one in a million

10:40 AM♥

cheng, you may hate songs from disney (though you are a hsm fanatic) bahala na..this song got me dead real hard.

One In A Million - Miley Cyrus


How did i get here
I turned around and there you where
Didn´t think twice or rationalize
Cause somehow i knew
That there was more that just chemistry
I mean i knew you were kind of into me
But i figured it´s too good to be true

I said pinch me, where´s the catch this time
Can´t find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before i get use to this guy

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in a blink
Of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody
Like you were a million to one
Can´t believe it
You´re one in a million

All this time i was looking for love
Tryna make things work that weren´t good
Till i thought i´m through, said i´m done
Then stumbled into the arms of the one

You´re making me laugh about the silliest
Say that i´m your diamond in the ruff
When i´m mad at you; you pull out your velvet

I feel drunk but i am sober
And i´m smiling all over
Every time i see that sparkle in your eyes

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in a blink
Of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody
Like you were a million to one
Can´t believe it
You´re one in a million

I feel drunk but i am sober
And i´m smiling all over
Every time i see that sparkle in your eyes

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in a blink
Of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody
Like you were a million to one
Can´t believe it
You´re one in a million


7.13.2008 @ 6:30 AM♥

i sooooooo loooooovvve this picture:)

inedit ko at ginawa kong wallpaper.haha:D

sa sobrang daming ginagawa ngaun, minsan2x na lang mangyayari cherish the moment!! luv u guys!:D

wilson, i'll post ur bday pics na lang soon.pag matapos na ang exam ko sa bot.hehe:D
happy birthday ulit:D

basted :(

6:28 AM♥

Yan kasi, aasa-asa pa..

tsk tsk tsk

July C.
UP Biology Student
soon to be a doctor
happy in ♥

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