3.29.2009 @ 12:42 AM♥

It's good to be back to the place where I spent most of my life with. It seemed that it was only a while since I last stepped out of its gates and decided to conquer a new University which was slightly recommended by my previous alma matter.

Anyway, there I was, after eating breakfast at McDonald's, I entered gate 4 then walked down the covered walk all the way to gate 7. This entourage was very familiar since this is how one of my morning rituals happen approximately three to seven years ago. Plus, it was not yet seven thirty in the morning so everything that I was doing seemed so almost de-ja-vu (only except for the Hot Choco that I was carrying on my left hand that I got from McDo a few minutes earlier).

So there, I got through gate 6, then wandered off to see the administration building, then the high school building and then the sports complex. Wow. I truly miss those days. Anyway, I went off to the SportsCom to find my cousin before his entrance march. I passed through a crowd with less faculty members as much as possible, found my cousin and then took a picture of him. After that, I went to the area where most of the faculty are found and tried, with all my might (haha) to approach all the teachers whom I know and who knew me, to say hello and have a little chat with them again.

So there, I spent more or less ten minutes talking to several teachers (and oo, matagal matapos ang entrance march--imagine 439 graduates). Waaaa! Maka-miss! Then I had a photo taken with them (tas ako kay damak kaayo ug dagway) but they used the Shield's Sony camera so good luck na lang kung ma-post iyon sa yearbook, toinkz.haha.

Then, I waited for my cousin's name to be called: JOSEPH PETER ARGUILLAS, ATENEO FOREVER AWARDEE. Weeee! Dili ko ka-clap kay duha ka camera akong gunit. Haha. But neither I could scream kay ulaw. :P Then, I was left with nothing to do but good thing later, Neil arrived, so may kasama na akong mag-tanga. Haha. And yeah, we also waited for Patis to be called, so hayan, may inaantay na naman akong person. Haha.

Then we wandered around and saw this kid:

Then before the ceremony ended, I saw Sir Chiaw and Kuya Barry and they told me to enter the area but I couldn't kasi di na ako staff then Sir Chiaw ended up showing off his Photographer's ID. Haha. Then Kuya Barry asked if where my cousin is, so hayun, tinuro ko then he borrowed my camera and did the honors of taking a nearer photo of my cousin. Weee! Thanks kuya! :D

Sir Chiaw, baka naman gusto mong nang katulong sa pag bitbit ng cam mo? haha!

oh yeah! thanks so Kuya Barry for this shot! :D
Congratulations JOPET!

So there, after that, everything was a big mess. It's very difficult to find someone in the crowd pero good thing my cousin went up the stage so hayun, I got to take a picture of some of his classmates and his girlfriend na rin. Uyyyy! Then we had lunch at SM. We ate at Antonio's, tas nakita ko sila Neil sa Pizza Hut.

DINNER NA at 14 Scorpio St., GSIS. Since my Tita told me that I could bring my UP friends along, so there they were: Neil, Yuri, Mon and Sir Jong. (Kulang ng isa.haha. nasaan kaya un?). Then Doms was also there so may katulong ako to entertain the big guys.haha:P

And earth hour? 8:30? Dba? hahay. Who cares? We were all busy playing WII. Haha:P

Tas during the game we got hungry and thirsty so pinapak namin ang mga natirang food. We also discovered a very interesting thing: multi-colored ICE! Haha:P Chui siya kasi the water is covered with plastic so when the ice melts, it doesn't change the taste of your softdrink. Plus, COLORED PA SIYA. Haha.

Heto, mas mukhang tanga sila! Haha. :P

if poor (-1) on Wii @ Yahoo! Video

break it

3.27.2009 @ 11:10 PM♥

For the past few weeks, I haven't posted a 'matino' blog about on the whats-its of my life. Perhaps, the last blog post that turned out to almost senseful was *checks archive* OMG! February 20, 2009?! Was it really that long? haha. Anyway, here it is. My pre-summer/sem-ender blog post! (I'll try my best to write as coherent and comprehensive as possible.haha)

Towards the end of February, since I have been feeling a little bit furious about some things, I decided to indulge myself to the things that could help me revert back to the life I wanted. So I concentrated more on schoolworks and job (I have to earn enough money for my summer escapades.haha). Good thing that during those times, the exams were all piled-up in an orderly, patterned manner: one exam in every two days so I still had a little time to sleep and to study again.

After a two weeks of examinations, there goes the reporting for BIO 150 and BIO 30 which requires us to report a scientific article and it could really kill me (and I think my classmates as well.haha). Good thing that the two topics that I had for my reports were quite similar to my thesis study, invasive species for BIO 150 and molecular characterization for BIO 30. :P

Again, after the series of reportings, the exams were back again and then, FINALS finally came. I lost count of how many exams I have taken for the past two months but I am sure that I only have 1 more exam to go (Zoo3 Lec) and a poster presentation for NSM 192 and after these, I'll be free as a bird (for a little while..I have lab works during the summer.tsk tsk).

I'm not yet really finished with this one but I am very happy to meet summer once again. Last year's summer was really a blast and I'm hoping that this year, it'll be a whole lot better!

Oh YEAH! :D

now i know :)

3.19.2009 @ 6:16 PM♥

Variables:
Let a = person no. 1
Let b = person no. 2

Someone once told me:

"Si a looks like your boyfriend but doesn't act like one whereas b acts like your boyfriend but doesn't look like one."

hala sige! issue na pud! haha. Before it was x and y, tas ngayon a and b na pud?haha. Baka magamit ko na ang lahat ng letters ng alphabet nito ha. hehe. Anyway, a and b aren't going anywhere beyond this page. kei?

:D

i kind-a like the x and y (and definitely Y) better...

OOOOOPS!

pagkat sa'yo lamang

3.18.2009 @ 9:49 PM♥

Awhile ago, I suddenly found myself listening to the tune of the song "If we fall in love," by Yeng and RJ. Though that song is a little bit old and something-else-that-I-couldn't-describe, the best thing was that it made me smile. It gave me a really BIG SMILE. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Anyway, I smiled. Period. Haha. I just remembered one thing. A "not so" important occasion in my life. That single moment that I thought was slightly insignificant and wouldn't matter to me so much. Haha. I wouldn't bother writing more about it, I wouldn't tell you anyway. Haha.

La lng. It feels so fine just to remember what happened during that time. :P

disconnection

3.16.2009 @ 6:08 PM♥

Kunyare nag-i love you ka na sa crush mo tapos biglang may lumitaw na dragon sa harap mo, ano favorite mong pagkain?
kahit nakaka-super taba, masarap atang ubusin ung DRAGON! haha:))

Pag lumindol ng malakas at katabi mo crush mo, anong gusto mong sabihin sa mga may ayaw kay Pacquiao?
inggit lang kayo dahil kahit hindi siya kagwapuhan, eh ang yaman2x naman niya.haha.

Kunyare mananalo ka ng 1 million, anong gusto mong kulay ng rainbow?
wow. i wish rainbows were PINK. :P

Binigyan ka ng kapangyarihan ng diwata, ano name ng first crush mo?
haha.CLUE: same kami ng first three letters sa name ng first crush ko.haha:P and i saw him sa facebook recently, and he's still so gwapo.haha. waaaa! igat july!:D

Ipapamana sayo mga ari-arian nyo ng tatay mo. Kung papipiliin ka, punk o emo?
pede punk?! weee.:D

Kunyare papatay ka ng tao, saan ka galing kagabi?
tsk. haha.naghanap ng taong mapapatay.haha

Kunyare nasa gubat ka na punong puno ng mga mapanganib na hayop, papayag ka ba mapunta si Angel Locsin kay Kuya roderick?
haha. oo..i don't care.. napapaligiran na ako ng mga mapanganib na hayop, nagawa ko pang isipin kung okay lang ba na mapunta si Angel L. kay Roderick.haha.

Sa hirap ng buhay ngayon, anong favorite mong band?
haha. banda ko! :P

Kunyare nakasalubong mo ex-love mo na may kasamang bago nyang boyfriend/girlfriend, anong gagawin mo para makatulong sa mga nasalanta ng bagyo?
papuntahin ung ex-love ko sa mga nasalanta ng bagyo..at doon na lang sila mag-spread ng kanilang love..

Nabuntis ka ng boyfriend ng bestfriend mo tapos tinanong ka nya, KFC o McDO?
McDO..para McFlurry dayun! haha.

Kunyare magugunaw na mundo bukas tapos nalaman mong gusto ka rin ng gusto mo, kaninong dentista ka magpapaus ng ipin?
sa dentist ko.haha. masaya yan! to celebrate the good news, magpapa-ayos ako ng ngipin.haha:P

Oo at hindi lng, anong pakiramdam mo ngayon?
HINDI! HINDI! HINDI! ang kulet!

Sa gulo ng gobyerno natin ngayon, sa tingin mo may pag-asa pa bang mabago ang size ng pasas?
siguro..sa sobrang gulo ng gobyerno natin, maaari nilang mapakialaman ang pasas.. at liliit din ang size dahil sa hirap ng ekonomiya..tsk tsk. kawawang pasas. :(

Nastranded ka sa elevator wala kang mahingan ng tulong, anong gagawin mo para makaalis ng bahay bukas?
hahanap ng paraan na makalabas ng elevator tapos nun ay makapasok ng bahay at matapos noon, pwede ko nang problemahin kung paano ako lalabas.. okei. first things first muna..kei?

Naalala mo bigla ung EX mo, tingin mo naalala ka rin ng teacher mo nung grade 1?
malamang! naalala ko ung EX ko eh..so naalala ko rin ung teacher ko nung grade 1..connected kasi iyan sila!!! F.Y.I.?!

Hindi na kayo nagpapansinan ng dating mahal mo, tingin mo alam nya ang pakiramdam mo kapag may sun burn?
oo...alam na alam. di naman iyon manhid eh (haha! naks!)

Dinampot ka ng pulis sa kasalanang hindi mo ginawa, anong gagawin mo para add ka nya sa friendster?
sabihan ang gobyerno na dapat may e-mail ad na info sa mga IDs para pag makita ng guard, mas malaki ang chance na ma-add niya ako sa fs.haha.

Nagkasabay outing ng tropa at pamilya mo? Ano uunahin mo isuot t-shirt o pantalon?
ay oi..confusing man.. pede di na lang ako mag-wear ng anything?! please?!

Nasira mo tiwala ng kaibigan mo, paano mo maibabalik ang dating sigla ng kalikasan?
sa kalikasan na lang ako titira para sisigla ulet.. wala na kasi akong friends eh.. tsk tsk T_T

Pag ang baboy sinabawan mo at chicken cubes nilagay mo, ano mangingibabaw, kasamaan o kabutihan?
ung mantika ng baboy sa sabaw.. sigurado akong iyon ang unang mangingibabaw.. wanna bet?! :D

potek..try nio! haha. langya

spin my world

3.15.2009 @ 3:23 PM♥

ows?!

ows?

3.12.2009 @ 10:06 PM♥

Hell is the week.
Hell is my life.
Hell is my day.
but then, you took the HELL away.

pOteK! nag-RHYME?! haha:P

"i don't know what I want but I know in my heart it's not you..."
- paramore O.o

woah! devasting.haha!

person 1: Honestly, I don't like you!

person 2: Who says I care about being liked?

I honestly couldn't find the right words to express how I f*ckin'ly feel right now so I just quoted some phrases instead. tsk. tsk.

I really need to get well soon :(

i've allowed my eyes to speak...

3.08.2009 @ 7:26 AM♥

normal

not normal

why?

go figure what happened... :(

i'm going to the place where love and feeling good don't ever cost a thing

3.07.2009 @ 7:14 AM♥

and the pain you feel is a different kind of pain...

This must have been the greatest challenge that we all have to go through: dealing with pain. I'm not referring to any particular person since this is applicable to almost everyone including myself.

Oh yeah. It hurts but not that intense anymore. I tried to deal with it for the past few weeks and I'm glad to say that I had improvements. I don't feel the pain anymore, neither the happiness. I think I'm getting to become numb to both situations. I feel so numb that I could no longer fake my smiles. So the next you see me not smiling, it's not because I'm mad at you but it would simply mean that I couldn't smile for you anymore. Kei?

But I am hoping that it wouldn't reach to that point. I don't want to and I'm still trying my best to smile very often.

Honestly, right now, I have no f*cking idea on how to patch things up. I don't know where to start nor even I do not know if I should be patching things up. I think it's all up to fate to do this and all I could ever do is to wait. Yes, wait more and wait again. T_T

By the way, as I promised one student, here it is:

His name is Tack and he's occupation is a web designer. I asked him if I could see one of the websites that he had designed, and he was generous enough to show me one and mind to tell you, it was really cool and amazing, simple yet flashy! Here's a screenshot of it:

If you want to see the whole page, you could check this site:

http://www.quilt-cube.com

1,2,3,4

3.01.2009 @ 2:04 PM♥

Minsan na nga lang ako natutulog, ikaw pa ang napapanaginipan ko...

I'm trying my best here. I hope you'd do your part too. You know I hate it when this happens but I guess, this time it's for real.

Well, just listen to this:

1 2, 1 2 3 4-
Give me more lovin' than I've ever had,
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad,
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not,
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Barely gettin' mad,
I'm so glad I found you; I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.

Give me more lovin' from the very start,
Piece me back together when I fall apart,
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends-
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Best that I've had,
I'm so glad I found you, I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do- (I love you)
I love you.
(I love you) I love you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.

3.29.2009 @ 12:42 AM♥

break it

3.27.2009 @ 11:10 PM♥

now i know :)

3.19.2009 @ 6:16 PM♥