Okay. So for the past few weeks, I have lost my discipline real bad. I HAVE BEEN SLEEPING ON NIGHTS WHEN I'M NOT SUPPOSE TO!!! And still, I would complain every morning and afternoon on how sleepy I am. I sleep for more than 7 hours a night but still, I feel very weak and really sleeeeeepy. I have even dozed-off a couple of times in the lab whenever I have the chance to. Anyway, one day, I found a solution to cure my energy-less days. Chocolates, coffee nor mint candy did the trick but it was the BANANA! Haha. It did give me a couple of hours on high but eventually, I'd get back to being weak and sleepy again. So I. MUST. HAVE. BANANAS. ALWAYS! HAHA :P

Anyway, let's move on. I had been dragged really crazy by two major issues right now for the past couple of days. One: SWINE FLU. Two: PEOPLE.

Si Swine Flu.

Well, it didn't really bother me much when I learned that three students from UPMindanao turned positive for the said influenza. And after that day, a number of students who lived in EBL Hall, Silva and other dormitories near the UP grounds caught high fever and showed symptoms of the flu. It sounded really creepy but still, I didn't care for I never had a single symptom during that day.

However, last Thursday night, while waiting for the PSALM Fellowship to start, I was talking to one of the new recruits. His name was Darren/Darrel/Daryll (sorry, I wasn't able to hear it right) basta, it sounded like that. He's a freshman from BSFT. So anyway, I had a one-on-one contact with him like three times already and I even saw him coughing and sneezing right in front of me. He really didn't look well. He had a reddish nose and he looked really weak. A few minutes before the fellowship started, he said, "ate, punta muna ako ng clinic, I'm not feeling very well na eh." XET! CREEPY! Anyway, after he left, I felt really sad for him :(

The next day...

I woke up very fine but moments later, my body felt really bad T_T I wanted to vomit. My head ached really bad. It was as if that a few more moments, a temperature would come rushing to my body. Anyway, I tried my best to act as if nothing was wrong with me :) but I don't think if I did well. Haha. Anyway, I never got the fever or any other symptom throughout the day and also, I saw Darren/Darrel/Daryll in the canteen (I think it was him) that day too. He looked really healthy as he was eating his lunch :D

Still, Friday. When I went downstairs, I saw King sleeping on the couch and I thought that AdDU-GS Suspended their classes due to the influenza but our housemaid told me that King caught a fever, a flu and a cough T_T. They went to the hospital but when they came back, my Dad also got a flu and cough, but he doesn't have a fever. Waaa. PERFECT! Dalawa na sila!

And now, a couple of my friends exhibited the symptoms already. Guys, pagaling kayo ha!

Si People. I honestly wouldn't like to say something to a couple of people but I seriously want this to be out of me!

To You #1:

I think you're mad at me, or maybe I'm just wrong, AGAIN. I don't know what I did to make you act like "that" towards me but FINE, it's your decision and I'm gonna respect that. But since I couldn't talk to you right now, I would just like to tell you that I'm really really really reeeeeeeeallyyyyy worried for you :( Please do take care of yourself. Please???


To You #2:
I had two nightmares for two consecutive nights (maybe this is a lesson for me not to oversleep.haha) and you were always there. It was you who always made the dream a nightmare T_T. The first dream was you played a trick on me because you wanted to know how I looked like when I CRY. Traumatic baya masyado iyong dream! Second, you broke my heart (EMO) as in, SUPER! Ayoko sabihin kung ano nangyari, pangit kasi! Haha. Anyway, I know it's not your fault if I had those dreams. But it could be a sign of I-don't-know-what.

For those who would be looking for me, I could be seen in the following places for the next month. Words in the schedule which are in BOLD letters are those times which I have classes.



WERLA!

It's been a day since July 1 and I still can't stop thinking about all the GREAT things that happened during my birthday :D :D :D Everytime I think about everything, I can't help but smile all the time. And honestly, I never expected all of these to happen (baga na kaayo ko ug face kung mag-expect pa ako..haha). All I wanted was to celebrate my birthday with the people whom are close to me but God gave me more than just that :) :) :) So before all this gladness would diminish inside me, I would like to thank each and every one (sa ma-remember ko lang ha) for all the great things :D

To Mom and Dad, thanks so much for the car. You know I never asked for it. You know that I told you that it was just fine with me to use the Lite Ace, that I don't need a new car to use. But you were after my safety and that you said it was best for me to use a car that would be easy for me to navigate. It did cost you a lot, and I feel very guilty (kay nag-recession na man ako) but still you gave me one. Thank you very very much! :D :D :D And also thanks for the wheel jacket, sabi ko ako na lang bibili nun, but you still bought it. Haha. And one more, thanks for the dinner :D I thought you would no longer give me one. haha. But seriously, thank you so much! :D

Neil, Yuri and Mon! Waaaaa. SERIOUSLY! KA-HAPPY KO NUNG MAKITA KO KAYO THAT NIGHT! haha :) I have thought that you might do something (kayo pa, crazy ang takbo ng utak niyo eh.haha) but I never expected that you'd actually show up at our house JUST A FEW MINUTES AFTER 12 AM STROKE! haha. For me, I know it would be effortful for someone to do it. Kung may manliligaw man ako, DAIG NIYO PA SIYA! HAHA. AUTOMATIC 100 PTS. EACH NA KAYO. haha :P Joke :) Anyway, you three are a really great epitome on why friends are better than boyfriends. Haha. Joke ulit :P And really, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH for doing that :D Feeling ko tuloy ka-special ko na tao sa buhay niyo. CHAR! haha. Enough! Cheesy na! haha:P

Joie Sheen! Salamat sa Eggnogs. Haha :) You know how much I really crave and love them almost always. And for the KitKat Chunky too. Salamat :D Hehe :)

Philip, Chieker, Princess, Dianne and friends. Thanks for the birthday song that you sang to me while I was in the canteen. You made me very happy because it was the birthday song that I want someone to sing for me :) It is a birthday round the lei..round the lei o lei, happy holiday! Haha. Weeee. Finally, someone actually sung it for me. Yeah! Haha.

Yuri and Neil, thanks for telling me na pwede pala mag-defrost ng something sa microwave. Haha. Sorry gud, di ko man kasi talaga alam iyon. Haha :P

Yuri, I had fun watching you cooking the spaghetti. Honestly, it was really masarap. Hehe :)

Neil, it was just nung gabi na when I realized that you were the person who were with me throughout my day. Haha. Salamat :) And thank you so much for leading the prayer nung dinner :D Salamat talaga masyado! Weeee. And I've got this feeling that it'll cost me something in the future. Haha :P

Sheng, thanks for the chocolates! Yeah! One week supply ko na ito bah. Haha :D And tumpak, you were able to get me my favorite chocolates. Haha :D Salamat ng marami :D

Ate Rhea, thanks for the rosary :D I was actually thinking of buying a new one. Haha. Perfect timing ka masyado. Yeah! And I tested it this morning, pwede pala talaga siyang gawing necklace. Haha :D Thanks ulit :)

Neil, Yuri, Wilson, Joie, Jesse, Ate Rhea and Ate Trina, thanks for coming over for dinner. I had fun listening to you and playing with Rafa. Haha :D I hope you enjoyed the food. :D I know Yuri did. Haha. Joke :P

Wilson! Yeah! Ikaw ata ang person who was able to greet me a LOT OF TIMES during the day :) Thank so much for the JULY101 messages :) You still owe me a message, di kumpleto iyong kung anong halaman ng pilipinas si July..you have to complete that. haha :) Waaaa. Thank you masyado :) And I am really thankful for you being able to come and celebrate my birthday with me. I really thought that you won't be able to be with me on my birthday because of the you-know-what. Waaaa. Thanks so much. Yeah! :) And thanks for the hug. Haha. I think it was the only one I've received throughout my bday (or baka sa napansin ko lang..haha).

AMAT! Kung saan2x niyo ako gi-nreet! Sa jeep, sa canteen, sa hallway, sa library, sa pathwalk! Haha. Nahiya na tuloy ako sa mga tao. Super announced na bday ko. Haha :) weeeee:D Thanks much :D

To PSALM: I was really very happy to be able to spend my bday with you (kahit July 2 na.haha). Thanks for the bday song. Matt, Renel and Tan2x, salamat sa 3-in-1 plus 1 na song. Waaa. Watever talaga kayo masyado! Haha. Pinasayaw-saya niyo pa ako, nakakahiya ako! haha :) But seriously, thank you to everyone who offered a prayer for me. It was such a nice feeling that a crowd is praying for me :) Weeee. Salamat PSALM, Salamat Lord :)

And to everyone else who greeted me, especially those unexpected individuals, THANK YOU VERY MUCH! I just don't know how to thank each and every one of you. I don't know how to express my gratitude. I think it's too much kasi. Haha :) But seriously, thank you so much :D You really made me very happy during my birthday. YEAH! Sa mga di pa nag-greet, you have the entire month to make up for it. Haha. JOKE :P

Neil, Yuri and Mon. SALAMAT TALAGA. Everytime I picture the three of you during that midnight, it would always make smile. Dili pa ko ka-get-over. Haha :P Thank you so much talaga. Hehe :) Salamat sa moon at sa choir of dogs :) Weee. You guys are the best! Yeah! :D

Thank you Lord for all of these :) You really make great things happen. I don't know if I am worthy of your blessings. I may not have been the daughter that you want me to become but I would like to let you know that I'm getting there. Puting you first in all of the things that I do was the best decision I've ever had in my life. It made me realize that life is actually worth living and that we shouldn't sacrifice the good things in life just because of the bad ones. And that these bad things are just loose screws that needs to be twisted for me to be able to function effectively for your greater glory :D

AMEN.