bad romance

3.21.2010 @ 12:51 AM♥

I heard this sa taxi kanina while going to ________. Then I have been bothered forever until now. Haha. Nice version, maka-relax.haha. and, read on. haha.





Without naming any names, say something to somebody:
- i miss you like crazzzzzyyyyyy! haha.
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Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
- mom. haha.
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Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
- uhm, now? haha. we should like everyone (para walang away) but love only ONE :D
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Where is your phone?
- far from me.haha. andun sa table :)
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Last time you felt bad about someone/something
- after ng bio120 exam? haha. jowk lng :P
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Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- hoping.haha :)) kahit tulog na, pede naman sa dreams dba? haha
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Are you happy with the way things are going?
- in some ways, YES.
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Would you ever get a tattoo?
- temporary, YES.
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Honestly, do you hate the last girl you were talking to in person?
- nope.tita ko un.haha.
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Have you ever made someone so mad that they broke something?
- none that i know of.haha. pro punched something, Oo. kawawang door. O_o

Where is the person you miss the most right now?
- sa bahay nila? haha.
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When you are home alone do you still close the door when you shower?
- oo ui. haha.
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What was the last thing you drank?
- water
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What time did you go to bed last night?
- wala ko sa bed natulog last night..sa floor, in d middle of the lab. haha.
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What plans do you have for tomorrow?
- mag-start na study.haha. tsaka gawa ng revisions for thesis.:)
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In the last 24 hours have you done anything you regret?
- nope.haha.
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Do you have a best friend that is a boy?
- OO! haha.
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What did you do today?
- kng mag-sisimula tayo sa 12am of this day, ganito un: naglaro ng soccer, nag-cover ng aquarium, nangaway kay kyle, tinulungan si ate faith na ilipat ang mga kuto ng mano sa vial, naglakad hanggang sa may bauzon (from csm), nag-HH papuntang mintal, tas wala na palang pagkain sa minute burger, pumunta ng panadero para bumili ng 100-peso worth ng pandesal, pagdating sa convenience ay 2am na pala so di na pedeng bumili ng drinks, naglakad papuntang holy spirit at nakabili dn ng drinks, dumaan ng silva para kumuha ng stuff, nagkanluran, nag-MUGshot (hahaha), uminom ng chocolate drink at kumain ng oatmeal cookie, nakatulog, gumising para i-transfer ang speakers, natulog ulit, nagising kay sagpaon daw ko ni kuya weller, nagulat kay na-set-up na ang wldl lab, nag-tanga kadali, naghelp sa entom, umuwi ng bahay, natulog ulit, nag-net, nag-tv, nag-net, nag-SM, dinner (first meal of the day.haha), nanood ng movie :), umuwi, nag-trabaho, nag-net, nag-blog *whew* yan ang sinasabi nilang 24 HOURS. haha.
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Do you hate anyone?
- no..annoyed siguro.haha.
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Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not?
- mabuti naman at wala.haha.
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Can you watch scary movies?
- pag may kasama.haha.
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What were you doing at midnight last night?
- ewan.haha. basta nasa kanluran ako.haha.
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Do you have any plans for the weekend?
- patapos na ang weekend.haha. pro mag-aaral ako :P
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Do you believe in soul mates?
- depende sa mood.haha.
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Do you know anyone named AMANDA?
- si amanda bynes.haha.
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Name ONE thing you love about winter?
- wala pa ko naka-experience ng winter.haha.

Have you ever cut your own hair?
- once and never again.haha.

Is your best friend single?
- ung iba.haha.
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Who was the last person you cried in front of?
- ung mga tao na nasa necrological services.haha.
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Does it take a lot to make you cry?
- depende.haha.
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What do you want for your next birthday?
- ewan.di ko pa alam.haha.
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Do you have a secret that you've never told anyone?
- oo.haha.
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What is something you disliked about your day?
- nothing. haha.
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How's your heart lately?
- it's in good hands <3

One More Chance in 2D

3.18.2010 @ 7:24 PM♥

If this movie was shown in 2D, maiiyak ka pa ba? :D



♥♡♥

3.16.2010 @ 4:39 PM♥


Guys, let's learn from this ♥♡♥

what hurts the most

3.14.2010 @ 11:51 PM♥




EVERY TIME I hear this song in my playlist, it would always remind me of the pain I felt way back then. Even though the song before this could be as alive and as happy as 3 by B. Spears, my heart won't miss to skip a beat (or tw0) once the chorus of this song would begin to play.

"When you can't remember why you're hurt, that's the time you're already healed." -from a friend.

I know what hurt me but I can't seem to remember the exact reason why. All I could remember is a particular situation, but not a particular reason. I might be healed (and I think I really am) already but that doesn't stop me from remembering the pain I felt during that time. Probably, it was one of the worst I have ever felt and swear, I never want to feel it again THAT WORSE because pain, like any other feelings, is inevitable. Even in its simplest form, we always feel pain. I guess it would all depend on how you handle it. Some people handle it well while some people handle it badly. And of course, we want to handle it well, right?

Pano na lang kung, "never knowin', what could've been and not seein' that lovin' you...is what I was tryin' to do.."??? Haaaaayyy. Maka-hurt isipin. Tsk3. Makawala talaga ng mood ang song na ito, my heart would skip a beat, then speeds up, then I could remember how the pain felt and it would make me feel bad and sad for a moment or so, tas I'd need something to make me happy again..at home, i'd look for movies, movies where people's lives are more messed up than mine para lang marealize ko that my experience wasn't so bad at all, i'd watch lots of movies until I would fall asleep while the movie is still playing..see? so exhausting! di na ako maka-concentrate with the people around me, di pa talaga ako maka-perform ng academic stuff well. tsk3. So dear little heart, the next time you hear this song, please ignore na lang ha? makulbaan man gud ko ug samot kung mukalit lang ka stop ug beat..dugay pa jud ka mu-stop ug palpitate. Basta heart, remember, the next time, increase dopamine levels lng ha kay dili na ko gusto i-remember ang feeling.

raises right hand up

10:53 PM♥

"I promise not to talk about him anymore. SWEAR!"

Iligan, anyone???

3.10.2010 @ 8:48 PM♥

JUST THIS AFTERNOON:

Ma'am Ching: Tama pala, may kailangan akong sabihin sa inyo ni Idzel.

*me and ate idzel listening carefully*

Ma'am Ching: ay first, para sayo [July], nakalimutan kita sabihan. gawa ka ng formal letter addressed to the dean na nag-change ka ng thesis title. tas ipa-approve mo lang sa panelist mo.

July: aw. okay. sige ma'am, try ko bigay tomorrow.

Ma'am Ching: tapos, para sa inyong dalawa, remember mo Idzel iyong sabi ko sayo na si Galicia? and someone? ung sa MSU?

Ate: Oo ma'am, hanapin ko pa contacts nun.

Ma'am Ching: Oo, hanapin niyo contacts nila kay magpa-confirm kayo ng result niyo.

July: aah. kung national museum pala ma'am?

Ma'am Ching: matatagalan ata tayo dun. sa MSU na lang.

July: saan na MSU ma'am?

Ma'am Ching: sa ILIGAN.

July: O.O Kelan ma'am?

Ma'am Ching: as soon as possible.

...and today ended my life T_T

Sana sumama na lang ako sa field trip T_T hay naku. On the brighter side, baka pwede kong madaanan iyong resort kung asan nila naiwan iyong tray for MCB150. Hahahaha :))

Pero kahit na, a trip to Iligan before March 24?! Are you kidding?!

i hate looking into caskets T_T

3.04.2010 @ 8:10 PM♥

Just had the longest day of the month (kay bago lang pala nag-start ang March noh? haha)

To start if off, wala akong proper na tulog for the past 3 weeks na...

For this week, Monday was the deadliest deadline for my manuscript hard copy. So I had to rush everything on a Sunday..boohooooo :'(

Tuesday, WLDL101 exam. Exam at 1pm, started studying at 10am. Good thing Ma'am Fritz still did her "old style" in the true or false part, ALL ANSWERS ARE TRUE! Say HELLO to my sure 50 points! HAHA :)) Then, at sunset: i haven't got proper sleep na nga, NA-ULANAN PA JUD KO! But the rain was good. I think it kind-a washed away all the bad things in me :) So you people say thank you to the rain, I'm a good girl now. Haha :)) -- But a very sad news came to me as I arrived home. I was soaking wet from the rain when mom told me, "namatay na si Tita Silvia mo kanina :(" Kalami musugod sa ulan para muhilak T_T Pero emo man gud. haha :))

(Sidestory: Tita Silvia had breast cancer. I was expecting her death actually coz for me, it did look that she has no more other way to go...but still, it saddened me. Her having a breast cancer actually was my inspiration to consider oncology as a specialty in the future. Pero I don't know pa. It's actually quite depressing to live your life as a doctor if you know that most of your patients are going to die. Parang wala ka nang ginawang tama.tsk3. But the point is that, in the whole context, you care and I guess, it is in caring where I could find comfort, that I could actually make people feel that they are still important...)

Wednesday, BIO120 Exam, ZOO120 Lab Reporting and as well as the deadline of FOUR HAND-WRITTEN LAB REPORTS! X( I could die, I swear!!! But I guess, the rain did really do something good and perhaps did wash away all the bad vibes in me, so hayun, I had all the positive energies running in and out and thank God, natapos ko naman siya :D

Thursday, MCB150 Lec Exam, THESIS DEFENSE = DEATH DAY! haha. Jowk lang. My defense was suppose to be at 10am. However, due to circumstances, it was moved to 1:30 pm. The defense was actually FUN.Haha :)) Kay na-stuck sila sa isang part ng results and discussions ko. Haha. Pero katawanan ang mga arguments. Kung court trial pa iyon bah, napabalik na to sila sa bench. then nitawag na ang judge ug recess. Haha :)) JOWK LNG :P But I guess, ang highlight ng aking day was during the MCB150 Lec Exam: First time kong mag-take ng exam in 10 minutes! haha :)) then umalis na agad kay mag-prepare kunuhay sa defense na na-postpone diay to 3 hours later :|

Anyway, tomorrow is yet another day. ZOO120 Lab Exam. I shall print the powerpoints pa right after I publish this. Haha :))

Tomorrow night (Friday night), me and my neighbors decided to be at the wake of Tita Silvia until Saturday morning. Kami daw bantay. So again, another sleepless night *yaaaaawwwnn*

manuscript defense!!!

3.03.2010 @ 10:26 PM♥

What the hell is happening to me???

Kanina (during MCB150 Lab), I told Art na "bat parang di ako kinakabahan mag-defend ng manuscript?" Tas sabi niya, "na-try mo na kasi sa bio199b..." tas sabi ko, "o baka takot lang ako kay Ma'am Novero..." haha :))

Still, I was chill-ax until 7 this evening. I had a little TV (haven't done this for 2 weeks na..pisti!) and a little chit-chat with my cousin.

Then, kanina, I told myself to cry the nervousness out.. And I did, forcefully. And it felt good afterwards :) But now, every time I think about my upcoming manuscript defense, KAHILAKON NA KAAYO KO! LITERALLY!!! As in, totoong iyak na :((

I can do this!
I can super do this!
So help me God!

how can anyone be afraid of love?

10:17 PM♥

Kat
How can anyone be afraid of love?

Acheron
How can they not? When you love someone… truly love them, friend or lover, you lay your heart open to them. You give them a part of yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that only they can hurt--you literally hand them the razor with a map of where to cut deepest and most painfully on your heart and soul. And when they do strike, it’s crippling-like having your heart carved out. It leaves you naked and exposed, wondering what you did to make them want to hurt you so badly when all you did was love them. What is so wrong with you that no one can keep faith with you? That no one can love you? To have it happen once is bad enough… but to have it repeated? Who in their right mind would not be terrified of that?

Devil May Cry: From Sherrilyn Kenyon’s Dark - Hunter series

8:23 PM♥

New Achievement:

Kagaling ko lagi mag-pretend na naga-iyak :)) Muntik na tuloy akong nag-hyperventilate..tsk3.

Sabi kasi sakin:
"if sad ka, ilabas mo lang lahat, i-iyak mo lang...
if galit ka, ilabas mo lang through iyak...
kung GINAKULBAAN KA KAY BASIG MALI ANG IMONG DATA NA IMONG GI-BUTANG SA IMONG MANUSCRIPT THEN NAKA-PRINT NA KA UG THREE COPIES UG NAHATAG NA NIMO SA IMONG MGA PANELISTS,

IIYAK MO NA LANG...

then i-continue mo lang ang pag-gawa ng iyong powerpoint for defense..haha"

piste! sa dihang, gi-try nako ang hilak2x para 'confident' daw ako kunwari sa gawin kong powerpoint, WALA NA HINUON NAG-STOP UG TULO ANG AKONG MGA TEARS.. T_T.
nabara pa jud akong ilong :| ug hapit pa jud ko na-hyperventilate.. haha.

then nabisaya ug kalit ang akong blog post..haha :))

tas wala pa akong biographical sketch.haha :)) sana pwede iyong,

Her name is Danielle Julie Marie V. Crumb. She was born in Digos, Davao del Sur and she was BORN FOR _____________. Nyahahaha! Kirig jud ang akong panelists ani! haha:))

Sige na ui. Seriously kelangan ko gawin biographical sketch ko at acknowledgment.haha :))

on soulmates :)

3.02.2010 @ 2:45 AM♥

A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.

it's OWVER! :D

3.01.2010 @ 12:25 AM♥

Finally, after more than one year of struggle for this study, I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED MANUSCRIPT!!! Ilang linggo rin akong hindi nakakatulog ng maayos sa kakaisip tungkol dito. But now, IT'S FINALLY DONE! haha :))

Marami akong gustong pasalamatan, pero dun ko na lang kayo ilalagay sa aking Acknowledgement. Haha :D

Finally, maka-focus na rin ako sa aking acads.
Finally, makakatulog na rin ako ng mahimbing.
At Finally, makakakain na rin ako ng 3 meals a day (instead of 1 meal lang). Haha.

Biruin mo, nakakalimutan kong kumain ng lunch kahit nasa canteen na ako?! HAHA :D Nag-change bigla ang priorities. Haha. Bahala nang hindi makapag-lunch, basta siguradong natapos na lang ang thesis. NGEK. haha :))



my bed (super gulo, i know!) see those green folders? hayun na ang freshly printed manuscript; purple folders? outline ko! the rest, is just kaguluhan! haha.

laptop area.haha :)) see?! papers are everywhere! haha:))

and of course, ME. after a hard-day's work :)

Have to sleep guys, I feel quite dizzy na.haha.
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